Disabled not compensated means that the minute I am smashed in an accident I stop all productive activity. There has to be an alternative pay day when all of yours are terminated by injury. I WORKED AT THE CNR BUT I ALSO DID ART AND WRITING AND I PLAYED HARMONICA AND GUITAR. I NEEDED MY AFFLAC OUT OF WORK INSURANCE TO CONTINUE TO SUPPORT MUSIC AND ART. WITHOUT IT LIFE WAS EXTREMELY TAXING PHYSICALLY. IT WAS HARD TO DO A LOT OF WORK THAT WAS NOT ACCOMPLISHED SEATED. I NEEDED MY INSURANCE PAY
Wednesday, October 30, 2024
KNOCK! KNOCK! AND COLLAPSE.
I WILL HAVE TO OBSERVE WHAT IS GOING ON EVERY TIME I HEAR SOUNDS IN MY DRIVEWAY. I LOOK OUT MY WINDOW AND I HAVE
Monday, October 21, 2024
I AM PRETTY SURE THAT NO ONE KNOWS HOW DISENABLING MY DISABILITY IS.
I STRUGGLE TO JUST KEEP UP WITH BASIC HOUSEHOLD MAINTENANCE AND TO DO MY DISHES AND ALL OF MY YEAR'S LAUNDRY IN THE SUMMER. I ALSO GROW A SELF SUPPLY, BUT THAT IS IT. I CAN DO NO MORE BETWEEN BOUTS OF HAVING TO LAY DOWN.
TODAY IS WORSE THAN THAT. POSSIBLY BECAUSE I WORKED LATELY AT MY SELF SUPPLY I AM SO PARALYZED TODAY THAT I CAN NOT EVEN SO MY DISHES.
I DO NOT THINK ANYONE, NOT EVEN DOCTORS, REALLY BELIEVES ME WHEN I SAY "I AM VIRTUALLY PARALYZED."
Friday, October 18, 2024
HERE I AM, SIMILARLY DISABLED TO WHAT I WAS IN 1970
I JUST CAN NOT MOVE WITHOUT IT BEING AN EXTREME EFFORT OF WILL AND I CAN NOT WAIT TO LAY DOWN ALL THROUGH IT.
I HAVE HOPED FOR THIS FOR YEARS.
I FORCED MYSELF TO DO MY SLASH THREE DAYS AGO AND I AM GOING THROUGH THAT FOUR DAYS OF VIRTUAL PARALYSIS AFTER AN HOUR AND FORTY MINUTES OF WORK. I HAVE DONE NOTHING ELSE TO CAUSE THIS SITUATION WHERE IT IS NEARLY IMPOSSIBLE TO MOVE NOR TO GO ANYWHERE.
I CAN NOT EVEN SIT AND TYPE ANY MORE.
Saturday, October 12, 2024
I SEE MANY JOBS I MUST DO AND I DO TRULY WONDER: HOW WILL I DO ANY OF THESE JOBS I HAVE TO DO?
THIS IS WHAT DISABLED AS I AM IS LIKE, I JUST CANNOT DO ANYTHING EXCEPT FOR A FEW THINGS LIKE SITTING TYPING, BUT NOTHING FOR VERY LONG. ALMOST ALL OF THE JOBS I NEED TO GET DONE ARE TOO ARDUOUS OR THEY TAKE TOO LONG.
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