VIRTUAL PARALYSIS IS AN AMBULATORY THING; YOU CANNOT WALK OR STAND BUT BRIEFLY OR NOT AT ALL

I HAVE EXPERIENCED THE VIRTUAL PARALYSIS I AM EXPERIENCING NOW IN THE PAST, AT THE SAME STAGE OF RECOVERING FROM A COLLAPSED AND LOCKED BACK AS I AM AT NOW IN DECEMBER 2019

I remember laying down and not wanting to go anywhere during my 1967 injury.

I still am looked at as somehow personally flawed when I lay there not doing anything; you just plain cannot move for very long or stand for very long.

In May 1970 a 1956 Ford pulled in front of the Mini Cooper I was a passenger in and stopped with only a few feet to slow. I hit the dash, the roof or windshield and fell out of the Mini Cooper onto Kingsway Ave in Vancouver BC.   

I remember being flat out in an armchair with my feet over the table in the early Seventies, that  position was the only one I could tolerate except for laying flat on my back with a leg rest keeping some traction on my spine. Later in the Seventies I was able to drive and walk a little but I would have to stop my car and roll on my back on a lawn to keep it from collapsing. Then back to the recling position with legs held up.

Everyone must have seen the former CNR Yardforeman who did not work anymore. Everyone must have seen the Man who was on the go all the time not going anyuwhere anytime. That is what Virtual Paralysis is. I was suffering from the effects of Tonic Immobility most likely, I thought it was a back problem at the time, pinched nerves or what but now I think I went paralyzed as an effect of the reintroduction of the same situation I was in as I experienced terrible childhood beatings and hair pulling throwdowns and being jumped on.

HOW COULD PEOPLE WHO WITNESSED THE ABOVE GET TOGETHER A FEW YEARS LATER TO "TAKE ME DOWN" AND TO HIDE AND SIEZE MY UNCLE'S WILL.

IT IS ABSOLUTELY CRAZY FOR MY EX-WIFE AND HER LAWYER TO THINK I SHOULD SUPPORT OR SHARE ASSETS WITH HER SHE LOST EVERYTHING WE OWNED.   I bought my own house back with inherited money. None of it is hers, none was hers and she spent all I owned twice, I had to buy my property back twice with inherited money.

Everyone saw me laying there not able to do anything and not able to do phsical work again and again. Still my ex-wife said she and her lawyer knew about my back and they were going to put so much pressure on me my back and neck would go and I would do somerthing I would not be able to get out of. That second part of the last sentence. Oh so crazy crazy crazy. 

There is a feeling of powerlessness when you have Tonic Immobility and you are being threatened or menaced in any way. When you have Collapse Immobility or Tonic Immobility there are additional physical problems such as Swayback.  All of these symtoms create Virtual Paralysis.

HOW COULD FAMILY WHO SAW THE SITUATION AND SYMPTOMS DESCRIBED ABOVE FORCE ME TO WORK FOR THEM AND TAKE MY INHERITANCES WITH WHICH I WOULD BE ABLE TO EARN A LIVING WITHOUT HAVING TO DO HARD PHYSICAL LABOR ?  

INSURANCE COMPANIES IGNORE BRAIN INJURY

DISABLED NOT COMPENSATED: AN ABSURD OUTCOME FOR VICTIMS

YOU ARE RESPONSIBLE

EVEN THE MOST CARING DOCTORS, PHISIOTHERAPY PRACTIONERS TEND TO BLAME THE INJURED PERSON

I FIND MYSELF QUITE PUT OUT AS I HEAR THE WORDS OF CONDEMNATION OF INSUFFICENT APPLICATION OR GRIT                OR WHATEVER TO OVERCOME, NEGATE OR DISREGARD INJURY AND PUSH ON OR STRAIGHTEN OUT OR UP. I HAVE BEEN ASKED WHY I THROW MY WEIGHT ONTO MY LEFT LEG AND WHY DO I DO THAT?  I WOULD REPLY THAT I HAD BEEN "PARALLELLOGRAMED IN THE AFTERMATH OF ACCIDENTS". I HAVE HAD THE QUESTION ASKED MORE THAN ONCE BY THE SAME PRACTICIONER. THE PASSAGE JUST BELOW EXPLAINS ABOUT THE IRREGULAR POSTURE WHICH IS INVOLUNTARY AND SEEMS TO BE IRREVERSIBLE.

FROM DOCTOR CHRISTOPHER CHAPMAN

Head and atlas malposition cause the supporting spinal muscles to contract irregularly in compensation, and will cause the entire spine to distort out-of-balance, thereby effecting the entire body. This upper cervical distortion will almost always result in a high or low hip, a “shortened leg” syndrome ( http://www.myshortleg.com/ ), and usually a high or low shoulder. Often the head will tilt slightly to one side or the other, and the abnormal contraction of the neck muscles will force the normal lordotic curve into a reversed or straightened position—this is COMMON, but not NORMAL. Specific upper cervical X-rays will reveal the misalignment in a multidimensional fashion.

IF YOU WISH TO READ MORE AND BACKGROUND, THE ARTICLE STARTS FROM EARLIER THAN THIS EXCERPT NEXT AND CONTINUES AFTER IT.

What is a very common finding in the cervical spine, following head and neck trauma? The “Lateral” view seen above on the left was taken before the specific upper cervical correction was performed, but shortly after a minor motor vehicle accident—this is the common finding! This otherwise healthy, fit patient had severe spasm of the neck muscles; resulting in a very painful condition we call Spasmodic Torticollis. This X-ray was taken four weeks following a “very minor” car accident wherein the patient slid side-ways into a curb. The damage to the car was minimal. Yet, the patient cannot even raise her head to the normal upright position because the spasms are so intense. The X-ray on the right shows a return of the normal curve. The GOOD NEWS is: These structures can very often be appropriately realigned and when they are, the body will began repairing and healing the injured areas.

The X-ray on the right is the corrected spinal curve, having returned to true normal lordosis following only 5 NUCCA treatments! There were no other modalities performed on this patient. I’ve seen hundreds, if not thousands of cervical curves restored with NUCCA and Atlas Orthogonal (AO). What’s hard for me to fathom, is that Emergency Departments around the country are missing the harm and potential problems that can arise from a reversed or straight neck. The stressed position of the neck as seen on the left is a common finding, and it is often trivialized or dismissed as “normal”. I can see this casual dismissal in some ways. for instance, this important finding is diminished as emergency room staff focus more on “life-threatening” immediate risk problems, and less on conditions and “findings” which might develop into long-term chronic health conditions—it’s simply not their job. Muscle relaxants may be prescribed, but my practical experience in dealing with thousands of patients “after-the-fact” is: taking relaxants will not restore the cervical curve. Further, if left uncorrected, this reversed curve can contribute to the many symptoms and syndromes that are linked to head and neck misalignments, like:

• Headaches of all varieties
• Jaw Joint Dysfunction and Pain, Teeth Pain, Vertigo, Double-Vision
• Neck and Back Pain with chronic Muscle Spasms and Restricted Movement
• Bulging Discs, and more rapidly Advancing Arthritis
• Problems with Clear Thinking or the Ability to Focus
• Heart and Blood Pressure problems
• Poor Posture
• Even Low Back, Hip and Knee Pain
• Depression and Anxiety…. and a whole lot of frustration as “the injured” is bumped around from doctor to doctor with our any real relief..

We are not completely sure of how these conditions develop following cervical injury–we just know that they do.

The most vulnerable area of the spine is where the head rests on the neck. The top bone (called the Atlas) is a small 2-ounce ring-shaped bone with 2 small divots on either side of the spinal cord called facets—these small joints support the full weight of the skull. The adult skull often weighs more than 13 pounds! Imagine—a bowling ball mass being supported by two golf tees! But don’t be fooled—even with what appears to be a “fragile design flaw” in our anatomy, it is quite hardy—except under certain traumatic conditions; then, it can become quite vulnerable to injuries. When this area is fundamentally disturbed through trauma, the head—–and the atlas upon which it rests, lose their normal healthy alignment with one another; the result is a distortion of the spine, the spinal cord and it’s supportive tissues. There is also the possibility of a disturbance of blood flow to and from the brain.

This head and atlas malposition then causes the supporting spinal muscles to contract irregularly in compensation, and will cause the entire spine to distort out-of-balance, thereby effecting the entire body. This upper cervical distortion will almost always result in a high or low hip, a “shortened leg” syndrome ( http://www.myshortleg.com/ ), and usually a high or low shoulder. Often the head will tilt slightly to one side or the other, and the abnormal contraction of the neck muscles will force the normal lordotic curve into a reversed or straightened position—this is COMMON, but not NORMAL. Specific upper cervical X-rays will reveal the misalignment in a multidimensional fashion.

PROSTRATE, I LAY MOTIONLESS IN A VIRTUAL PARALYSIS, IT IS THE ONLY REMEDY

DISABLED NOT COMPENSATED: MY AFFLICTION IS NOT DRAMATIC, I DO NOT RAGE AT THE EMERGENCY WARD, I HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO LAY MOTIONLESS.

NO ONE NOTICES THE SOLITARY PARALYSIS, I HAVE TO BE IN A MOBILE STATE TO BE OUT AT SUCH  AS A  DOCTOR'S APPOINTMENT.

Coincidentally, the motionlessness is not surmountable for long one can only move so much and in such a manner as to be able to continue for a time.

Some activities quickly cause overwhelming fatigue or collapse or spasm and convulsion or locked back joints followed by defecatating and vomiting simultaneously.

IF I DO NOT DO MORE THAN I SHOULD AND RECLINE OR SLEEP OR LAY MOTIONLESS FOR DAYS IF THAT IS WHAT IS NECESSARY I CAN BE READY AT ALMOST ANY TIME TO UNDERTAKE MORE ACTIVITY. THEN THERE WILL BE MORE LAYING MOTIONLESS TO RECOVER.

WHEN I AM FORCED TO SO MUCH AS STAND UNSUPPORTED WHEN I CANNOT DO THAT I BEGIN TO SUFFER JOINT LOCKUP DAMAGE.

Just because I can do some things at some times, that does not mean that I can do more things at more times. IT IS EASY TO OVERWHELM ME. That was unfortunately exactly what was done to me too many times and the result is an UNBREAKABLE PARALYSIS, A CONTINUING AND WORSENING COLLAPSE, PREVENTING  STANDING, WALKING AND EVEN SITTING.

I definitely experienced Virtual Paralysis in 1968 and 1970 to 1974 with the periods in between being carefully balanced between Motionless Rest and work.

I knew what I could do and I controlled my time at work and my sleep and my Motionless Resting as a CNR Foreman, then as a Jewellery Manufacturer and as a house builder at my own home. 

I ran out of money before I finished my house I was completing and I found out after I took the Volvo Salesman's job that it was six days and til 9:30 at night.

The house finishing continued and I worked six days in Victoria and the house was burned down and all my goods and Family goods were destroyed in 1980.

I continued to work and the new house and the land were a Disaster I had to remedy and Wife and Family and the Insurance Company made things as difficult as possible Day after day after day until I really badly completely Collapsed in 1984. Disabled thus, the Wife took over amd spent and borrowed on my house. I had to work at her business and soon I worked day and night for nothing Year after year after year. I can remember being desperate to lay down.

I CAN REMEMBER THE RELIEF I FELT THAT THE WIFE WAS GONE WHEN SHE LEFT WITH EVERYTHING PORTABLE IN 1990.

PROSTRATE I LAY AS MUCH AS I HAD TO ONCE AGAIN IN A STATE OF VIRTUAL PARALYSIS, I DANCED LIVE AND I PERFORMED LIVE HARMONICA AND I SLEPT DEEP AND LONG AND I FELT QUITE ALLRIGHT.

THEN THE EX-WIFE ATTACKED ME HERE AT MY HOUSE AND THE BY-LAW AND POLICE STARTED COMING IN FORCE AND THE FAMILY ATTACKED ME CULMINATING WITH ANDREW'S TAI CHI SUCKER BLOW TO MY CHEST IN MY KITCHEN IN 2000.

I WAS OK AT HOWE STREET BUT AT THE APARTMENT BUILDING THE ATTACKS INTENSIFIED AND CAME OUT TO HERE AT OTTER POINT FROM THERE AS FROM HERE PREVIOUSLY AND PRESENTLY.

I CANNOT GET ENOUGH MOTIONLESS REST AND CAREFREE RELAXATION TO RECOVER. THIS HAS GONE ON FOR FORTY YEARS HERE AND MY CHILDHOOD HAD THE SAME DAMNED PUNISHMENT PSYCHOPATHS ON TO ME AND I NEED TO REST.

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DISABLED AND DISACKNOWLEGED: THE EXCUSE USED TO PROVIDE NO ASSISTANCE

DISBELIEF IN DISABILITY MOTIVATES PUNISHMENT TO BE ADMINISTERED INSTEAD OF ASSISTANCE 

I have had to do a lot of work which I would rather have been able to avoid and I would have preferred to be able to really work a lot more at my Creative Efforts. The assets which were removed from myself would have facilitated a lucrative and enjoyable career in Art or Writing or Music or all three of those occupations and more. I am sure that tension and lack of comfort and hard work and Collapses and Seizures have damaged me while what I wanted to do and worked to be able to do would have been beneficial to my physical and mental health. Despite being injured and otherwise motivated I physically labored; I provided a home and chattals to support myself, my wife and my children.

WHEN FAMILY MEMBERS AND GOVERNMENT CHANGED MY FINANCIAL CIRCUMSTANCES FROM FREEDOM OF CHOICE AND ACTIVITY TO EXTORTED SLAVERY AND DOMINATION I LOST THE ABILITY I WOULD HAVE HAD TO CARE FOR MY NEEDS. MY INHERITED MONEY WOULD HAVE ALLOWED ME TO AVOID THAT AND WAS AN ESSENTIAL REPLACEMENT.

NOW THAT THINGS HAVE TURNED OUT BADLY WITH TRAVEL ANYWHERE IMPOSSIBLE AND MAINTAINING ANYTHING I HAVE GOING DIFFICULT, I NEED ASSISTANCE. THERE ARE ALWAYS THREE OR SIX POLICE OR QUASI POLICE AVAILABLE TO RAID ME BUT NOT A SOUL IS AVAILABLE TO ASSIST WITH WORK I CANNOT DO ESPECIALLY CRIPPLED AS BADLY AS I AM NOW.

UNRESPONSIVENESS EXACERBATES DISABILITY

THERE ARE TWO EXTREMES, WHICH ARE SEIZURE AND COLLAPSE, SOMEHOW THEY HAVE A VERY SIMILAR TRIGGERING MECHANISM. THERE IS AN ADDITIONAL VARIABLE WHICH IS "WHEN". DOES THE TRIGGERING COMES INTO EFFECT, RIGHT AWAY OR LATER?

I was perplexed at how after a back or neck or head injury was sustained, the symptoms of Virtual Paralysis developed later and could become much worse as time passed. You gradually or immediately lose the ability to hold yourself erect.

There is likely a linkage between collapsing or freezing when attacked and being beaten as a child by the overwhelming irresistible size and power of an adult. There is nothing else to do but to try to drop out from under the attack you are sustaining. Freezing or Collapsing are conditioned into the toddler's mind and will happen automatically later in life to the adult.

Additionally Paralyzing and Seizing is the lack of any cooperation or support for the necessity to not repeat this injury and a default position by all and sundry that "This must be something else other than what Lindon describes and that is all there is to it". Insurance Companies coerced my employer's junior staff and Police seemed to join the rebuttal of my honest description of inability and actually attack me. When neighbors and Family join in as well the result is to be swept right off your feet and lie in a heap unable to rise.

It can become more and more difficult to lift the feet high enough and A CAREFUL AND FORCEFUL EFFORT would be required to not drag or catch the not properly lifted feet. The back itself slumps and folds in and wobbles causing loss of balance and dropping of objects and constant grabbing onto mouldings railings and ledges or furniture is required to not fall down in a heap.

Notably, any startling or apprehension or even a spray of cold water can start the process of seizure happening, with a tightening of the brow or a gasp of the lungs or a loss of balance, which might pass without going into a seizure. 

POST TRAUMATIC SEIZURE HAS A DIFFERENT MECHANISM THAT DISABLES THE VICTIM, LUNGS SEIZE UP AND YOU CAN'T BREATHE OR LEGS SEIZE AND WALKING CANNOT BE DONE FOR LONG AT ALL.

I think I have felt the quick seizure, then wavering of the spine and then I have gone right down straight to the ground, compressing everything down one side or the other to fold a knee flat on the ground, when both legs, sides and spine let loose the result is a form of interior collapse, inside the body and not all the way to the ground, perhaps only a short drop or a seizure only.

Another bodily symptom is tightness which must be overcome with great effort in order to move. 

I have noticed that after a collapse or other injury also I have very little relaxed functional experience and a lot of Seizure and Collapse with little functional time in between them. The Seizures and Collapses are exhausting to fight to be able to be mobile.

VIRTUAL PARALYSIS CAN BE CREATED BY COLLAPSE BUT THE CONVULSION OF SEIZURE CAN REQUIRE A LONG AND COMPLETELY IMMOBILE RECLINING IN ORDER TO ALLEVIATE "FROZEN" CHEST SPASM WITH INABILITY TO BREATHE OR "LOCKED" LEGS OR BACK. BOTH CONDITIONS RESULT IN A LOT OF RECLINING, SOMETIMES LEGS MUST BE ELEVATED.

 

DISABLED NOT COMPENSATED: AN ABSURD OUTCOME FOR VICTIMS AND AN UNFORTUNATELY VULNERABLE POSITION TO FALL IN TO AND OCCUPY

I could arrive at any CNR Switchyard, get the contract switching list and run that crew and the engineman up to 4 times as fast as a back East crew. Get all the work done perfectly, I was 3rd Highball Foreman, of 55, at 23 years old.

I previously have published what happened and how  I was "virtually paralyzed" several times.

The disability which is also called Tonic Immobility and Collapse Immobility causes the afflicted person to be totally or sometimes or fully or partially unable to move. Or movement is possible with great difficulty or for a limited period of time. Or some support is always or nearly always  necessary to walk, stand or even sit sometimes. Or four hours drive and shop and two days of just about absolute immobility are required to recover to be able to walk about or even flit from support to support, or hold yourself up on a Grocery Cart or on a hand truck unloading at home.

NONE OF THE ABOVE IS ANY MORE THAN BACKGROUND TO THIS DISABLED NOT COMPENSATED POST

I lay paralyzed ( I played Harmonica laying flat) for years from 1970 to 1974. I remember laying in my office at Advanced Method Jewellery Manufacturing between casting cylinders centrifuging in the molten Gold and Silver from 1974 to 1978 and in 1979 I bought the house and acreage at Otter Point BC.

                                                   

I sold the Factory and my gold bars and I bought an unfinished and copper and appliance stripped home on 12 1/2 Acres of hillside and peat bog. I finished it mostly alone, sleeping in my bus during gyproc finishing and in the house except when paint or varnish was drying back in the bus. I finished and installed appliances, had counters built, a Moffat Gourmet Stove, Boeing Bathtub and Pedestal Sinks and finished wood and 15 to 21 foot high ceilings.

There was robbery and arson and I was motorcycleless and my inventory had been stolen, everything for myself and the family burnt up and I had to build another house ordered to do everything as I would not have and at great cost.

I was personally penniless and virtually possessionless and again and again people would pretend that I had not had a one time success and wish to diminish me of owning an unmortgaged home. There was no other way, I had owed half the value of the first house but I had that in jewellery inventory.

I could not owe money on the second home, I was not credit worthy as soon as I had to work on the house and grounds full time. In addition interest rates were 23% per annum.

I had to finish the second home and grounds both left as bloody messes requiring years of work and I worked and put up with the constant demands from my wife and my mother and my brother hid and diverted My Uncles Bequest to me and I did collapse and got sent to the Hospital and operated on for my back but it was the harassment that had Virtually Paralyzed me again.

This is before they were officially taking me down My Mother "If only you were on payments it would be so good for you". The women in my sibling and in-law family and the men they control are batshit crazy. So are the Rednecks on Coke then, Meth now I guess. They were so deep in hatred and had to burn the house of the man (Previous Owner) who got them busted. (Weapons)

I really want to go play Harmonica for a living and write novels or screenplays about it. I seek interesting experience, the over and over again of finishing two houses and the grounds restoral here at Otter Point are hard for a crippled man to do and boring compared to what I had worked to do. Twice now the 1760 then 2100 sq ft homes built for the family  and for me to return to regularly.

There is a Photoop before the meeting video. My wife, "Your whole family is in agreement you have to start a major business with me as the operator" was the opening statement and 4 years later she said "What will we do now?" as she in charge had lost every last cent and gold bar and 3 years of my forced unpaid labor. I was made to pay her debts and inheritances were additionally stolen.

For God's sake or that of Reason, I had a one time success.

 

 

CONSEQUENCES AND EFFECTS OF DISABILITY PERSIST

THE HIGH COST OF PERSISTENT DISABILITY

I have had a stretch of severely disruptive periods of virtual paralysis. Yesterday for instance I woke up and went pretty well right to the grow room and started to transplant five, yes, just five plants into large containers to grow. I broke down one might say, I became unable to sit  to keep working and certainly not to stand. I got to the living room and I reclined and went to bed and got up did some laundry work and back to bed or recliner all day like a fog of up and down. 

I went to bed, work clothes still at the ready, usually a nap lasts an hour or less, but the time I slept til was 1:26 am. I got up. I saw the news on CBC and went to finish TP and re-siting in room.

At 3:20 am or so I was done and I showered and went back to bed. I got up again before 4:00 am.

I missed all of my property tax deadlines last week, similar to yesterday. I was up and down in bed, on the recliner on the up couch in traction and I was trying to make meals and do the dishes and to do the laundry which now could be done and line dried. I did not even realize that it mattered that I wrote July 2 or 5 in my diary, I did not put it together with the DEADLINE. 

WHY WOULD I DO THIS: MY TAX BILL DID NOT COME IN THE MAIL!

Bills arrive and I read the amount I owe, I did not do that, the bill did not arrive. I put the bills with my drivers license and keys to remind me to deal with them the next time I go out. When I am in a disrupted state of fuge in particular, the only thing that works and saves me being late with payment is that method.

I BELIEVE THE TAX AUTHORITY WANTS TO FINE ME OVER ONE THOUSAND TWO HUNDRED DOLLARS FOR BEING FIVE DAYS LATE PAYING PROPERTY TAXES!!!

https://policepowersociopaths.blogspot.com/  This is a link to a blog for some reason? unaccessible?

September 15 2019-POSTSCRIPT:I am floating in a state of fuge. I have to spend so much time reclining that all track of life is gone. A seamless sameness from day to day.Wake up and do some chores while and if I can. Go back to bed, wake up and have oatmeal or eggs and toast. Try to clean counters, (not floors or walls) or do laundry or dishes.  Traction on recliner, trying to get aligned with the reverse arch out of my back so I could drive my Norton for instance. I have it licensed for another 10 days or so. I really should start moving all small objects out of the Living Room and I have to get the floor put in.

For years, I have Salmon and Rice or Potatoes with peas or sometimes brocolli and I have Vegi Burgers with bread or tortilla and Spinach and Mayonaise.  Every 10 days or 2 weeks I go shopping at a few Grocery Stores. I support myself on the Grocery Carts but still I wreck myself so badly that I can barely get through Hand Carting in the Groceries and Bird Seed and Cat Food.

I WILL REQUIRE TWO OR THREE DAYS TO RECOVER FROM SHOPPING. FORTY MINUTE DRIVE, SHOP FOR AN HOUR OR TWO, FORTY MINUTE DRIVE AND A FORTY MINUTE UNLOADING AND THEN RIGHT TO BED ALMOST DROPPING DEAD FROM THE EFFORT.

My back and neck have been locked and collapsed and have collapsed repeatedly sinceNovember 2015 or thereabouts. Every Collapse and every Threatening  With Police causes pulled out joints to collapse and lock again, causes new collapsed locked joints, the Threatening and my Isolation combine to create a feeling of being alone and having thousands of dangerous Police adversaries FOR NO REAL REASON, THE WHOLE OF THE HOSTILITY AND PROVOCATION AND DEFAMATION CAUSED BY FABRICATION.

EMBARRASSING FELLOW TRAVELLERS

Embarrassing as it is I have recently seen some documentary footage of men with "shellshock" as it was called after World War I and WW II as well. Swayback is a symptom in common with whatever is still afflicting me badly again for years at a time. Men, as only men were documented, who were similarly afflicted had a number of visible facial effects when they were experiencing acute symptoms including my oft mentioned falling in of back, unable to breathe and locked between the shoulders. I have noticed a negative reaction to myself when I had even a momentary Tonic Immobility or Collapse Immobility or the almost having a collapse or concern for an instant.

I do pretty well to not have to be helped to do ordinary chores, but most physical activity is not possible. If I were to have to get to my feet without using my arms, I could not do it. I pull myself around and shove off of walls and rest on counters. I HAVE TO THROW MYSELF AND LEVER MY LOWER LEGS TO GET OUT OF BED. My legs alone would not do the job. The other afflicted men have visible leg deficiencies and have distorted leg muscles or tendons.

THE MEN IN THE DOCUMENTARIES I HAVE SEEN HAD TO BE PULLED TO THEIR FEET BY TWO ATTENDANTS. 

There have been many comments spoken and written by ignorant persons who think they have withstood worse or could easily ignore the ONE HUNDRED FORTY trespassers who have come to my property with malice in mind. It is unbearable and the passage of time offers no healing when the trespasses and fake 911 calls with four to seventeen persons at once have gone on for nearly forty years and occurred twice in the last two and one half years. The recovery of even temporary and partial mobility requires a safe relaxing space to be able to be accomplished.

I wrote in other Posts about the common history of Tonic Immobility victims and it is posted by doctors that childhood trauma and abandonment by society's support structure can cause Virtual Paralysis or Collapse Immobility or Tonic Immobility. The military attacks are more grievous but similar to the Police and By-Law raiding and the fake 911 calls, you do not ever know when the attack might occur again. Police have said they were coming anytime 24/7 and there was never any reason but malice and hatred for all the raids as there was

NEVER A CONVICTION BUT EVEN NOW IN THE WEE HOURS OF THE MORNING I CAN NOT EVER FULLY RELAX, JUST LIKE THE MEN WITH THE ARTILLERY SHELLS FALLING. THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE PEACETIME ALL OF YOU MENTAL CASES.

I CAN COLLAPSE INSIDE IN AN INSTANT

INTERNAL COLLAPSE IS SUBTLE BUT DEVASTATING

Without falling to the ground back and neck joints lose their clearance or cushion or suspension and one can hardly breathe and barely move instantly.

This Monday morning at around 5;50 am I carried the recycling to the end of the driveway for pickup. I had been watering the berries along the driveway for animal use mostly and I noticed that any water on the driveway ran right into the house hole and I just freaked that such a thing would be done and that Authorities would pretend not to see or be so ignorant as to not know that no one slopes their drive way down to their house unless they have to. The Canadian Building Code has always actually prohibited this on page one or two.

I am definitely in a state of Virtual Paralysis or Tonic Immobility and I am unable to return to the driveway, I feel I will just plain slump or throw up just thinking about it. It is Thursday June 12 2019 today.

The septage from both adjacent properties also flows on to my land at the house from the bigger home in back and at my well from the trailer in front. In addition the unlawfully constructed earth dam sits seventeen feet above my main floor and only a hundred feet away. Poop water, urine, detergents and probably sick old people pharmaceuticals and all the driveway water and a possible tidal wave at the house if the stupid dam breaks and all done on purpose to ruin enjoyment and make a man really really nervous and I am, to the point of Collapse Immobility or Tonic Immobility and Virtually Paralyzed I am too.

THE TERRIBLE DENIAL OF RESPONSIBILITY

THE DENIAL OF RESPONSIBILITY IS PRESENTED BY INSURANCE COMPANIES AND THEIR LAWYERS AS MERELY SOUND BUSINESS PRACTICE BUT IT CREATES A SITUATION WHERE SERIOUSLY INJURED PERSONS ARE DEFAMED AS IF THEY WERE FAKES, LUNATICS OR CRIMINAL FRAUDSTERS.

"Disabled and Not Compensated" should have added to it: " not permitted to have the conditions needed to recover from injury ". This is how that happens.

The creation of poverty for the injured person: I had "Out Of Work" insurance in the first two motor vehicle accidents I was injured in 1968 and 1970. The Insurance Company lawyer went to CNR offices and got the clerk to deny it.

The defamation of the statements qualifying and quantifying injury as fraudulent creates a disrespect for the injured person which is not conducive to recovery.

The connection between Insurance Companies, their lawyers and Police creates a situation where brutal Police terrify injured persons on  " shit lists " for no reason whatsoever but their attempt to recover and recompense themselves.

THE ACCIDENT INJURED PERSON IS NOT THE ONLY PERSON SUBJECTED TO THE DEFAMATION TO POLICE WHICH MOTIVATES OVERENTHUSIASTIC PUNISHING POLICE TO " TRY TO GET ANYTHING" ON DISABLED PERSONS, DIVORCED PERSONS AND FAKE 911 CALL VICTIMS. IF YOU ARE DEFAMED TO POLICE THEY ARE OUT TO GET YOU AND OTHER PERSONS WILL FEAR THE POLICE TO SUCH A DEGREE THAT NO ONE WILL SUPPORT YOU.

None of us so attacked can recover from our trauma if Police are " Coming anytime". Physically injured persons will not recover in a timely fashion. 

I HAVE RECOVERED FROM BEING SERIOUSLY DISABLED A NUMBER OF TIMES. A CAREFREE ENVIRONMENT FREE FROM ANY OF THE TERRIFYING RAIDING I STILL EXPERIENCE IS AN ESSENTIAL PART OF BEING ABLE TO RECOVER. IT CAN TAKE YEARS OF GRADUAL IMPROVEMENT BUT I WAS REALLY IMPROVED SEVERAL TIMES BEFORE I WAS INJURED AGAIN. MUSIC AND DANCE WORK VERY WELL BUT THERE IS MOCKERY AND INTERFERENCE WHICH MORONS THINK IS CLEVER OR STERN BUT IS JUST MEAN.

A VERY CONVENTIONAL START TO EVERY LEGAL PROCESS

I NEVER SET OUT TO BE SELF-REPRESENTED NOR DO I BUCK THE SYSTEM. I ATTENDED SCHOOL, 14 YEARS, I WORKED AT THE CANADIAN NATIONAL RAILWAY FOR 7 YEARS AND I HIRED LAWYERS FIRST EACH TIME A LEGAL PROCESS BEGAN.

 

I started each ICBC case I tried by hiring or attempting to hire a lawyer first.

I did not do or say anything unlawful at any time and in my divorce negotiation. I hired Pam Murray QC who was seriously ill and Betty's Lawyer knew and stalled until she died. What bullshit is that in a negotiation. I would rather give money to my wife and kids, especially as a house to live in rather than to lawyers to fight. 

Often the weird aggressive description of myself is so far off the practical economic principles which I practice first and only. There are Millions of proofs of this. I work and invest until I am forced to fight or lose more than it costs to fight. I often have reasons to not want to have a public dispute and then as a tactic such a situation will be created and then ascribed to me. Hogwash.

SOMETHING THAT A LOT OF BLOCKHEADS WHO HAVE FOUGHT WITH ME OR BLAMED ME FOR FIGHTING FAIL TO REALIZE THAT AS AN ARTIST, WRITER, MUSICIAN, COMPOSER, VIDEOGRAPHER AND PERFORMER I DO NOT HAVE ANY INTEREST IN ALMOST ANYONE.

I AM BUSY. DO NOT FIND A PREMISE TO BOTHER ME.

                DISABLED NOT COMPENSATED:

 THIS IS AN ABSURD OUTCOME FOR VICTIMS

When you lose your ability to work, the result is poverty if you are young. It is unlikely you will have much money saved. The only thing that will save you is if you have a compensating for lost earnings provision in place. It is not right to scoff at claims of disability or inability, to deny the compensation for lost earnings package and the award of money for damages. 

This post will be continued.

FRAGILITAS: A state of Fragility and how that comes to pass..

I WAS VERY DURABLE UNTIL I HAD A SERIES OF ACCIDENTS STARTING IN JUNE OF 1963 AND ENDING IN MAY OF 1970.

I did recover from injury a number of times. Each time there would be some loss of endurance and strength; some activities and movements would no longer be possible or the activity or body position and movement would result in displaced joints.

After my February 1967 motor vehicle collision where a left turning car struck my motorcycle and I was thrown onto my helmeted head on the pavement, I was virtually paralyzed for months and when I could move around I was subject to stiffness in my shoulders and neck, fatigue and a loss of spinal stability if I stood around for several hours. I would also become unstable and require a week off work after three weeks of work. Honestly, I would not have willingly given up the physical strength and attributes which made lucrative overtime shifts possible.

During the years 1969 and 1970 I was working one week off, three on, as a Canadian National Railroad Yard Foreman and driving my Triumph Bonneville and then my Norton Commando around Vancouver BC. That was still good.

In May of 1970 I was travelling to the Only Seafood to eat before afternoon shift when the car I was a passenger within was cut off and stopped in front of which resulted in another injurious motor vehicle crash. I was propelled into the roof and the windscreen frame and then the door popped open and I fell out onto the pavement. Virtually Paralyzed again and now very Fragile. One could lift a five pound object and throw ones' neck or back out of alignment and position. That was not at all good.

I was Fragile: if I was  jostled or I was having a hand shake or if any irregularity was underfoot I could easily over strain a muscle or slip, or stagger or twist and the muscles of the neck or back or legs or arm or shoulders would knot and lock fiercely and/or joints would slip or be pulled out of place resulting in lockup or paralysis. 

FRAGILITAS: THE STATE OF BEING VERY FRAGILE!

Five years after my 1970 injury occurred I began to be up and around. I had literally been so paralyzed that I had played amplified Harmonica laying down flat on my back. I am now suspicious that the Virtual Paralysis might be a combination of the physical injury and the psychological damage caused by not receiving my "Out of Work Insurance" which I had paid for every payday from 1963 to 1970 and the abject unsupported state of a disabled person. Online research available now but not in the 1970's states that Tonic Immobility or Collapse Immobility are caused by trauma and continuing danger and rejection and in many persons has foundational causes in childhood abuse.

If you as a child have been thrown down and pinned to the floor by an adult who pulled your neck one way then flung you down the other way by your hair you might easily have an injured default to laying there unable to move like it was when thrown down and pinned down by adult body weight.

If you were " snuck up on " and had your hair pulled or were hit with a broom stick or steel edged yardstick you might be apprehensive about someone lying in wait or sneaking up on you.

Despite my entreaties to adults from age four or five to twelve, no one assisted me in any way.  I was beaten and beaten, probably hit 20 times a week and hair pulled 2 or 3 times a week 'til I was 12. This sets up for a bad reaction to being injured and thrown into the street without sustenance.

 At the age of twelve, my mother could no longer beat me, I could snatch her broom or ruler from her. She, til I was seventeen, had my Father strike me in the shoulders by screeching that she was going to leave if he did not do something about me and I had done nothing, my mother just raged.

At the age of sixteen I was once again powerless and ignored. When I arrived at University I found that $475. or $479. had been withdrawn from my childhood savings account which was composed of cash gifts given to me by relatives because Mother would not let anyone buy me any toys and I was not allowed to spend any of the money although I did get $50. out to buy a bicycle. 

I was attending University full time at eighteen years of age when I received a bequest of $10,000. from my Paternal Grandfather and Mother took it. Once again, no one assisted me, I was "causing trouble", was the Canard. I wanted to buy my own building and go into business and have a home as Charles Vincent Collard had intended and did declare. I wanted my money! The Canard about causing trouble or "Hating" when you have been wronged is odiously offensive.

At the age of nineteen I was declared "not re-admissible " to University after I refused to use my very small campus resident orientated newspaper to "Help things go smoothly " in 1965.  There was no hearing and of course no appeal or counter motion process so, I am dumped on the street.

Mother had my $10,000. and even when I was injured at twenty-one MOTHER NEVER GAVE  ME A RED CENT. MOTHER KEPT IT ALL IN HER BANK ACCOUNT UNTIL SHE DIED.

I suffered real poverty when I was injured and did not get my "Out of Work Insurance " and my Mother kept every cent of my money. No out of work insurance, the Union Shop Steward said      "  We are going to sit this one out ", there was no one to appeal to no way to get my money. This powerlessness causes Tonic Immobility Virtual Paralysis but back then I thought it was physical back and head injury which caused the paralysis and lack of endurance and immobility.

  

BIG BAD CRIPPLE

Yeah he is a BIG BAD CRIPPLE, CAN JUST BARELY STAND BUT WE ARE IN DANGER FROM HIM, WE MUST HAVE POLICE VISIT HIS HOUSE AND SHERIFFS SURROUND HIM AS HE APPEARS AS A SELF REPRESENTED PLAINTIFF IN BRITISH COLUMBIA SUPREME COURT.

The "doctrine of the dangerous man" allows an absurd pressure and intimidation to be exerted against a man who has harmed no one. In the case of a disabled man, the doctrine is a real absurdity that anyone could be dangerous. True as that might be, why would it be suitably applied against a person who was injured in an accident or trespassed against or subjected to an unevidenced  divorce.

IT MUST BE RECOGNIZED THAT DISABLED PERSONS SHOULD NOT BE SUBJECTED TO UNREASONABLE PROCESS.

I have been crippled, or delicately recovered, I could become injured again and immobilized again by a number of factors, since May of 1970. I very carefully saved and did not spend and when I could own a home with little or no debt, I agreed to raise a family with my wife Betty. I am thus not only crippled and easily injured again but I have the constant expense of the Family to support. 

I cannot have any vandalism, intervention into my financial affairs or punishments levied upon me. I am not a "Ego Trip" that owns his own home outright, I am a Family Supporting Man whose position is delicate. I do not feel like a King, I am still apprehensive about Supporting the Family.

Legislation was passed in the Parliament of Canada that made it possible for a wife to start baseless legal action, divorce, which would wipe out all of my assets, already diminished by a fire, and my ex-wife used this "No Fault Divorce" to force me to do financially damaging career destroying Crazy Stuff.

Coupled with the "Doctrine of the Dangerous Man" and the disregard of Disability was the No Fault Divorce with the Crazy Crazy: "Men in the Divorce Process" were listed as "Violent Sexual Offenders" by RCMP in Sooke BC.

A FAMILY MAN, I PROVIDED A HOME  OWNED IN A  STABLE FINANCIAL MANNER AND I SUPPORTED MY FAMILY AND I HAD WORKED HARD CRIPPLED.

It is possible that my ex-wife was not happy until she had spent every last dollar and then she was furious that she could not start borrowing to spend and only spending all of that as well would create happiness as the huge mass of people with unnecessarily maxed out credit seem to indicate. The entire Crazy process with high points of insanity like the ex-wife's take over of house construction, the ex-wife's assumption of the role of Head of Household as the Operator of a Major Business and finally " You have to go, I need to spend freely". After the spending and the mistakes and the inheritance stealing and then Divorce I am exhausted physically and financially and I am in debt instead of owning the property as I had mortgage free and with TWO MILLION DOLLARS (part of that was My Uncle Albert's house) I WOULD HAVE INHERITED AND DID NOT INHERIT. In addition, after I was sucked dry there was no more business.

I found myself home alone and broke for decades and also regarded as dangerous and to have done horrible things which no one will tell me about. My approaches to women to find a new sex partner or female friend are fraught with danger due to the anti-heterosexual male climate and my defamation. The combination of the two, despite my doing nothing but go about my business, actually puts me in danger of Raids, Collapses even a POSSIBILITY OF GETTING SHOT even though I have hardly left Otter Point for over three years, in a state of Tonic Immobility or Virtual Paralysis or Collapse Immobility. I also have bouts of fatigue where I must rest or Sleep immediately.

Many Sexual Orientations are elevated it seems to me above that of the Heterosexual Male Who desires Intimacy with Females. The Sexual and Relationship Styles characteristics of what would have been a good marriage for a Man are changed from what would have made Child Rearing and Marriage Fun and Enjoyable to a bitter domination by a unhappy and uncooperative sex partner.

The Male who has to find a new Female Sex Partner or do without Sex is not treated with any respect. He is virtually regarded as a sexual predator. In the media which I view and listen to there is an effort to validate a number of alternate sexual orientations. There is a constant drumbeat and even prosecution of Men who are judged to or who have acted in an aggressive or manipulative manner to obtain Intimacy with Women. There does not seem to be any support for the Heterosexual Family Man and his Sexual Satisfaction and Expression or worse for the Single or Divorced Man. To the best of my knowledge, I have and most men do I think, seek out women for the purpose of engaging in sex and other pleasurable activities, not to experience sexual denial or to fight with a woman. What would impressionable people, young women in particular, glean from the downgrading of men and heterosexual activity.

DISABLED AND LIVING FAR FROM THE CITY I STILL GET RAIDED BUT I HAVE NOT HAD ACCESS TO LAWFUL OR ANY SEX AND STILL I AM A DANGER TO WOMEN SINCE MY DIVORCE THIRTY YEARS AGO AND OF COURSE I AM A DANGER TO POLICE AND BY-LAW TOO.

 

EXTREME VETTING - AN ALL BLOG POST

     EXTREME VETTING from Marijuana Critic Canada

Before the re-publication of the Post, it occurs to me that when I was seriously injured in motor vehicle accidents which I did not cause and could not avoid, the person who caused the accident was not vetted, I was destructively  and falsely vetted, defamed actually and I was shlepped around, agents inquiring: "Did he do anything that we can use to NOT PAY HIM". We would have such joy that day.

 MARIJUANA CRITIC

Thursday, 7 March 2019

EXTREME VETTING

Extreme and Extensive Vetting for Marijuana sales shops and Dispensary Owners and other employees. I heard about this practice just recently and that the RCMP even wanted information on associates and family members. I think the Marijuana is planned to come prepackaged and there is to be a 7 % profit margin. I wonder what an owner or employee might be able to do.

Then I thought of other situations where large amounts of money could be taken or large losses could result due to the actions of Persons who should probably have to be vetted before they were allowed to proceed with the course of action which they were pursuing. What comes to mind is the overwhelming loss of control I experienced when my wife "had to have a divorce, had to get away from me." I had operated and sold a business, and bought land and finished the first house, it was burnt down and Wife and Kids and  I lost everything, but for the land and enough insurance money to pay the mortgage off and build a modest home on the existing foundation.  That is what I set out to do.

Married only two years, my wife threatened me that if I did not finance a two thousand square foot home and she wanted a contractor to build it, she would divorce me and I would lose all my assets to legal fees. She took AND BOTCHED CONTROL. Then she took control again after I remedied some of the botch, much never remediable. She lost everything, from owing nothing to owning nothing but debt more than the property was worth. I inherited enough to be only Twenty One Thousand in debt and she struck again with ``Sign over all of your assets or I will say you abused me``, and a bunch of other nonsense detailed elsewhere.

Should there not be Extreme Vetting of Divorcing Wives and what about Vetting Fake 911 Callers, instead of Pot Sellers.

POLICE DID NOT VET ME, WITH MY AAA INDUSTRIAL BNS CREDIT RATING AND MY AUDITED BUSINESS AND MY LETTERS OF ACKNOWLEDGEMENT OF RUNNING A BENEFICIAL TRAINING COURSE AT ADVANCED METHOD JEWELLERY MANUFACTURING.

IN SOOKE BC THE RCMP KEEPS A RECORD OF COMPLAINTS, GOSSIP AND ALLEGATIONS WHICH COULD NOT BE VERIFIED.    THAT IS HOW OPINIONS  IN SOOKE BY-LAW AND POLICE AND AUTHORITIES ARE FORMED AND WIDELY COMMUNICATED.

 

Repeatedly I have been powerless as really crazy schemes and claims have been deferred to by Government or Police while I the worker or owner have been subjected to absurdly declared defamation. What does the Divorcing Wife who has not been harmed but supported and helped by her husband say about him. I am going to make life as difficult as possible for you my ex-wife hissed, the Police are turned on to you, I told them...

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