PERHAPS THE MOST ANGUISHING ASPECT OF "DISABLED NOT COMPENSATED" IS THAT I ACCURATELY REPORTED WHAT HAD HAPPENED TO ME PHYSICALLY AND THE PERSISTENT AND CONTINUING SYMPTOMS AND I WAS OVERRULED BY SKEPTICISM AND UNCERTAINTY NOT BY ANY EVIDENCE

DISABLED AND DISBELIEVED

I HAVE A NUMBER OF PHYSICAL DEFICITS.

ONE OF THE DEFICITS IS THAT I HAVE TONIC IMMOBILITY OR COLLAPSE IMMOBILITY WHICH CAN BE TRIGGERED BY A SPLASH OF COLD WATER OR A HOSTILE INTERVENTION AGAINST ME OR FROM SENSING PERIL, WHICH COULD BE AS HARMLESS AS HAVING A BOX FALL OFF A SHELF AND STRIKE ME OR EVEN FALL  CLOSE TO ME OR WHEN MY 1971 TRIUMPH'S REAR WHEEL SLIPPED AND ALARMED, MY LEFT LEG COLLAPSED AND DOWN I AND THE BIKE WENT.

THE WORST AND MOST DANGEROUS AND LONG LASTING COLLAPSES CAN HAPPEN BY REVISITING THE SITE WHERE I HAVE SUFFERED A LOSS 
OR WHERE EGREGIOUS HARM HAD BEEN DONE TO ME OR MY PROPERTY OR PROSPECTS.

I CANNOT GO TO MY HOME AND BUSINESS AT THE ROCKLIFFE.

I HAD A CONVULSION TWO YEARS AGO AS I JUST DROVE PAST THE BUILDING.+^ SEVEN YEARS AGO I TOTALLY COLLAPSED AS I ATTENDED TO BUSINESS THERE AND I HAVE NEITHER BEEN ABLE TO GO BACK NOR HAVE I RECOVERED. 

The women are at war with me whom they have not met, they have blazed in with a Police Escort and mobbed in with twelve of them and thrown beer bottles at my son and they stated THEY WERE GOING TO BANKRUPT MYSELF AND MY FERRARI.

+^TWO YEARS AGO I HAD AN APPOINTMENT AT HEALTH POINT FOUR BLOCKS AWAY FROM THE ROCKCLIFFE.

I HAD TO DRIVE FROM OTTER POINT AS I WAS ROUSTED OFF OF MY #300 SUITE AT THE ROCKCLIFFE. IN 2001, I HAD COLLAPSED WHEN I ARRIVED AND THERE WERE TWELVE PEOPLE ON MY PROPERTY FENCING ME OFF OF THE PARK I BOUGHT THE APARTMENT BUILDING ON ACCOUNT OF. I HAD BEEN BACK THERE, BUT I WOULD COLLAPSE AGAIN, WHICH I DID IN NOVEMBER OF 2015 AND THAT AND OTHER CLOSELY RELATED AND AROUND THE SAME TIME COLLAPSES CRIPPLED ME AND I HAD A HARD TIME GETTING ANYWHERE.

ON THE WAY TO MY APPOINTMENT, WHERE I PLANNED TO ARRIVE 40 MINUTES EARLY,  I HAD A FIFTY MINUTE SERIES OF CONSTRUCTION DELAYS IN VIEW ROYAL. I, AFTER ONE HOUR AND FORTY MINUTES OF DRIVING I PASSED THE ROCKCLIFFE AND I HAD A CONVULSION.

THE IMPACT OF HAVING MY JOURNEY MADE SO LONG BY THE AGITATORS FROM THE ALF TOONE COOP PUT ME BACK FARTHER INTO SHELL SHOCK AND TONIC IMMOBILITY THAN I WAS IN 2020 AND POSSIBLY 2016. +^

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I HAVE A HARD TIME DEALING WITH THE DAMAGE DONE HERE AT OTTER POINT. ALL I HAVE TO DO IS TO VIEW THE STRIPPED SOIL WASTELAND OR THE DITCH AND DOWN I GO. 

THIS MAKES IT REALLY HARD TO LEAVE.

IT IS ANGUISHING THAT NO ONE BELIEVES THAT THIS IS POSSIBLE.

I HAD TO WALK ALONG THE LOG BESIDE THE DITCH. I HAD BEEN OUT IN MY CAR THE DAY BEFORE AFTER TRYING FOR SEVERAL WEEKS TO LEAVE TO GO SHOPPING UNSUCCESSFULLY, AND I HAD NOT UNLOADED IT FULLY. THE C-CAN STUCK IN MY DRIVEWAY MADE IT NECESSARY FOR ME TO WALK ON THE TWO FOOT  IN DIAMETER LOG WHICH PREVENTS VEHICLES FROM DRIVING INTO THE DITCH.

MY LEFT LEG COLLAPSED. IT FELT LIKE THE LOG HAD ROLLED BUT IT COULD NOT ROLL, IT WAS PINNED WITH RE-BAR.

MANY TIMES IN THE PAST I HAD THOUGHT I SLIPPED OR TRIPPED BUT IT WAS ACTUALLY A LEFT LEG COLLAPSE.

I FELL TO THE BOTTOM OF THE DITCH.

PEOPLE SAY, THAT IS YOUR FAULT, YOU FELL INTO THE DITCH. I DID NOT DIG THE DITCH. I NOW KNOW FOR SURE THAT WHAT PRECIPITATED ME INTO THE DITCH WAS A LEFT LEG COLLAPSE.

I HAD A LEFT LEG COLLAPSE YESTERDAY WHEN I SAW THE DITCH FROM THE FRONT PORCH. TODAY AS I GOT OUT OF BED, MY LEFT LEG LET GO SEEMINGLY WITHOUT A RECALLED EVENT OR PLACE OR VIEW OF THE DAMAGE DONE HERE. 

I WOULD ASSUME THAT YOU DO NOT BELIEVE ME. HOW COULD SUCH THINGS HAPPEN. THAT LEG WAS COLLAPSED HUNDREDS OF TIMES WHEN MY MOTHER GRABBED MY HAIR, TWISTED MY NECK AND THREW ME DOWN IN CHILDHOOD. UNFORTUNATELY IT IS A PAVLOVIAN RESPONSE. THAT IS WHAT HAPPENS TO ME WHEN I AM ATTACKED OR ALARMED OR WHEN I VIEW THE TERRIBLE DAMAGE DONE HERE AT OTTER POINT.