I HAVE BEEN DISABLED BY A FATIGUE SYNDROME OR DAMAGE TO THE ORGANS AT THE TOP OF THE HEAD WHICH ALLOW HUMANS TO STAY AWAKE.

I HAD BEEN VIRTUALLY PARALYZED IN 1968 AND FROM 1970 TO 1974, I SLOWLY  GRADUALLY RECOVERED UNTIL 1978. 

I HAD TO WORK AS A SALESMAN AND A COUPLE OF YEARS LATER AS A BAKER, BOTH JOBS WERE SIX DAYS PER WEEK IN VICTORIA FOR MOST OF 1980 TO 1986. SOMEHOW I WAS ABLE TO LAST ALL DAY.

IN DECEMBER OF 1986, A LOT OF THAT CHANGED WHEN MY CAR WAS CRASHED INTO BY A LEFT TURNING CAR AND IT WAS PROPELLED RIGHT INTO A STEEL TELEPHONE POLE.

I WAS IN A STATE OF FUGUE UNTIL JANUARY 3 1990 AND THEN I HAD A RELAPSE. WHEN I CAME OUT OF THE FOG OF FUGUE I WAS AFFLICTED WITH A REQUIREMENT TO SLEEP FOR FORTY MINUTES AFTER AN HOUR OR SO OF ACTIVITY.

I WOULD DRIVE TO THE FERRY, I WOULD SLEEP WHILE IT TRAVELED AND THEN I WOULD DRIVE IN TO VANCOUVER WHERE I WOULD SLEEP AGAIN IN MY SPECIAL QUIET UNDISTURBED PARKING LOTS. I WOULD GO SOMEWHERE I COULD PERFORM LIVE HARMONICA WITH AN ELECTRIC BAND AND SLEEP IN MY CAR AGAIN. THEN I WOULD EAT OR PERFORM.

THESE WERE A WHAT A COUPLE OF MY SLEEPERS LOOKED LIKE

I HAD A SIMILAR CAPABILITY IN VICTORIA WHERE I OWNED A HOME WHICH WAS MOSTLY RENTED OUT.

I WOULD DRIVE IN AND THEN SLEEP IN MY SUITE. AN HOUR LATER I COULD DO THINGS IN VICTORIA. THEN I COULD RETURN AND SLEEP AGAIN AND DO SOMETHING AGAIN OR HAVE SOMEONE VISIT ME AT MY 134 HOWE ST. HOUSE. THE NEXT DAY, EVENTUALLY I WOULD DRIVE BACK TO OTTER POINT.

THAT IS WHAT I WAS INTENDING TO DO AT MY SUITE IN THE APARTMENT BUILDING I BOUGHT, THE ROCKCLIFFE ON HILLSIDE.

ON THE FIRST DAY I WORKED WITH THE CLEANUP CREW AND AT FOUR THIRTY PM I WENT TO BED. SOON THE ALF TOONE CO-OP WAS ON MY PROPERTY WITH THE VICTORIA POLICE. I WAS WOKEN UP BY A WORKER AND I WAS NEVER ABLE TO SLEEP WELL AGAIN. WHEN THE CO-OP PEOPLE TRESPASSED ON MASS I COLLAPSED AND CALLED THE POLICE WHO SIDED WITH THE TRESPASSERS. 

THEN THEY STARTED IN ON SENDING THE POLICE AGAIN AND AGAIN EVEN SENDING THE POLICE TO GET ME WHEN A TRUCK REGISTERED IN MY NAME WAS AT THE BUILDING AND I WAS NOT THERE. 

IT IS NUCLEAR WINTER FOR ME AT THE ROCKLIFFE.

I AM FROZEN OUT, LEFT WITH NOTHING OF MY PERSONAL WILL AND COMFORT AND MY WAY OF PARTICIPATING IN ACTIVITY IN VICTORIA.

I WAS NOT ABLE TO GO TO MY OWN APARTMENT BUILDING ANY MORE BECAUSE I WOULD COLLAPSE.

WHAT HAPPENED IN 1970 THAT ENDED MY ABILITY TO WORK THREE WEEKS ON AND ONE WEEK OFF.

I WAS A PASSENGER IN A MINI COOPER.

WE WERE SWOOPED IN FRONT OF AND WE CRASHED INTO A 1956 FORD. THE SEAT BELTS HAD BEEN KNOTTED INTO A BALL AS MANY PEOPLE DID BACK IN 1970 TO AVOID THE WARNING BUZZER. 

I WAS SMASHED INTO THE ROOF AND THE WINDSCREEN AND THEN I FELL OUT ONTO THE PAVEMENT. THAT WAS IT, I NEVER WORKED AT THE RAILROAD AGAIN.

THE ORIGINS OF MY DISABILITY ARE PROBABLY FROM MY BEING STRUCK IN THE HEAD AND PULLED OFF MY FEET BY MY HAIR AND THROWN DOWN BY MY MOTHER UNTIL I WAS TWELVE YEARS OLD.

AT AGE SEVENTEEN I WAS STRUCK ON MY HARDHAT BY A HAMMER DROPPED OFF A BRIDGE WHICH CAUSED FATIGUE AND MADE ME SUSCEPTIBLE TO GOING INTO A CONVULSION. I NEVER RECOVERED BUT I ADAPTED AND I MANAGED TO KEEP ON WORKING AND GOING TO UNIVERSITY.

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I WAS DRIVING A TINY MOTORCYCLE IN 1967. A LEFT TURNING CAR CRASHED INTO ME THROWING ME OFF MY MY BIKE ONTO MY HELMETED HEAD BUT I STILL ENDED UP VIRTUALLY PARALYZED FOR MANY MONTHS. I DID NOT GET MY OUT OF WORK INSURANCE FOR THE FIRST OF TWO TIMES I SHOULD HAVE GOTTEN IT. I HAD A HEAD INJURY AGAIN.

I RECOVERED ENOUGH TO GO BACK TO WORK AGAIN IN 1969.

I HAVE NEVER RECOVERED FROM INJURY AND DISABILITY.

DESPITE THE INJURED 

AND PARTIALLY 

RECOVERED STATE I 

HAD TO ENDURE, 

I RETURNED TO 

FULL TIME

WORK FOR THREE WEEKS

EVERY MONTH IN 1969 

THE POST ABOVE HAS 

DETAILS.

Saturday, July 1, 2023

I WAS COMPLETELY TRAINED AND CONDITIONED TO WORK AT THE CANADIAN NATIONAL RAILROAD.

 

WHEN I SEE THE YARD AT NIGHT AM NOT REPELLED NOR DISQUIETED, I FEEL A SURGE OF ENERGY, I FEEL READY TO WORK.

BACK IN 1970 I WOULD WORK THREE WEEKS AND THEN I WOULD HAVE TO TAKE A WEEK OFF. MY BACK WOULD HAVE BECOME UNSTABLE. IT WAS DANGEROUS OR IMPOSSIBLE TO GO TO WORK AS THE CANADIAN NATIONAL RAILROAD YARD FOREMAN I WAS EMPLOYED AS. 

TODAY APRIL 18 2024 I HAVE EXACTLY THAT PROBLEM. WHEN I STAND UP I BEGIN TO SWERVE AND MY BACK WOULD FALTER AND I WOULD HAVE TO SUPPORT MYSELF ON SOMETHING.

"DISABLED NOT COMPENSATED":THIS IS AN ABSURD OUTCOME FOR MYSELF.

THE INVISIBLE NATURE OF VIRTUAL PARALYSIS DISABILITY:

I AM DISABLED AND DUE TO THE NATURE OF PARALYSIS NO ONE IS AWARE OF THIS.

WHEN I AM AFFECTED THE ONLY TIME I FEEL LIKE I AM NOT UNDER TERRIBLE STRAIN TO SIT OR STAND IS WHEN I LAY THERE MOTIONLESS. THIS IS THE SAME PARALYSIS AS I ENDURED, AT ITS WORST FROM 1970 TO 1974, WHEN I HAD TO RECLINE OR LAY DOWN ALL OF THE TIME. I COULD HARDLY EVEN SIT OR STAND AT ALL. I PLAYED HARMONICA  FLAT ON MY BACK. 

Consistent with complete disclosure, include this.

                                   PARALYSIS IS MORE THAN JUST IMMOBILITY.

THERE ARE OTHER LIMITING FACTORS. 

ONE IS THE REQUIREMENT TO NOT MOVE A MUSCLE TO REMAIN COMFORTABLE. 

ANY MOVEMEMNT COULD DISRUPT THIS AND SOMETIMES SPASM WOULD OCCUR.

THE OTHER MAIN LIMITING FACTOR IS THE REQUIREMENT TO BE IN CERTAIN POSITIONS.

1. THE LAYING ON MY LEFT SIDE WITH MY LEGS CAREFULLY BENT IS THE MOSTY COMMON.

2. RECLINING AT 135* WITH MY LEGS ELEVATED IS THE SECOND MOST COMMONLY USED POSITION.

(I SPENT MOST OF MY TIME LIKE THIS 1970 TO 1974.)

3. PRESSED DOWN FLAT FACE DOWN. RARELY.

4.FLAT ON MY BACK. VERY RARELY. 

5. SITTING UP WITH MY BACK SUPPORTED CAN BE A POSITION I HAVE TO ASSUME OCCASIONALLY. 

       

THE INVISIBLE NATURE OF VIRTUAL PARALYSIS DISABILITY

DISABLED AND DUE TO THE NATURE OF PARALYSIS NO ONE IS AWARE OF THIS.

I WILL GET UP ON A GOOD DAY AND DRIVE TO SOOKE AND SHOP BUT I AM ON THE EDGE ALL THE TIME AS I SUPPORT MYSELF WITH A GROCERY CART AND WHEN I GET BACK HOME TWO HOURS OR LESS FROM WHEN I STARTED TO GET INTO MY CAR, I CAN OFTEN ONLY PUT THE PERISHABLES AWAY.

THEN I WILL SPEND FOUR DAYS ALMOST ENTIRELY LAYING IN OR ON THE BED. 

I DID A BIT OF WORK, AN HOUR AND A HALF OR SO, THREE TIMES EVERY SECOND DAY AND I AM ON DAY THREE NOW OF VIRTUAL PARALYSIS.

THAT MEANS THE ONLY TIME I FEEL LIKE I AM NOT UNDER TERRIBLE STRAIN TO SIT OR STAND IS WHEN I LAY THERE MOTIONLESS. IT HELPS TO ELEVATE MY LEGS. EVENTUALLY, USUALLY, I WILL FEEL OK AS LONG AS I DO NOT MOVE A MUSCLE. THIS IS THE SAME PARALYSIS AS I ENDURED, AT ITS WORST FROM 1970 TO 1974, I COULD HARDLY EVER EVEN SIT OE STAND AT ALL. I REMEMBER PLAYING HARMONICA LAYING FLAT ON MY BACK. 

Consistent with complete disclosure, include this.

                                   PARALYSIS IS MORE THAN JUST IMMOBILITY.

THERE ARE OTHER LIMITING FACTORS. 

ONE IS THE REQUIREMENT TO NOT MOVE A MUSCLE TO REMAIN COMFORTABLE. 

ANY MOVEMEMNT COULD DISRUPT THIS AND SOMETIMES SPASM WOULD OCCUR.

THE OTHER MAIN LIMITING FACTOR IS THE REQUIREMENT TO BE IN CERTAIN POSITIONS.

1. THE LAYING ON MY LEFT SIDE WITH MY LEGS CAREFULLY BENT IS THE MOSTY COMMON.

2. RECLINING AT 135* WITH MY LEGS ELEVATED IS THE SECOND MOST COMMONLY USED POSITION.

(I SPENT MOST OF MY TIME LIKE THIS 1970 TO 1974.)

3. PRESSED DOWN FLAT FACE DOWN. RARELY.

4.FLAT ON MY BACK. VERY RARELY. 

5. SITTING UP WITH MY BACK SUPPORTED CAN BE A POSITION I HAVE TO ASSUME OCCASIONALLY.                                                         

NOT JUST NOT COMPENSATED, BUT DEFAMED AND ATTACKED AND STOLEN FROM.

THIS WAS WHAT I WORKED AT BEFORE I WAS INJURED TWICE IN MOTOR VEHICLE CRASHES WHICH I DID NOT CAUSE.

I LAY FLAT OR RECLINED, VIRTUALLY PARALYZED FOR MONTHS ONCE AND THEN FOR YEARS AFTER MY 1970 INJURY.

SEVERAL TIMES I HAD REHABILITATED MY WRECKED BODY SO I COULD  CAREFULLY UNDERTAKE SOME ACTIVITIES FOR LONG ENOUGH TO ACCOMPLISH TASKS AND TO DO WORK.

THE COMMERCIAL GOLD CASTING SERVICE PART OF ADVANCED METHOD JEWELRY MANUFACTURING'S WORK WAS A POSITIVE AID TO SMALL BUSINESS FROM 1974 TO 1978.

THEN I SOLD MY BUSINESS AS I WAS GOING TO BE EVICTED FROM MY PERMANENT RENTAL SO MEN IN THE BCDC OFFICE COULD GIVE MY HOUSE TO A FRIEND OF THEIRS. 

I PURCHASED AN UNFINISHED AND VANDALIZED HOUSE AND I FINISHED IT WITH SOME EMPLOYEE WORK, BUT MOSTLY BY MYSELF.

THE HOUSE WAS ARSONED.

EVERYONE ATTACKED ME AND CONTROLLED WHAT I COULD DO AND I ENDED UP WITH A TRASHED HOME SITE AND A FLOODING HOUSE IN A HOLE.

THIS IS A PICTURE OF THE HOUSE IN A HOLE TAKEN FROM THE FOOT OF THE POWER POLE PICTURED ABOVE.

NEXT MY WIFE AND MY FAMILY FORCED ME TO BACK MY EX-WIFE'S ADVENTURE IN BUSINESS WHERE SHE LOST EVERYTHING I OWNED AND LEFT ME IN DEBT AGAINST FUTURE TO BE INHERITED MONEY FROM MY FATHER. 

IN FALL 1986 THE BUSINESS CLOSED AND I WAS  GOING TO GET MYSELF A JOB. 

I JUST GOT STARTED ON THAT AND MISTER INGRAM TURNED LEFT CRASHING INTO  ME AS I DROVE STRAIGHT UP THE ROAD IN VANCOUVER. MY CAR WAS PROPELLED ACROSS THE ROAD TO THE RIGHT INTO A STEEL POLE.

THERE WAS ANOTHER ACCIDENTAL OR NEGLIGENT MISADVENTURE AND DUE TO NO FAULT OF MY OWN I WAS, AGAIN, CRIPPLED TOO BADLY TO FUNCTION.

AS I DROVE DOWN GEORGIA STREET IN VANCOUVER BC IN DECEMBER 1986 A CAR TURNED LEFT AT  THURLOW  AND PROPELLED MY CAR RIGHT INTO A TELEPHONE POLE. I NEVER RODE MY BICYCLE AGAIN. I WAS INA STATE OF "FUGE" UNTIL 1990 AND I RELAPSED IN 1991.

IN 1992 MY EX-WIFE USED THE POLICE AND BY-LAW AND SHERIFFS TO TRY TO SEIZE MY HOUSE AND THE POLICE BYLAW AND SHERIFFS NEVER STOPPED COMING BACK FOR MORE THAN TWENTY FIVE YEARS. SHE ENCOURAGED PEOPLE TO SEND THE POLICE SO I WOULD HAVE TO SELL MY FINANCIALLY UNDER WATER HOUSE. SHE SAID SHE WANTED ME TO BE "ON THE STREET OR IN JAIL". 

USING THE POLICE TO CAUSE PROBLEMS FOR ME CAUSES ME TO ENDURE PHYSICAL AND MENTAL PARALYSIS.

THE LOSS OF TIME AND ABILITY TO DO ANYTHING CONTINUES.

This is an excerpt from my continuing document on my condition.

Apage on how I feel February 8 2024:

It is almost 1 PM and I am still not able to move for more than a minute or two. I am collapsed even as I sit to type. I could not get dressed until now. I did it in bed, stopping, laying there repeatecly, and with great difficulty.

I have pulled out some spasm kinks but the result is more virtual paralysis.

THE INCREDIBLE WASTE OF TIME WHICH RESULTS FROM MY DISABILITY

I CONTINUALLY EXPERIENCE BOUTS OF VIRTUAL PARALYSIS. SOME DAYS IT LASTS PART OF A DAY AND SOME DAYS IT LASTS ALL DAY LONG. I AM TRYING TO GET MY NECESSARY ROUTINE WORK DONE SO I CAN PUT UP SOME HANDRAILS. I HAVE THE REPLACEMENT BRACKETS FOR TWO SHORT HANDRAILS ON THE STAIRS TO THE LOWER FLOOR BASEMENT AREA.

I DID GET DONE WITH HARVEST AND REPLACEMENT AND CLONING AND TRANSPLANTING BUT I EXPERIENCED SHORT WINDOWS OF MOBILITY FOLLOWED BY HAVING TO LAY FLAT IN BED FOR THE REST OF THE DAY.

I HAVE FALLEN BEHIND ON DISH WASHING AND TODAY I HAVE BEEN LAID OUT FLAT ALMOST ALL DAY AND AS I WRITE THIS MY ARMS CAN'T TAKE IT.

I HAVE NOT GOT TO ANY OF THE REPAIR WORK I HAVE TO DO FOR ONE AND A HALF YEARS NOR HAVE I BEEN ABLE TO DO MY MUSIC PRACTICE SINCE I FELL INTO THE DITCH OUT FRONT WHICH WAS BUILT TO BE AN OBSTSCLE AND A HAZARD. 

I HAD A KNEE COLLAPSE WHICH IS A PRODUCT OF COMPRESSING MY KNEE AS I COLLAPSED DURING ONE OF THE MANY INVASIONS OF MY PROPERTY. I FELL FLAT ON MY FACE AND I HAVE BEEN ADDITIONALLY DISABLED SINCE THEN WITH MY LEFT ARM LIMP AND UNABLE TO BE RAISES OR USED. NOW MY RIGHT ARM IS FAILING FROM OVERUSE AS MY ONLY FUNCTIONAL ARM.

This is an excerpt from my continuing document on my condition.

Apage on how I feel February 8 2024:

It is almost 1 PM and I am still not able to move for more than a minute or two. I am collapsed even as I sit to type. I could not get dressed until now. I did it in bed, stopping, laying there repeatecly, and with great difficulty.

I have pulled out some spasm kinks but the result is more virtual paralysis.