BACK INTO FUGUE

I WAS IN A DISASSOCIATED STATE OF MIND IN THE AFTERMATH OF MY 1986 CAR CRASH WHICH I BRIEFLY EMERGED FROM IN 1990. I RELAPSED QUICKLY. I WAS FEARFUL AND OVERWHELMED AS SOON AS MY EX-WIFE BEGAN TO DIVORCE ME.

I WAS RECOVERED AND CONFIDENT AND COMPETENT IN 1992. I HAD MET MY EX-WIFE'S DEMANDS, WHICH HAD TOTALLY IMPOVERISHED ME AND I THOUGHT THAT THE CONTINUING, SIX YEARS BY THEN, EXTORTION I WAS PAYING WOULD SATISFY HER AS LONG AS I COULD PAY.

TRIXIE DASHEVSKY, AKA BETTY COLLARD WAS NOT SATISFIED. WHEN I WAS IN ENGLAND SEEKING MUSICAL EMPLOYMENT SHE GOT RCMP, CRD, AND BAILIFFS OR SHERIFFS TO TRY TO SEIZE MY HOME, SAYING IT WAS ABANDONED, BUT MY GIRLFRIEND ANN AND A FRIEND OF HERS WERE AT OTTER POINT HOUSE AND THE AUTHORITIES LEFT.

THIS EVENT MADE IT IMPOSSIBLE TO HAVE ANYONE HOUSE SIT SO I COULD NOT LEAVE. HAVING ALL THOSE ENFORCEMENT OFFICERS WORKING TO SEIZE MY HOME FOR MY EX-WIFE CAUSED ME TO BE TERRORIZED AND I LOST THE CONFIDENCE NECESSARY TO PERFORM LIVE MUSIC.

IN 1993 I WAS AWAITING MY YOUNGEST CHILD'S ARRIVAL FOR A VISIT. THERE WAS A KNOCK, I OPENED THE DOOR AND BENT OVER TO GREET MY CHILD AND INSTEAD MY EX-WIFE JUMPED AT ME, SCRATCHING AT MY EYES. SHE SAID "YOUR GIRLFRIEND IS A COKER AND YOU WERE SEEN RUNNING WITH HUGE BAGS OF COCAINE AFTER YOU WERE IN A CAR ACCIDENT." 

I WAS HORRIFIED AND TERRORIZED. IS THIS WHAT SHE IS SAYING ABOUT ME? I FELT DISMAYED AND I HAD A TONIC IMMOBILITY OR STIFF PERSON COLLAPSE WHICH I THOUGHT WAS SLIPPING ON PLASTIC BOTTLES FOR RECYCLING AT THE TIME BUT I REALIZE IT WAS LIKE A NUMBER OF COLLAPSES I HAVE EXPERIENCED SINCE THEN. 

I DID PARTIALLY RECOVER BY LATE 1995 OR EARLY 1996 BUT IN OCTOBER 1996 THE POLICE WERE BACK TO LOCK ME UP FOR TWO MONTHS OR MORE AND THEN THEY WOULD SEIZE MY HOUSE AND LAWS ARE ON THE BOOKS WHICH WOULD ALLOW MY EX-WIFE TO SEIZE AND SELL MY HOUSE AND MY POSSESSIONS TO PROVIDE "..HER FUTURE INCOME."

SOOKE RCMP CORPORAL HAL ZEIKE FORGED DOCUMENTS WHICH WOULD ALLOW A TWO MONTH PSYCHIATRIC INCARCERATION OF MYSELF BUT PRISON AUTHORITIES SAW THE FRAUD HE WAS COMMITTING. I WAS RELEASED AFTER FIVE DAYS IN THREE  JAILS BUT I STILL HAD TO FIGHT AND PERSONALLY DEFEAT BOGUS CHARGED LODGED BY LAWYER FRITZ VERHOOVEN.

I WAS TERRIBLY PARALYZED AFTER THIS AND BEING CHAINED, HOG TIED, IN A FREEZING NOT VENTILATED SHERIFF'S VAN FOR SIX HOURS ON OCTOBER 5 1996.