Sunday, November 26, 2023
Monday, November 13, 2023
RAGDOLLED
WHAT IS "RAGDOLLED"? THAT IS A SITUATION WHERE ONE'S BODY HAS NO SUPPORT, NOR WILL IT STAY ERECT WHEN ONE IS SITTING OR STANDING WITHOUT ONE'S HOLDING ONE'S BODY UP BY WEDGING UNDER OR UP AGAINST THINGS, OR BY CLINGING TO WALLS OR FURNITURE AS AN EXOSKELETAL SUPPORT MECHANISM.
AFTER I WAS ACCIDENT INJURED I HAD TO LAY IN A RECLINING, SUPPORTED POSITION ON AN ARMCHAIR WITH MY FEET AND LEGS SUPPORTED ON A TABLE OR I HAD TO LAY FLAT ON MY BACK OR CURLED UP WITH SOMETHING BETWEEN MY LEGS TO ALLEVIATE THE WORST SYMPTOMS OF MY CONDITION.
THIS WENT ON UNINTERRUPTEDLY IN 1968, FROM 1970 TO 1974 AND FROM 1974 TO 1979 INTERMITTENTLY AND I HAVE NO MEMORY OF 1986 TO 1990 AND IN 1991.
I HAD PERIODS OF RECOVERY IN 1990 AND IN 1992. FROM 1993 TO 1996 I WAS VIRTUALLY PARALYZED ONCE AGAIN BUT I HAD SHORT PERIODS WHERE I COULD ACCOMPLISH TASKS, NOT THE UP TO FOUR HOURS I HAD GRATEFULLY EXPERIENCED DURING THE 1980'S, WHICH SPECIFIC YEARS, I DO NOT KNOW.
Sunday, November 5, 2023
DISABLED AND DISCREDITED: BEING DEFAMED AS DELUSIONAL, ADDS TO THE ANGUISH OF BEING UNABLE TO FUNCTION. MORE STIFFNESS AND SPASM AND VIRTUAL PARALYSIS RESULT FROM UNJUST TREATMENT AND FROM BEING THREATENED.
IT IS EASY FROM THE OUTSIDE OF A SYMPTOM TO DENY ITS EXISTENCE BUT FROM THE INSIDE, ONE IS VIVIDLY AWARE OF THE EXISTENCE OF ANY SYMPTOM. THIS IS A POST @blogspot.com ABOUT SYMPTOMS WHICH ARE IGNORED AND UNIVERSALLY DENIED IN MY CASE.
I FIND MYSELF, REPEATEDLY, IN A SEMI-FETAL POSITION. I AM HALF CURLED AND MY LEFT LEG IS BENT MORE THAN THE RIGHT LEG. I DO NOT MOVE A MUSCLE.
Postscript: I often do not get relief without applying traction to my back and/or neck, or legs and in addition, often, I have to interlock my fingers and apply traction by curling my hand to pull on my fingers and my arm or I pull out my fingers by grasping and twisting my fingers and applying traction to finger joints.
THIS IS THE "THROWN DOWN" PART OF ONE OF THOSE MOTHER'S ATTACKS WHERE MY NECK WAS TWISTED TO THE RIGHT AND THEN YANKED BACK TO THE LEFT AND I WAS THROWN TO THE FLOOR.
WHEN I WAS SNUCK UP ON AND THROWN DOWN, AND SOMETIMES JUMPED ON AS WELL, A PAVLOVIAN COLLAPSE RESPONSE WAS CREATED.
I CAN COLLAPSE IF I AM THREATENED OR IF I THINK SOMEONE IS GOING TO SNEAK UP ON ME OR IF AN UNJUST PUNISHMENT IS ATTEMPTED. THE IMPOSITION OF A PLAN TO HAVE NUMEROUS AUTHORITIES STALK, CHARGE AND JAIL ME CREATES A WEAKNESS IN MY ENTIRE BODY.
WHEN I HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY HOSTILE PERSONS I HAVE COLLAPSED, USUALLY DOWN MY LEFT SIDE, WHICH COMPRESSED AND INJURED MY KNEE.
AFTER EVERY INJURY, COLLAPSE OR CONVULSION, VIRTUAL PARALYSIS AND TONIC IMMOBILITY SET IN, ALONG WITH, AT THE WORST, THE REVERSE ARCHED BACK WHICH IS A SYMPTOM OF
SHELL SHOCK.
JUST BECAUSE YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND HOW SOMETHING HAPPENS DOES NOT MEAN THAT IT DID NOT HAPPEN. I AM VERY VULNERABLE.
THE COMPOUNDING OF FINANCIAL OR PROSPECT DAMAGE WITH PHYSICAL DAMAGE FROM IMPACT INJURY OR COLLAPSE OVERWHELMS ME WITH VIRTUAL PARALYSIS OR IS IT SHELL SHOCK?
Tuesday, April 19, 2022
MY BROTHER HELPED FAMILY MEMBERS TO HIDE AND STEAL MY INHERITANCES.
HE DID THIS TO START WITH AT THE BEHEST OF HIS WIFE, MY BROTHER ANDREW ADMITTED. HIS WIFE OBJECTED TO MY INHERITING MONEY LIKE HER OLDER BROTHER HAD. SHE DID NOT WANT THIS HAPPENING IN "HER NEW FAMILY". I LINDON COLLARD WAS NOT HER NEW FAMILY. SO THEY STOLE THE FAMILY FROM ME.
MY BROTHER ROBBED ME, LIED TO ME, DEFRAUDED ME AND HID MY MAIL AND MY INHERITANCES FROM ME AND THAT WAS NOT ENOUGH DAMAGE. HE CAME TO MY HOUSE IN 2000 WHERE HE SUCKER STRUCK ME WITH A TEN FINGER TAI CHI BLOW THAT HAS LEFT ME CRIPPLED TO THIS DAY.
DESPITE BEING DISABLED AND EASILY INJURED IN THAT STATE, I WENT TO WORK AT THE ROCKCLIFFE WHICH I HAD JUST PURCHASED, FOR A FEW HOURS.
AT THE ROCKCLIFFE AFTER MY FIRST DAY'S WORK, I WENT TO BED AT 4;30 PM.
VICTORIA CITY POLICE OR THE ALF TOONE CORPORATION DEMANDED THAT ONE OF MY WORKERS FETCH ME, WHICH HE DID, UNFORTUNATELY. I HAD SAID THAT I WAS GOING TO SLEEP AND THAT I MUST NOT BE DISTURBED.
THERE WERE TWO MORONIC FEMALE SUPREMACISTS IN MY PARKING LOT WITH TWO CITY OF VICTORIA POLICE OFFICERS AND TWO BARFIGHTERS SMACKING THEIR FISTS INTO THEIR HANDS AND SCOWLING LIKE DEMONS.
This was in early 2001, I managed a nap or two but I was uncomfortable at my own property The Rockcliffe. Not much later, the Alf Toone Corporation and Atco Fencing had 12 people in my parking lot when I arrived. I had a Tonic Immobility collapse. I was never able to sleep again at my #300 1317 Hillside home at the Rockcliffe and eventually I was not able to go there at all. In 2015 there was malfunctioning equipment, my manager was out of town. I had to go to the Rockliffe. I collapsed and have not ever recovered because I was raided and threatened several more times, each instance triggered either Tonic Immobility Collapse or Convulsion worsening my inability to recover.
NOVEMBER 5 2020 AS I DROVE PAST THE ROCKLIFFE TO GO TO A MEDICAL APPOINTMENT I HAD A COLLAPSE OR SEIZURE JUST FROM DRIVING PAST MY HOME WHICH I SHOULD HAVE USED AS I HAD PLANNED TO FACILITATE APPOINTMENTS AND MEETINGS. THE ROCKCLIFFE IS MY BUSINESS WHICH I AM DRIVEN OFF OF BUT HELD RESPONSIBLE FOR ANYTHING NOT ATTENDED TO SPEEDILY, BUT I AM NOT ABLE TO, I AM NOT THERE, I DO NOT EVEN KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON THERE
THIS BEHAVIOR BY ALL PERSONS INVOLVED TERRORIZES ME AND TRIGGERS ATTACKS OF SHELL SHOCK.
This is the result of childhood through 76 years old of having sociopaths harass and intimidate me trying to effect their terminal supervision conquest.
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