I AM IN THE MIDST OF A PHYSICAL CHORE WHICH I CAN NOT COMPLETE BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN VIRTUALLY PARALYZED IN TONIC IMMOBILITY FOR MOST OF THE LAST SIX YEARS DURING MY LATEST BOUT OF COLLAPSED IMMOBILITY.

I REALLY WISH I WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN DISCOVERED TO HAVE A GOOD THING, THE PERMANENT RENTAL OF BURRVILLA. I HAD TO TAKE CARE OF IT MYSELF. I DID.

THE HOUSE WAS GOING TO BE MOVED UP INTO DEAS ISLAND PARK AND THAT WAS TOO GOOD OF A THING TO PASS UP GIVING IT TO A FRIEND OF ONE OF THE OFFICE GANG AT THE BCDC. THEY HAD TO GET RID OF ME AND MY DEAL SO THEY SOLD THE HOUSE TO THEIR BUDDY LANG FOR A DOLLAR WHICH WAS TOTAL BULLSHIT. That is how I ended up at Otter Point in 1979 after a year of attempts to evict me and the crooks were mad and said bad things about me as if I was being a nuisance. 

THEY GOT A JUDGE TO OVERRULE THE RENTALSMAN AND EVICT ME. I NOW KNOW THAT JUDGES RULE FOR THEIR CRONIES. I HAD TO BUY THE ONLY PLACE I WAS ABLE TO PURCHASE, AN UNFINISHED HOUSE, LOT A OTTER POINT BC.

FINISHING THAT HOUSE WAS THE LAST PHYSICAL WORK I WAS PLANNING TO DO BY WORKING A FEW HOURS SLEEPING AND WORKING MORE HOURS, SLEEPING, EATING AND WORKING AGAIN WITHOUT LEAVING THE HOUSE EXCEPT TO SLEEP IN MY BUS WHILE I WAS DOING GYPROC FINISHING AND PAINTING AND SANDING WOOD WALLS AND VARNISHING THEM. 

FOR EIGHT MONTHS MY JEWELRY SAT UNSOLD IN THE MIDST OF ALLTIME HIGH GOLD PRICES AND I WORKED AT MY SOLO FINISHING.

THE DAY I MOVED THE FAMILY IN THE PALFRY MADMAN BURNED THE HOUSE.

MY WORK RESUMED, SIFTING THE ASHES, LOOKING FOR JEWELRY AND GOLD AND SILVER AND GEM STONES.

ANOTHER UNFINISHED HOUSE WITH A SEPTIC FLOOD COMING THROUGH THE BASEMENT, MUD AND HARDPAN DUST, THE DITCH AND THE STRIPPED SOIL TO DEAL WITH. I HAD TO DO IT ALL. UGH!

THEN I WAS FORCED TO BE MY MOTHER'S AND MY WIFE'S SLAVE AND THE NEW HOUSE AT OTTER POINT NEVER GOT FINISHED, THE LAND REMAINS STRIPPED, UNREHABILITATED CLAY MUD AND I AM UNABLE TO DO ANOTHER THING BEYOND GROWING MY FOUR PLANTS I GET OFF EVERY MONTH OR SO.

I WAS LAYING ON THE MEDIA ROOM BED IN A POSITION WHERE I COULD STRETCH OUT MY BACK AND ROUND ITS CURVE THE RIGHT WAY SO AS TO LOOSEN AND EXPAND LOCKED JOINTS.

I HAD A BREATH RELEASE, I REALIZED:

I AM IN THE POSITION WHICH MY BODY WOULD BE IN WHEN I AS A CHILD HAD MY HAIR PULLED AND I WAS YANKED TO THE LEFT AND DOWN TO THE FLOOR. I AM ABLE TO LINE UP OR ALIGN BACK TO THE POSITION BEFORE I BEGAN TO BE HAIR PULLED AND THROWN DOWN IF I ASSUME THE POSITION I WOULD BE IN AS I WAS YANKED DOWN. *

*''STRAIN AND COUNTERSTRAIN".