DISABLED NOT COMPENSATED

Disabled not compensated means that the minute I am smashed in an accident I stop all productive activity. There has to be an alternative pay day when all of yours are terminated by injury. I WORKED AT THE CNR BUT I ALSO DID ART AND WRITING AND I PLAYED HARMONICA AND GUITAR. I NEEDED MY AFFLAC OUT OF WORK INSURANCE TO CONTINUE TO SUPPORT MUSIC AND ART. WITHOUT IT LIFE WAS EXTREMELY TAXING PHYSICALLY. IT WAS HARD TO DO A LOT OF WORK THAT WAS NOT ACCOMPLISHED SEATED. I NEEDED MY INSURANCE PAY

Saturday, August 24, 2024

VIRTUAL PARALYSIS WAXES AND WANES.

THE PERSISTENCE OF VIRTUAL PARALYSIS AND THE INTENSITY OF ITS EFFECT TOOK A LONG TIME TO RECOVER FROM IN THE PAST AFTER I HAD A PHYSICAL INJURY.

I HAVE ALSO HAD EPISODES OF COLLAPSE OR CONVULSION INJURY WHICH WOULD ALSO EVENTUALLY TURN OUT TO BECOME VIRTUAL PARALYSIS.

THE NOT COMPENSATED PART OF THESE EPISODES CAUSED ENDURING FINANCIAL DAMAGE, I NEVER CAUGHT UP FOR THE TIME I COULD NOT WORK DUE TO VIRTUAL PARALYSIS.

IN THE PAST I WAS PARALYZED IN 1968. I WAS INTERMITTENTLY PARALYZED FROM 1970 TO 1977 WHEN I HAD ONE OF MY BEST RECOVERIES, I WAS ABLE TO WORK AT MY JEWELRY FACTORY, ON THE ORIGINAL HOUSE HERE AT OTTER POINT, AS A VOLVO SALESMAN, AND THEN LONG HOURS AT CHOCOLATE AND VANILLA. IN DECEMBER OF 1986 I WAS IN A MOTOR VEHICLE WHICH DID NOT CAUSE PARALYSIS BUT WHICH CAUSED DISSOCIATIVE AMNESIA AND FUGUE. I ALSO WAS NOT ABLE TO BICYCLE EVER AGAIN. I WOULD EXPERIENCE A REVERSE BACK ARCH SPASM WHENEVER I TRIED.

I EMERGED FROM AMNESIA AND FUGUE BRIEFLY IN 1990 AND I RELAPSED UNTIL EARLY 1992 AFTER WHICH I DO NOT RECALL HAVING FUGUE NOR AMNESIA.

I COLLAPSED IN 1993. I LIVED HERE ALONE. MY EX LUNGED AT MY EYES AND ACCUSED ME OF COCAINE SELLING AND I WAS AGAIN SUBJECT TO VIRTUAL PARALYSIS. ( I HAD THOUGHT I SLIPPED ON POP BOTTLES TO BE RECYCLED, THAT BECAME FRICTIONLESS ROLLERS, BUT IT WAS A COLLAPSE.) I REMEMBER LAYING IN BED AND NOT BEING ABLE TO TYPE OR TO READ MORE THAN A FEW WORDS.

THEN I WAS SENT AROUND IN CHAINS BY THE FRAUD AND MANIPULATION OF THE LAWYER FRITZ VERHOOVEN AND SOOKE RCMP CORPORAL HAL ZEIKE. I WAS VERY COLD AND LEFT CHAINED UP IN AN UNHEATED UNVENTILATED SHERIFF VANLAYING ON THE FLOOR IN OCTOBER OF 1996. I, SELF REPRESENTED, PROVED THAT THE LAWYER'S COMPLAINT WAS FALSE, I WAS NOT CONVICTED, I DID NOT GET TO HAVE SOOKE RCMP CORPORAL HAL ZEIKE NOR THE LAWYER FRITZ VERHOOVEN HELD RESPONSIBLE. THE IMPOSITION OF POWERLESSNESS ON A DISABLED PERSON CAUSES FUGUE, VIRTUAL PARALYSIS AND COLLAPSE.

LATELY I COLLAPSE OR CONVULSE WHENEVER ANY CONFRONTATION WOULD OCCUR OR EVEN WHEN I RE-VISITED THE SITE OF PAST COLLAPSES. CONVULSION CAN BE AS SIMPLE AS CHEST CONSTRICTION BUT BREATHING AND SPEAKING COULD BE VERY DIFFICULT DURING A CHEST LOCK-UP.

I NEVER RECOVERED FROM THE MOB AT MY ROCKCLIFFE COLLAPSE COUPLED WITH BEING SURROUNDED IN THE BC SUPREME COURT.

MY CHEST WOULD FREEZE UP AND MY BACK WOULD ARCH IF I TRIED TO GO TO A COURT HOUSE, AND THEN I HAD THE SAME SYMPTOM IF I TRIED TO DO MY USUAL ROLLERBLADING.

IT IS NOW 2024. I COLLAPSED AT THE ROCKCLIFFE IN 2015, OUT HERE AT OTTER POINT IN FEBRUARY 2016 AND I HAD A CONVULSION LATER, IN JUNE.

I HAD A CONVULSION PASSING THE ROCKCLIFFE IN 2019 OR THERABOUTS AND I FELL IN THE DITCH (DUG TO RUIN MY LAND) ABOUT 2 OR 2 1/2 YEARS AGO AND I AM REALLY BADLY PARALYZED TODAY, WEDGED UNDER THE DESK SHELF AND HOLDING MYSELF UP ON THE ARMS OF MY CHAIR AND I CAN'T KEEP ON GOING. I WILL LAY FLAT RIGHT AWAY.

Tuesday, August 13, 2024

WHY WOULD FAMILY MEMBERS SEEK TO PREVENT MY RECOVERY FROM PARALYZING INJURY?

I RECOVERED TO VARYING EXTENTS THROUGHOUT THE SIXTY YEARS I HAVE BEEN DISABLED. FAMILY MEMBERS OBJECTED TO NEARLY EVERY ACTIVITY WHICH I TOOK UP WHETHER I WAS VIRTUALLY PARALYZED OR WHEN I WAS ABLE TO BE ACTIVE, WORKING AT MY JEWELRY FACTORY OR PLAYING MY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS OR DANCING LIVE ON STAGE OR IN CLUBS.

I WAS GREGARIOUS EVEN WHEN I WAS VIRTUALLY PARALYZED AND CONFINED TO MY HOME. MY FAMILY MEMBERS DID NOT LIKE THIS. "KEEP LINDON AWAY FROM HIS FRIENDS" SAID MY EX WIFE FOR INSTANCE."LINDON NEEDS PEOPLE".

THIS WAS TO BE MY PERMANENT RENTAL HOME. I WAS DEFRAUDED OF IT AND I NEVER SAW MY FRIENDS AGAIN. MY EX-WIFE WAS OUT TO DESTROY WHAT WAS ALREADY GONE. SHE PHONED ANY OF MY FRIENDS SHE COULD REACH AND UNNECESSARILY DEFAMED ME.

WHEN I RECOVERED TO THE EXTENT THAT I COULD PERFORM LIVE MUSIC ON HARMONICA MY BROTHER SAID " WHO WANTS THEIR BROTHER PRANCING AROUND ON STAGE PLAYING HARMONICA", FOR INSTANCE.

UPON RECOVERING TO THE POINT WHERE I COULD PERFORM ON HARMONICA AND DANCE OR QUAD OR ROLLERBLADE, AND THAT WAS INTERMITTENT AND LIMITED, THE ACHIEVEMENT WAS NOT RECOGNIZED.

THIS IS NOT A PICTURE OF MYSELF, LINDON COLLARD, BUT IT LOOKS VERY SIMILAR TO ME PERFORMING.

I WOULD SAY I HAD BEEN DISABLED SINCE 1970 AND IN RESPONSE I WOULD BE CHALLENGED BY ANY PHYSICAL ABILITY I HAD MANAGED TO RE-INSTITUTE OF MY FORMER ACTIVITIES.

MANY ACTIVITIES WHICH I HAD ENJOYED OR WHICH I HAD WORKED AT PROGRESSIVELY BECAME NO LONGER POSSIBLE FOR ME TO ACCOMPLISH BUT NO ONE EVER PAYS ANY ATTENTION TO THAT. I WOULD BE CHALLENGED AS TO WHY I WAS NO LONGER DOING SOMETHING AS IF IT WAS A WILLFUL OR WEAK OR DELINQUENT RESPONSE.

THE CAUSE OF THE ABANDONMENT OF ACTIVITIES IS THE DISABILITY I SUFFER.

I NEVER WILLINGLY GIVE UP ANYTHING I DO AS THERE IS NOT A WHOLE LOT OF CHOICE OF ACTIVITY, PARTICULARLY NOW, BUT I HAVE BEEN SIMILARLY VIRTUALLY PARALYZED IN THE PAST.

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Lindon CollardJuly 9, 2023 at 10:51 AM
I was sitting in the driveway in a 20 year old smashed up 1967 Buick.
For some reason I smiled as I prepared to drive to Vancouver.
I would have to sell several ounces of Marijuana and I would not get any money for myself. I was drowning in payments.

My ex-wife, who had created all of the debt with nothing to show for it came out of the house clutching two kids, she hissed: "YOU ARE ALL SMILING AND HAPPY AND I AM NOT. I AM GOING TO WIPE THE SMILE OFF OF YOUR FACE".
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MY FAMILY MEMBERS HAD A LOT MORE DISPARAGING AND IRRATIONAL COMMENTS ABOUT MY ACTIVITIES WHICH WERE NECESSARY TO ACHIEVE AND MAINTAIN MY RECOVERY AND TO TRY TO BE ABLE TO BE GAINFULLY EMPLOYED FROM ACCUSATIONS OF BEING CAPABLE OF VIOLENCE OR BEING CRAZY. "HE'S CRAZY" SAID MY WIFE "HE THINKS HE IS GOING TO BE A ROCK STAR".

I PRACTICED AT HARMONICA EVEN WHEN I HAD TO DO IT LAYING DOWN.

I ALSO PRACTICED GUITAR, VOCALS AND KEYBOARD UNTIL I WAS SEVENTY FIVE ON A DAILY BASIS. I FELL INTO THE TERRIBLE DITCH THE REDNECKS DUG TO RUIN MY PROPERTY TWO YEARS AGO AND I BECAME UNABLE TO PRACTICE. I WAS HAVING A HARD TIME FOR THE LAST EIGHT YEARS SINCE I COLLAPSED DURING A FAKE 911 RAID, BUT I DID SOME PRACTICE AS IT IS DETAILED IN MY DAILY DIARY, DOCUMENTED IN COPYBOOKS.

Sunday, August 4, 2024

MY PROPERTY WAS TORN UP AND HAD A HUGE HOLE AND A THREE HUNDRED BY SIXTY TO ONE HUNDERED FOOT WIDE DITCH SEVENTEEN FEET DEEP CUT INTO IT WHICH MAKES IT A DANGEROUS PLACE FOR A DISABLED PERSON.

IN ADDITION TO MY FAMILIAL THEFT AND DEFAMATION, THERE IS ANOTHER SCAPEGOATING AND NEWCOMER HATING COMPONENT TO MY CONTINUING DISABILITY AND ANGUISH.

A HUGE HOLE AND A LONG WIDE DITCH MADE MY ORIGINALLY FLAT AND GENTLY SLOPING MEADOW INTO AN IMPOSSIBLE OR VERY DIFFICULT PLACE TO GET AROUND ON FOR A DISABLED PERSON WITH MY INSTABILITY.

THE DITCH IS HARD TO SEE.

Looking up out of the ditch at the bank with my bus on it.

THE HOLE IS A BIT EASIER TO SEE.

THIS IS WHAT MY MEADOW LOOKED LIKE WHEN I BOUGHT THE PROPERTY AT OTTER POINT IN 1979.

MY OTHER PROPERTY IN VICTORIA BC

IT IS NUCLEAR WINTER FOR ME AT THE ROCKLIFFE.

I AM FROZEN OUT, LEFT WITH NOTHING OF MY PERSONAL WILL

WAS MADE INTO ANOTHER DANGEROUS PLACE FOR A DISABLED PERSON. I WILL COLLAPSE IF I AM TERRORIZED BY AN UNFRIENDLY GROUP OF PEOPLE ON MY PROPERTY OR IN A HEARING. I NEVER WENT ON TO THE PROPERTY OF THE ALF TOONE COOP BUT THEY CALLED POLICE TWENTY SEVEN TIMES TO MY MOSTLY RENTED OUT TWENTY FIVE SUITE RESIDENTIAL COMPLEX AND THEY EVEN SENT POLICE OUT HERE TO MY HOME AT OTTER POINT FIFTY KILOMETERS AWAY.

Jay Reid is a San Francisco California psychotherapist who sends me information about scapegoated persons which includes familial abuse.

Lindon Collard

9:15 AM (0 minutes ago)

to Jay

You are perceptive. What caused grief for me is that

my brother, sister, sister in law and my wife met with

my mother and on several occasions impoverished me and defamed me. If only I could be in terrible straits, it would be so good for me. I would "not have tried hard enough" if I had received the inheritances from my paternal grandfather on my eighteenth birthday (when I was going to purchase a eleven room hotel with a lounge and a cafeteria/dance hall in Fredericton NB where I had attended University for several years) and my childless uncle Albert when I was thirty five. (His home, acre and one million dollars) which was accomplished by stealing my mail and then forging a new will. I found out years later.

They also got together and substantially diminished other inheritances I had. I was also forced to make payments for sixteen years to pay for money of mine they lent to my wife (for her business) and then they took more money when my father left me money.

I am an artist, writer, musician, composer and performer which is evidenced by my blogs, videos and cartoons on blogspot and on You Tube. I was competent on stage for twenty five years, nineteen seventy to nineteen ninety five.

Police tried forty times to provoke me or convict me of something, raiding my home and even laying bogus charges against me. Fortunately I do Live Law as well as Live Music and I defeated most of the charges personally and two charges using Peter Firestone, an eminent BC lawyer. All of the charges claimed I was harassing persons by making lawful complaints about their unlawful actions, always when I was on my own property. I never went to their property, not ever. I was advised to respond only from my own property or in hearings by my lawyers.

I also wrote the writs and attempted to progress a British Columbia Supreme Court civil action over "Prevarication and Collusion". Dates were set for hearings and then moved up without notifying me.

Unfortunately the response of Police was to " find anything to charge Lindon Collard with" and to try to seize my home for my wife and her lawyer to sell including "prepare your musical instruments for sale". I was terrified; I could not leave my home lest Police By-Law and Sheriffs arrived again when I was not home. They would have prevented my re-entry.

THIS IS FROM AN EARLIER BLOG POST, WITH A FEW ADDITIONAL STATEMENTS:

TRIXIE DASHEVSKY, AKA BETTY COLLARD WAS NOT SATISFIED. DESPITE HAVING SPENT OR TAKEN ALL OF MY MONEY AND PUTTING ME IN DEBT. WHEN I WAS IN ENGLAND SEEKING MUSICAL EMPLOYMENT SHE GOT RCMP, CRD, AND BAILIFFS OR SHERIFFS TO TRY TO SEIZE MY HOME, SAYING IT WAS ABANDONED, BUT MY GIRLFRIEND ANN AND A FRIEND OF HERS WERE AT OTTER POINT HOUSE AND THE AUTHORITIES LEFT.

ON SEPARATE OCCASIONS A POLICE OFFICER AND A BY-LAW OFFICER UTTERED THE IDENTICAL STATEMENT :"WE ARE A 24/7 OPERATION WE ARE COMING ANYTIME WE HAVE TO". IT MUST HAVE BEEN LOCAL ENFORCEMENT POLICY TO TERRIFY AND INTIMIDATE PEOPLE AT THEIR OWN HOMES.

WHEN YOU SO NOT KNOW WHEN THE POLICE ARE COMING, ANYTIME, IT IS HARD TO HAVE A RESTFUL SLEEP OR EVEN TO RELAX AT HOME.

THIS EVENT MADE IT IMPOSSIBLE TO HAVE ANYONE HOUSE SIT SO I COULD NOT LEAVE. HAVING ALL THOSE ENFORCEMENT OFFICERS WORKING TO SEIZE MY HOME FOR MY EX-WIFE CAUSED ME TO BE TERRORIZED AND I LOST THE CONFIDENCE NECESSARY TO LEAVE HOME AND TO TRAVEL AT ALL TO PERFORM LIVE MUSIC.