Saturday, November 14, 2020

JUST BECAUSE A DISABILITY IS DISACKNOWLEDGED DOES NOT MEAN THAT THE DISABILITY IS NOT ALWAYS WITH YOU






UNFORTUNATELY I CHOSE THE WRONG ROUTE INTO VICTORIA TO BE EXAMINED AT MY DOCTOR'S OFFICE.



USUALLY I COULD ROLL IN THE OLD ISLAND HIGHWAY TO THE VICINITY OF  HEALTH POINT SENIORS CLINIC IN ABOUT FORTY OR FORTY FIVE MINUTES TIME.


I could probably have sailed in on the newly completed Highway 1 but I took my direct route, the Old Island Highway, a low speed route that took about the same time and with much less fuel used. I had not used the Highway 1 for years  without there being construction delays so I took the old road.


I spent a total of possibly fifty minutes waiting at a number of closures, starting in Sooke BC with the one pictured above on the Old Island  Highway being the most longlasting and repetitive closure.


I, UNFORTUNATELY, HELD THE STEERING WHEEL WITH MY LEFT HAND; TEN DAYS LATER IT IS STILL STIFF.


I ALSO HELD THE CLUTCH PEDAL DOWN  AND MY LEFT LEG WRECKED MY LEFT KNEE AND RIGHT UP MY SPINE TO MY NECK AND SKULL MAKING ME USELESS.


TEN DAYS LATER I AM WORSE THAN THE DAYS AFTER I ACTUALLY DID THE TRIP TO VICTORIA. MY LEFT LEG IS STILL COLLAPSING, MY NECK AND BACK ARE LOCKED AND DESTABILIZED AND I EVEN HAVE THE FEELING OF A RIPPED BUTTOCK MUSCLE AS I SIT FORCING ME TO LAY DOWN. MY HANDS ARE SO SORE THEY DO NOT WORK PROPERLY, THE LEFT HAND IS THE WORST.


I had to go shopping for food on Thursday but could not stand in line to go to the bank or to the counter at the Pharmacy. Even so, I am enduring collapse as I sit.


I OWN THE ROCKCLIFFE JUST ABOUT ACROSS THE STREET FROM HEALTH POINT BUT I WILL COLLAPSE IF I GO THERE WHERE I EVEN HAVE A DISUSED BACHELOR SUITE RIGHT BY THE ENTRY.


I COULD DRIVE IN IN PLENTY OF TIME, I COULD HAVE THE NAP I ALWAYS NEED AND WHICH I HAD FOR YEARS IN THE PAST WHENEVER I ARRIVED IN VICTORIA BUT THE ALF TOONE CORPORATION SENT THE POLICE SO OFTEN THAT I PILE.



Years later you cannot imagine my horror when the women from the Alf Toone Coop came to my Apartment Building Business with Police. They want my total annihilation. They said the wished to bankrupt me. I and my three children were living in the building. They wanted someone else to own my property. I have not been back to my home at the Rockliffe for 17 years. I still own it but I get nothing from it but a few bills paid for me, little money and no Victoria home.


IT IS NUCLEAR WINTER FOR ME AT THE ROCKCLIFFE.

I AM FROZEN OUT, LEFT WITH NOTHING OF MY PERSONAL WILL AND COMFORT BY DITZKREIG.









Thursday, September 24, 2020

REGARDLESS OF HOW MUCH TRAUMA I EXPERIENCED I WAS ALWAYS CRITICIZED SAVAGELY IF I WAS FREAKED OUT OR NERVOUS; OR ANXIOUS AND LOOKING TO MAKE A DOLLAR OFF OF MY ART, MUSIC AND WRITING.



WHEN I THINK ABOUT THE PHYSICAL INJURIES FROM CHILDHOOD AND THE 1967, 1970, 1986, 1997 AND 1998 MOTOR VEHICLE ACCIDENT INJURIES I REALIZE THAT IT WOULD BE NORMAL AND JUSTIFIABLE TO BE FREAKED.


You just never know when you will be hammered into oblivion.


It really makes you nervous that even if you do not make any mistakes you can be beaten or smashed in a motor vehicle accident until you are laying there gasping for air.


I was judged to be too anxious and to be too agressively promoting myself because of my preoccupation with my Musical Performance in particular which I hoped would start me on the road to success and a job based on the only work I could still effectively do.


THE PROPERTY AND FINANCIAL LOSSES DUE TO THE THEFT OF MY CHILDHOOD BANK ACCOUNTS, $475.; I WENT TO UNB PENNILESS. THEN $10,000. WAS TAKEN IN 1964. WHICH LEFT ME AS A REAL LIFE  STARVING STUDENT EATING BALONEY SANDWICHES A FEW MONTHS LATER. THE THE ARSON AND THEN EXTORTION AND MORE INHERITANCE THEFT LEFT ME IMPOVERISHED AND I AFTER I FOUND OUT I WAS SUPPOSED TO FORGET WHAT HAPPENED IN THE ''PAST''. 


NO, NO, I AM STILL FREAKED OUT BY THAT FINANCIAL CRIME. I AM STILL NERVOUS AND ANXIOUS AND I NEED A LOT OF MONEY TO CONTINUE MY ART AND WRITING AND MUSIC WITH THE SAME INFRASTRUCTURE AND ASSISTANCE AS SUCCESSFUL CREATIVE ARTISTS HAVE.


I AM SOUNDLY AND STRIDENTLY CRITICIZED OVER WHAT I DO AND WHAT I CANNOT DO AND EVEN OVER MY VIRTUAL PARALYSIS AND PULLING OUT MY SPINE.




 

ARE EXPERIENCES OF BEING OVERWHELMED AND CRUSHED AS A CHILD THE ORIGINS OF POSTURAL HYPOTENSION?










When, as as child, I was thrown down and jumped on by my Mother no response was possible. There is no ability for a four year old to resist that overwhelming force so the beaten child is conditioned to fall and to not get up if you are going to be jumped on and held down by an adult. Try to get a breath because you will not be able to breathe at any moment when the weight of an adult is put on your chest.









There were numerous experiences I was subjected to where no response was permitted to serious misconduct against me and abuse of myself and my property.



Regardless of what abuse is being committed, if women, authorities or Police do it, not even the appearance of an adrenalin response is permitted. Collapse is the result of the bouts of Hypotension caused by "Adrenalin Response Prohibition".



When I am in the throes of Hypotension Symptoms I cannot stand up. The blood drains to the lower part of the body and my phisiology does not react correctly.


My blood vessels do not contract to safely increase blood pressure and the supply of blood to the brain. I feel the first lack of blood supply in forehead blood vessels which twinge and even burn a little at even the slightest feelings of trepidation.


IF MY HEART SPEEDS UP IT IS AN INSUFFICENT ACCELERATION OR IT MAY ACTUALLY SLOW DOWN.


I COLLAPSE RIGHT DOWN TO THE GROUND OR CATCH MYSELF BUT EITHER WAY I SUFFER CRIPPLING SPINAL JOINT LOCKUP AND TONIC IMMOBILITY AS WELL.



Tuesday, September 8, 2020

ORTHOSTATIC HYPOTENSION NOT POSTURO ORTHOSTATIC (S)TACHACARDIA . I NOTICED SOME DIFFERENCES THOUGH THE CURE IS THE SAME LEGS UP POSITION.

BLOOD RUSHES DOWN TO THE LEGS AND PELVIS AS HUMANS STAND ERECT.








THERE ARE COMPENSATING AUTONOMIC SYSTEMS. WHEN THESE SYSTEMS ARE DAMAGED BY DISEASE OR BY, IN MY CASE, HEAD INJURY AND COLLAPSE HISTORY,  THE BRAIN IS DEPRIVED OF BLOOD FLOW AND IN SOME CASES  BLOOD PRESSURE WILL DRAMATICALLY INCREASE. 


IN MY EXPERIENCE, I BEGIN TO LOSE THE ABILITY TO STAND, I AM DRIVEN TO LIE DOWN BY AN OVERWHELMING URGE. I WILL BECOME SLEEPY, I WILL HAVE BRAIN FOG, I STUMBLE. 


I AM RESSUCITATED, USUALLY, BY A THIRTY OR FORTY MINUTE NAP WITHOUT CLOTHING AND IN A REAL BED OR IN A CAR BED IN THE PAST, WHERE I KNOW I WILL NOT BE AWAKENED BY ATTACKERS OR RAIDERS. SUBSEQUENT TO AN ATTACK, OR A RAID, I CANNOT SLEEP THERE.


I WILL DO MORE RESEARCH; IT SEEMS A NERVE MALFUNCTION MAY CAUSE THIS. I THINK IT IS A SYMPTOM OF TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY. More to come...



Thursday, August 27, 2020

COLLAPSE CAUSES THE VIRTUAL PARALYSIS OF TONIC IMMOBILITY

I RECALL THAT I HAVE LAID AROUND IN THE PAST UNABLE TO DO ANY SHORT PHYSICAL ACTION WITHOUT HAVING TO LAY DOWN AGAIN TO RECOVER.









That does not mean I do not do anything it means I have to do everything in short segments and in a constrained manner without causing any of a number of adverse  neck or back reactions. Having to sit to shovel, for instance is not a speedy way to get shoveling done. I am having a very hard time getting anything done at this time.


ONE OF MY REMEDIES FOR THIS VIRTUAL PARALYSIS WAS TO WORK LAYING DOWN.  I DICTATED INNUMERABLE WRITINGS TO AP, MY PRODUCTION EXPIDITER. YEARS AGO MUSICIANS WOULD COME TO MY HOME AND I WOULD PRACTICE WITH THEM; I WAS LAYING DOWN.


What I did not realize is how I came to be Virtually Paralyzed on many occasions. I would know that following a motor vehicle accident I was injured but I did not realize that as all the carpets of the support I had contracted to receive if I was injured were pulled joyously and sadistically out from under me, I would feel the empty inside feeling and the barely able to stand feeling and then I would collapse.


I DO NOT HAVE TO GO RIGHT DOWN TO THE GROUND. SOMETHING TRIGGERS TONIC IMMOBILITY OR VIRTUAL PARALYSIS EVEN IF I CATCH MYSELF BEFORE I FALL RIGHT DOWN. I DO GO RIGHT DOWN OFTEN AND I MAY NOT HAVE BEEN AWARE THAT I WAS DOWN.

I BELIEVED THAT I FELL OR SLIPPED MANY TIMES THAT I ACTUALLY COLLAPSED DUE TO BEING DISACKNOWLEGED AND OVERWHELMED.

I HAVE GONE INTO A STATE OFCONVULSION IN SITUATIONS WHICH WERE SIMILAR AND EVEN WHEN I SPRAYED MY LEGS WITH COLD WATER. MY CHEST FROZE SOLID, I COULD HARDLY BREATHE UNTIL I GOT INTO A HOT SHOWER. FORTUNATELY THE SHOWER WAS NEARBY. 



Saturday, August 8, 2020

MY ALARMING VISAGE

HOW CAN I GO OVER THE SAME GROUND AGAIN?




LIKE TO ARCHEOLOGY THE INFORMATION IS NOT READILY APPARENT EVEN IF YOU DUG DEEP EARLIER.


I was laying there on the media room couch, I can't stand and sit with my arms on the chair arms when I get up and write or whatever. I accomplish many tasks from a sitting position which other persons might not sit to do, to shovel for example.


I was laying down, feet up hanging by my shoulders as well, in mild traction. It felt so good, floating without moving a muscle and with my eyes closed, I enjoyed the calm and lack of striving to hold muself up and I had a shuddering breath release.


One of my first memories is of laying on the bed in the front room of the second floor apartment at 2737 Allard Street in Ville Emard right across from St. Jean de Matteau Catholic Cathedral, I think it was a Cathedral. I had the same shuddering release breath which preceedes back release contemporaneously. It is quite a relief.


I recalled the day I was called in (unlawfully) to ICBC and after the interview I was presented as too frightening to deal with and they recorded and transcripted my calls, I saw automatically printed records of my calls where I say over and over that the version of the accident espoused by ICBC was an absurd fraud.


I told them to have a technically skilled accident investigator to deal with me, I had pictures, drawings and calculations to present. Instead a really angry Bink Lofgren said to me "You are making me late for my vacation"."You were going eighty five miles per hour and left a one hundred and eighty five foot long skid mark."

 

I probably had a collapse on partial collapse at this point, and I did not know this until recently, there is a terrible expression on my face. The person dominating me causes the collapse, it is not my fault, I cannot control it. When multiple persons attack me that excerbates my falling victim to collapse. Financial threats really terrorize and paralyze me. I had no money a lot or owed more than I had or owed constant money  draining and wealth accumulation destroying payments to wife and Mother, so I may overreact to the possibility of financial loss and collapse.


I think I have had a look on my face as I freaked or went into Tonic Immobility that people found freakish and frightening and they discriminated against me as if I had threatened them when I had not. I, surprised that I was to not get paid a sum of money I was depending on to not have to borrow to buy groceries, was described as having the "Most Hostile Look on My Face" that the person who freaked me by saying there would not even be a discussion about paying me my money triggered. I thought I lost my balance and my breath. I now know that is why I was treated as a freakish threat, it was the look on my face as I collapsed. You would look alarmed too if it happened to you.  

    


Thursday, July 30, 2020

TOTAL PARALYSIS REPRISE

THE RELEASE OF LOCKED BACK JOINTS RESULTS IN A SNAPPING AND TWISTING RELOCATION WHICH CAUSES PARALYSIS








I have continually reexamined the short but severe bout of paralysis which ensued after my 1967 Motor Vehicle Accident.


I had wondered,  I remember going to to St. Paul's Hospital and heading back to my apartment nearby but that is it somehow until I remember laying in my basement suite and laying there and laying there. I rented a different apartment sharing it with friends. Somehow I broke out of paralysis, I have whole spine and neck and skull realignment then. I did not realize this but it does make fighting to get settlements and out of work insurance payments impossible. How can the paralyzed be uncompensated because they are too paralyzed to fight for it.? 


I am experiencing the severe paralysis again, five years now and I am as paralyzed as ever and now most days all day long. 


I had experienced paralysis before which got much worse the more I unlocked my back. It is so evident this time, I just had two long pulldown back releases and I have not stood more than a few minutes since that and I HAD MANY PARALYZED DAYS FOR EACH UNPARALYZED DAY. Now I cannot even sit any longer.

Wednesday, July 22, 2020

MY STRENGTH AND CALM AND FEELING BALANCED IMPROVE WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES

THE TITLE STATEMENT MAY SEEM INCREDIBLE. 


RIGHT AT THIS MOMENT I FEEL MUCH STRONGER AND BETTER WITH MY EYES CLOSED. I WALKED, (putting blown down clothes back on the line), LOOKED A BIT, WALKED, LOOKED A BIT AND I WAS ABLE TO STRIDE SO FIRMLY COMPARED WITH THE WAVERING SLIPPING TWISTING COLLAPSING USUAL.


I think laying down allows looking around but I remember having to lay there in the past with no viewing, just listening, that happened a lot. At the worst I could not even have sound, I had to just lay there. 

Right now my arms are supported on my chair arms, I twist and rotate the chair as I type, locked in for support.


As soon as I close my eyes I can breathe so much better, it is a calming breath. I have to lie down now, I could force it but would end up exhausted.



Tuesday, July 14, 2020

TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY COULD BE A MAJOR FACTOR IN TONIC IMMOBILITY

THERE ARE MANY DEFICITS CAUSED BY TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY WHICH CAUSE MULTIPLE DISABILITIES.


I think that the primary symptom which I have experienced is fatigue and a lack of endurance. Not being able to stand or walk could well be a part of this which is accompanied by a bogging out if effort is required. Being startled, being hit by a spray of cold water or terrorized any one of those stimuli could trigger an overriding collapse. That is by no means a complete list of enervating stimuli.


When bogging out occurs in a motor it is caused by an inability to use the fuel it is getting which then chokes out the intake system. I try to relate this to how I can be suddenly strengthless when a situation that produces adrenalin occurs. Is it possible that I just cannot use the adrenalin, does it poison me or do I just shut down because I am usually not allowed to do anything in terrifying situations involving Police and in childhood, my mother? I have not been allowed to fight back and I remember being collapsed, jumped on as a child suppressed extorted and intimidated as an adult. Always, I am not permitted to fight back, not to have lawful process instituted and completed, even speaking in complaint wil be used by the inordinately powered and privleged women, authorities and Police to generate a terrifying assult and response and they will fabricate defamation.

 


VIRTUAL PARALYSIS, TONIC IMMOBILITY, COLLAPSE IMMOBILITY, EVEN SWAY BACK CAN BE SEEN TO BE RELATED TO THAT BOGGING OUT WHEN EFFORT IS REQUIRED.



Right after I was injured in 1967, I noticed that I had to lift my left leg with my hand pulling up on my pant leg if the lift was anything more than a few inches. I think my right leg just would not lift and I did not even try. In addition I noticed that I had to put my foot under the edge of cabinets to stand at a sink and wash dishes or vegetables. These and many more symptoms of Traumatic Brain Injury were reported to doctors, lawyers, the courts and no one recognized these universal symptoms of Traumatic Brain Injury.          


When a force is exerted on my heels towards the rear, that leg collapses. If I point my toes, a calf charley horse can result.       Pushing down with my leg, particularily the left, can cause an incredibly powerful thigh Charley Horse which has locked badly tearing ligaments or muscles in the leg. More symptoms of Traumatic Brain Injury.


Thursday, June 25, 2020

MY BUTTONS HAVE BEEN PUSHED SO MANY TIMES THEY ARE STUCK

I THINK THAT I HAVE BEEN ATTACKED, RAIDED GANGED UP ON AND DISREGARDED SO MANY TIMES THAT I AM IN A PERMANENT ADRENALIZED STATE OF HYPER- VIGILANCE.

 Down at the bottom of the page is an account of what bad behavior by Police can do to anyone. 

I know this is a discrediting statement. Why can I not get over it? Because I cannot get over what has been the negative stimulus applied to me and my life since I was four years old. Just the decade of childhod beatings could set a person up to be unable to deal with a 24/7 impending threat of a raid, forever.


There is a physical component. Swayback, Tonic Immobility and Virtual Paralysis are physical manifestations of the Shell Shocked Reality I live in.


If I could slow down to dead slow, eyes closed, I could slowly start to move about. I was doing that last night and this morning. Now it is evening and I have not succeded yet in just feeling nice and not listening carefully, always watching.


I am delicate, injured, and disabled but I am tall and I look healthy. That does not mean I am not screwed up by this. The continual tension, aprehension and anguish are not balanced by the release brought by sexual activity. The lack of any sexual contact does add to the unsettled nature of my experience and my mental state. Sexual activity leaves a person refreshed, purged of dissatisfaction, pleasured and relaxed. I do not have that.

 

I got married and to get me to leave her behind with my house my wife moved in and said she would not Cook Clean or Fuck. Great, I did everything for the Family that a Father could. I was all in here at Otter Point and nothing was left to do anything to get sex and if I did, what a horrible unfaithful man. No, what a horrible sadistic wife.  I was extorted to bankruptcy twice and finally divorced.   


I did have a girlfriend briefly then she became my old girlfriend with whom I had sex occasonally until six or seven years ago when she felt guilty about it. That was a shame because she was very skillful. I did not have any more sex of any kind with her but I did keep buying her repairs and a car and tires for it.  That was the end of my only opportunity to have sex after I was driven off my downtown Victoria suite. It does not feel good to never have any sex.

 

I HAVE STATED BEFORE THAT SEX AND AFFECTION WERE A LARGE PART OF WHAT IT TOOK TO RECOVER FROM TONIC IMMOBILITY. PRODUCING ART AND MUSIC ARE ALSO COMPONENTS OF A RECOVERY FROM ACUTE COLLAPSE IMMOBILITY.


I believe that I went all the way from Swayback and Virtual Paralysis to being able to perform on Harmonica and dance live on stage with exceptional force and demonstrating masculine dance moves through Music Practice and years ago Dance Practice.


I THINK I KNOW HOW TO FREE THOSE OVER PUSHED BUTTONS BUT I EXPERIENCE ONLY MORE PRESSURE.







TUESDAY, NOVEMBER 24, 2009

TORTURE IN CANADA

October 3 1996 at 3:30 pm RCMP Sergeant Zeike and RCMP Constable Hudson entered my private property and came into my home without a warrant or any form of lawful jurisdiction and manipulated the time and my transport which was the result of bogus charges so that I was kept in jail for an extended peroid of time and then tortured by being chained at the feet and wrists and around my waist and left in an unheated
unventalated truck van until I convulsed repeatedly and I have been very badly crippled since then.

The RCMP on isolated rural Vancouver Island exercise a brutal combative and reactive form of Police abuse taking advantage of the isolation the distance from urban centres the difficulties posed citizens who are abused by these Officers in that these persons such as myself are often alone and if we are hauled away from our rural properties it is very difficult to get back without having an automobile with us.

There is an attitude that every concivable or imagined offence has to be pursued and that if no evidence of any wrong doing is turned up try to find something else to charge against a citizen who has done nothing to harm anyone. Furthermore they make it plain as they hector and intimidate and rave at property owners and citizens that they don't think the penalties are stiff enough for any offence no matter how many or even if it's some form of statement offence where they simply take the word of a complaintant.

Continual incursions onto private property without lawful purpose by tresspassers Police and Regional District Enforcement Officers create a stuation where persons such as myself will simply tell them to go and get lost and stop with their nonsence. This unfortunetly as these Officers do not recongnize the authority of ownership creates a situation where they actually write in their files that they plan to try to charge an individual who has broken no laws but has offended him.

Hal Zeike and I invite you to access the articles he wrote in the Sooke BC News Mirror . He came to my door and  said that the letters that I wrote lawfully complaining had annoyed alot of people. I ended up chained up and tortured and crippled and the specific complaint which was used as an excuse to lock me up and torture me could not be supported by any evidence not even the complaintant was willing to swear under oath that the allegations he had made were true. I was chained up and tortured right here in Canada and I am still badly crippled. Is it really much more important what happened to one Afghan citizen at the hands of other Afghan citizens than what has been done to Canadian Citizen Lindon Collard right here in Canada? I know absolutly what is more important

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Thursday, June 18, 2020

HOW COULD PEOPLE STEAL FROM DAMAGE AND ATTACK A SO OBVIOUSLY CRIPPLED PERSON

I WAS STILL FUNCTIONING BUT I WOULD HAVE TO STOP MY CAR OR GET OFF MY BICYCLE AND QUICKLY ROLL AND PULL MY LEGS UP TO MY CHEST AND ROLL ON MY BACK, BREAKING THE SPASM OF THE REVERSE ARCH WHICH I NOW COULD NOT BREAK FOR YEARS.








The period of relative recovery, not complete recovery, lasted from 1974 through all of 1986. On December 20 1986 my car was struck by a left turning vehicle and I do not remember anything specific until 1990, in 1991 had a relapse but regained much memory or something like that in 1992. I could remember oft repeated events but in a not very detailed or related manner. I remember a lot of over and over again but I think that is what I did, 1974 to 1992, more of the same menial work over and over, always having to save but when Trixie took over in 1980 and for sure by 1984 I was always penniless.


I WAS CONSTANTLY HAVING TO STOP AND ROLL MY BACK OUT AND AFTER I COULD NOT, PARALYZED!


I find it hard to swallow that my wife, family members and others who could witness my severe disability would steal my inheritances, force me to work for no money and HAMPER ME INSTEAD OF HELPING. What a cruel pack of SOCIOPATHS!


I am still in the virtually paralyzed or Tonic Immobility. Continually applying traction, sometimes from heel to head. I felt a release which seemed to go through a leg twist into place and up the back to free up the neck. This seemed to release some of the reverse arch spasm and allow low back movement. I am working on my low back and I have a feeling I will  be able to roll it out. I hope so.


 

Thursday, June 4, 2020

LAY THERE WITHOUT MOVING SYNDROME

EACH MINUTE I LAY NEARLY FLAT AND MOTIONLESS I FEEL BETTER AND BETTER. I WILL EVENTUALLY RISE TO DO SOMETHING AND AFTER A TIME STANDING OR EVEN SITTING I WILL COLLAPSE MORE EACH MINUTE.



VIRTUAL PARALYSIS IS WHAT I CALLED THIS PHENOMENA 30 YEARS AGO BUT I EXPERIENCED THAT MALADY IN 1968 AND 1969 FOR UP TO 8 MONTHS. FROM 1970 TO 1974 I HAD TONIC IMOBILITY OR SHELL SHOCK, CONSTANTLY VIRTUALLY PARALYZED. 


FROM 1974 TO 1978 I HAD PERIODS OF MOBILITY BUT PERIODS OF IMMOBILITY RECLINING AT 135*WERE CONSTANTLY REQUIRED  TO BE ABLE TO WORK IN THE PERIODS OF MOBILITY. 


ALTHOUGH I WOULD BE ABLE TO FUNCTION OCCASIONALLY AT PHYSICAL ACTIVITY I DID MOST  WORK AT ADVANCED METHOD JEWELLERY MANUFACTURING FROM A ROLLER CHAIR OR STANDING LEANING ON SOMETHING. 


FIFTY TWO YEAR .  S AFTER I FIRST EXPERIENCED HAVING TO ENDLESSLY LAY THERE WITHOUT MOVING TO HAVE SOME, OFTEN SHORT, PERIOD OF MOBILITY I AM HAVING TO DO THAT NOW IN 2020. 





Monday, June 1, 2020

VIRTUAL PARALYSIS AND TONIC IMMOBILITY

I am presently dealing with the virtually paralyzing side effects of pulling out locked joints which get locked up as a result of injury caused by impact or by Tonic Immobility Collapses which are the result of my being terrorized while I am disabled.

PHILOMENIA FLOYD COLLAPSED AT THE SITE OF HIS BROTHER GEORGE'S MURDER AND IT REQUIRED TWO PEOPLE IT IS SAID TO HOLD HIM UP JUST LIKE THE SWAYBACKED SHELL SHOCK VICTIMS REQUIRE TO BE HELD UP IN VIDEOS OF SEVERE INSTITUTIONALIZED CASES OF COLLAPSE OR TONIC IMMOBILITY .

IN MY CASE, THE PANIC BUTTON HAS BEEN PUSHED  MANY TIMES IN MANY PLACES BY MANY PERSONS.


It is just plain not good for me to have been overwhelmed by large groups of people, By-Law, Police, Sheriffs and other persons intent on doing damage to me or my property. It has happened so many times that I cannot go to a Court Building without collapsing. At the Rockcliffe collapses occurred long ago and relatively recently as well; I can't get near my suite there nor even pass by the building without risking an episode of Tonic Immobility.

Here at Otter Point I had to keep an alert watch as Police By-Law and Sheriffs tried for decades to fabricate or fake or deludedly imagined some discrediting violation of law or regulation so they could seize myself, my property or fine me.

I do believe that now the enforcement squads have been curtailed by the Covid 19 Pandemic but my body is still tensely anticipating some incursion, or raid or trespass or all of the violations at once until I fall unconcious in naps or nightly sleeping but the declaration "We are a 24/7 Operation and we are coming any time we have to" does tell your mind anf your body unoverrideably "Watch Out", and you better not unknowingly exit your home with what looked like a weapon and be shot and killed or say something in a suprised utterance which would be interpreted as a statement which you could be incarcerated over.


MOST OF THESE PEOPLE LIVE OFF MY PROPERTY TAX PAYMENTS ($35 0R 40K/yr) ISN'T THAT  REALLY CREEPY

Tuesday, May 26, 2020

A REAL COMMONWEALTH ECONOMY WOULD ELIMINATE MANY PROBLEMS FACED BY DISABLED PERSONS

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Tuesday, 26 May 2020

CARNIVAL SIDESHOW ECONOMY

SELFISH AND FRIVILOUS THE PRECEPTS OF CAPITALISM CREATE UNNECESSARY DOWNTURNSA Row Of Carnival Games At A Busy Fairground Editorial Stock Photo ...




In a manner like to having a grifter's attraction in a travelling carney convoy the previously functioning economy caused citizens to be involved in an uncertain uncaring financial game where the necessities of life could vanish at any time.

There are innumerable ways where individuals would have nothing left to provide themselves with the necessities of life because they made imprudent decisions or because they were the victims of criminal exploitation. 


Decouple the selfish and frivilous Carney Economy from the Real Commonwealth Economy which provides the necessities of life. 


Run the Real Commonwealth Economy on a Universal Provision of the Necessities of Life basis while Gambling Dens and Hair Salons and Porche Dealerships would participate in a traditional digital metering monetary system.


If you did not have any marbles to play with you might not be able to play Black Jack or Porche but you could never end up homeless or starving.


At this present time when in the Pandemic Emergency funds are being handed out people do not want to take jobs. That is because it is an "either -  or" situation; funding should be universal for the necessities of life or ideally those necessities would be distributed in a manner which was not part of a selfish and frivilous non-necessity monetary system.


The Real Commonweath Economy would provide an incentive to earn a little to be able to peuchase non necessities or to earn a lot to play Black Jack or Porche because every bit of anything earned would be on top of the necessities of life support and distribution; every bit of everything earned would be extra.


PEOPLE ARE BEING DAMAGED BY WORRY AND UNCERTAINTY AS THEIR NECESSITIES OF LIFE ARE THREATENED BY THE IMPENDING DOOM OF ECONOMIC COLLAPSE, UNEMPLOYMENT AND GOVERNMENT DEFICITS AND GOVERNMENT DEBT.


DECOUPLE THE DISTRIBUTION OF THE NECESSITIES OF LIFE FROM THE SELFISH AND FRIVILOUS GAMBLING, SHILLING AND GRIFTING.

POSTSCRIPT: MANY PEOPLE ARE MOTIVATED TO WORK DESPITE THE FACT THAT THEY ARE NOT PAID TO DO THAT WORK. ARTISTS AND MUSICIANS AND PEOPLE WHO CREATE AN EXTRAORDINARY GARDEN AT THEIR HOMES ARE NOT PAID, WORKING TO INCREASE PROPERTY VALUE OR BE ROCK STARS, PERHAPS, BUT NOT LIKELY.



WITH ALL OF YOUR NECESSITIES OF LIFE ASSURED WHAT ABOUT PITCHING IN WITH YOUR SKILLS TO AID THE COMMONWEALTH ECONOMY NECESSITIES OF LIFE FOR ALL PEOPLE? WOULD THAT NOT BE GOOD.

I PROPOSE HONOR AND DIGNITY AND FREEDOM FROM FEAR BE GRANTED TO EVERY PERSON AND I HOPE THAT YOU ARE ABLE TO RISE TO THAT LEVEL.Americans flock to free clinics run by retired British cowboy, 81 ...

ALL OF THESE RETIRED BRITISH PHYSICIANS ARE WORKING AT A FREE CLINIC FOR FREE AND THEY DO NOT HAVE TO WORK BUT DO