I AM IN THE MIDST OF A PHYSICAL CHORE WHICH I CAN NOT COMPLETE BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN VIRTUALLY PARALYZED IN TONIC IMMOBILITY FOR MOST OF THE LAST SIX YEARS DURING MY LATEST BOUT OF COLLAPSED IMMOBILITY.

I REALLY WISH I WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN DISCOVERED TO HAVE A GOOD THING, THE PERMANENT RENTAL OF BURRVILLA. I HAD TO TAKE CARE OF IT MYSELF. I DID.

THE HOUSE WAS GOING TO BE MOVED UP INTO DEAS ISLAND PARK AND THAT WAS TOO GOOD OF A THING TO PASS UP GIVING IT TO A FRIEND OF ONE OF THE OFFICE GANG AT THE BCDC. THEY HAD TO GET RID OF ME AND MY DEAL SO THEY SOLD THE HOUSE TO THEIR BUDDY LANG FOR A DOLLAR WHICH WAS TOTAL BULLSHIT. That is how I ended up at Otter Point in 1979 after a year of attempts to evict me and the crooks were mad and said bad things about me as if I was being a nuisance. 

THEY GOT A JUDGE TO OVERRULE THE RENTALSMAN AND EVICT ME. I NOW KNOW THAT JUDGES RULE FOR THEIR CRONIES. I HAD TO BUY THE ONLY PLACE I WAS ABLE TO PURCHASE, AN UNFINISHED HOUSE, LOT A OTTER POINT BC.

FINISHING THAT HOUSE WAS THE LAST PHYSICAL WORK I WAS PLANNING TO DO BY WORKING A FEW HOURS SLEEPING AND WORKING MORE HOURS, SLEEPING, EATING AND WORKING AGAIN WITHOUT LEAVING THE HOUSE EXCEPT TO SLEEP IN MY BUS WHILE I WAS DOING GYPROC FINISHING AND PAINTING AND SANDING WOOD WALLS AND VARNISHING THEM. 

FOR EIGHT MONTHS MY JEWELRY SAT UNSOLD IN THE MIDST OF ALLTIME HIGH GOLD PRICES AND I WORKED AT MY SOLO FINISHING.

THE DAY I MOVED THE FAMILY IN THE PALFRY MADMAN BURNED THE HOUSE.

MY WORK RESUMED, SIFTING THE ASHES, LOOKING FOR JEWELRY AND GOLD AND SILVER AND GEM STONES.

ANOTHER UNFINISHED HOUSE WITH A SEPTIC FLOOD COMING THROUGH THE BASEMENT, MUD AND HARDPAN DUST, THE DITCH AND THE STRIPPED SOIL TO DEAL WITH. I HAD TO DO IT ALL. UGH!

THEN I WAS FORCED TO BE MY MOTHER'S AND MY WIFE'S SLAVE AND THE NEW HOUSE AT OTTER POINT NEVER GOT FINISHED, THE LAND REMAINS STRIPPED, UNREHABILITATED CLAY MUD AND I AM UNABLE TO DO ANOTHER THING BEYOND GROWING MY FOUR PLANTS I GET OFF EVERY MONTH OR SO.

I WAS LAYING ON THE MEDIA ROOM BED IN A POSITION WHERE I COULD STRETCH OUT MY BACK AND ROUND ITS CURVE THE RIGHT WAY SO AS TO LOOSEN AND EXPAND LOCKED JOINTS.

I HAD A BREATH RELEASE, I REALIZED:

I AM IN THE POSITION WHICH MY BODY WOULD BE IN WHEN I AS A CHILD HAD MY HAIR PULLED AND I WAS YANKED TO THE LEFT AND DOWN TO THE FLOOR. I AM ABLE TO LINE UP OR ALIGN BACK TO THE POSITION BEFORE I BEGAN TO BE HAIR PULLED AND THROWN DOWN IF I ASSUME THE POSITION I WOULD BE IN AS I WAS YANKED DOWN. *

*''STRAIN AND COUNTERSTRAIN".

THE INCREDIBLE DAMAGE WHICH IS DONE BY THE SUDDEN STOP

I HAD A  CALF SPASM THIS MORNING.

I BROKE THE SPASM WHICH BEGAN AS I TRIED TO GET THE SWAYBACK OUT OF MY BACK. 

THE SWAYBACK HAS BEEN IN MY BACK SINCE I CAME TO A "SUDDEN STOP" WHEN THERE WAS A POLICE TRUCK HERE, I WAS ACCUSED OF ANIMAL CRUELTY, THE DOM SAID SHE HAD A "RIGHT TO INVESTIGATE". 

NEXT, IN AN INCREDIBLE MULTIPLICITY OF FEMALE ROLE EXPANSION AND DIVERSITY, A BARE FEMALE ASS EMERGED CHEEKS FIRST RIGHT IN MY FACE. USUALLY IN THE PAST I WOULD START TO FONDLE THE BARE ASS BUT THIS IS A "SUDDEN STOP " DYKISH POLICE RAID.

I DO NOT KNOW, WAS IT JUST; CRAZY POLICE WERE GOING NUTS ON ME AS USUAL OR WAS IT THE "SUDDEN STOP" THAT THREW ME INTO CONVULSION.

WAS IT THE POSSIBILITY WHICH NO ONE WILL ENTERTAIN? 

WAS I BLOWN OUT BY THE MULTIPLICITY OF CONFLICTING AND REINFORCING STIMULI CAUSED BY THE MULTIPLICITY OF FEMALE ROLES, ALL OF WHICH REEKED OF POLICE OR JAIL OR OF SEX OR PROSTITUTION WHICH IF PATRONIZED COULD LEAD TO POLICE. THE WOMAN WAS ACCURATELY COSTUMED AS A 1980'sVICTORIA GOVERNMENT STREET SEX WORKER .  

THIS WAS TOO MUCH FOR MY BRAIN OR PSYCHE AND I HAD A MENTAL BLOWOUT WHICH CAUSED CHEST LOCK AND SWAYBACK. 

COULD THIS BE  A RECURRENCE OF :

SHELL SHOCK 

  

SOMETHING MADE ME GO INTO A RIGID  CONVULSION. I KNOCKED THREE TEETH LOOSE THAT FELL OUT OVER TIME AND I STARTED DROOLING OUT OF BOTH SIDES OF MY MOUTH AND HOLY FUCK, TALK ABOUT CRIPPLED AND JUST AS BAD NOW OR EVEN WORSE SOMETIMES, LIKE NOW.

THIS REMINDS ME OF A NUMBER OF DISABLING FACTORS ASSOCIATED WITH "SUDDEN STOP."

I HAVE CAUGHT MY FEET IN A STAIR TREAD OR HAD A SPRAY OF COLD WATER ON MY CALF(S) AND I HAD A COLLAPSE OR WENT INTO CONVULSION, OR BOTH.

THERE IS A CONNECTION BETWEEN HAVING MY CALF(S) PUSHED UP, OR HAVING MY FEET ROTATED BACK UP INTO MY CALF(S), AND GOING INTO SWAYBACK OR CHEST LOCK. I HAVE TO BE CAREFUL TO AVOID TRIGGERING THIS SYMPTOMATIC REACTION ALL THE TIME.

WHEN MOTHER COLLARD GRABBED ME FROM BEHIND BY THE HAIR AND YANKED ME DOWN TO THE GROUND I WAS SUBJECTED TO "SUDDEN STOP"+. 

THE PLUS (+) EFFECT FROM BEING FORCED DOWN ALSO CAN HAPPEN IN AN AUTOMOBILE ACCIDENT.

HITTING THE CEILING,DASH OR STEERING WHEEL CAN FORCE THE HEAD BACK AND MAY COMPRESS THE SPINE WITH A DOWNWARD FORCE COMPONENT ALSO.

 

WOMEN MASQUERADING AS COMPETENT PRACTITIONERS OF ADMINISTRATIVE SERVICES CAN CAUSE TERRIBLE LIFE ALTERING INJUSTICE AND LACK OF SUPPORT AND EVEN MEDICAL TREATMENT

THE ACT OF INCOMPETENCE WHICH A WOMAN MASQUERADING AS AN ICBC ADJUSTER COMMITTED IN 1998 WAS A PIVOTAL AND LIFE RUINING BLUNDER.

BINK LOFGREN BELIEVED THAT I, DEFAMED AS USUAL, WAS TRAVELLING AT 85 MPH AND THE GUY DRIVING UP THE WRONG SIDE OF THE ROAD WAS STOPPED AND WE COLLIDED AND STUCK IN PLACE. SOMEHOW SHE DID NOT SEE THAT THE DAMAGE WAS ON THE BACK DOOR AND THE REAR QUARTER PANEL OF MY CAR.

EVERYBODY LIED AND I WAS NOT COMPENSATED AND EVEN FORCED TO PAY THE CROOK LAWYER TURNHAM'S LEGAL FEES WHICH IS UNLAWFUL. 

THIS GOT STARTED BY A STUPID FAKING WOMAN'S INCOMPETENCE.

IT WAS NOT ONLY WOMEN WHO DID THIS BUT IT WAS A WOMAN'S TECHNIQUE AND INCOMPETENCE LIKE SO MANY WOMEN EXHIBITED AS THEY SCREWED ME UP WHICH MEN COERCED BY THEIR CRONY PEER GROUP INFLICTED UPON ME.

I HAD ONE SHELL SHOCK  

EVENT IN 2016 WHERE VICTORIA BYLAW MALES CAME HERE BUT THE DISPUTE WAS STARTED BY THE ALF TOONE CORP WOMEN.

THE LATEST COLLAPSES I HAVE EXPERIENCED WERE EPISODES OF TONIC IMMOBILITY OR  SHELL SHOCK.

WOMEN WERE THE ACTORS IN A NUMBER OF SHELL SHOCK OR TONIC IMMOBILITY  COLLAPSES WHICH I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO RECOVER FROM, CONSTANTLY, I REGRESS INTO A VIRTUALLY PARALYZED SWAY BACK.

AS I PASSED THE ROCKCLIFFE WHERE MY SUITE SITS EMPTY, I WAS DRIVEN OFF OF IT BY THE WOMEN OF THE ALF TOONE CORPORATION, I HAD DRIVEN FOR  ONE AND ONE HALF HOURS INSTEAD OF ORIGINATING THERE WHICH IS WHY I BOUGHT THE BUILDING, AS A HOME FOR MY CHILDREN,TO LIVE THERE,TO HAVE A VICTORIA ORIGINATION TO GO TO DATES AND APPOINTMENTS. I COLLAPSED IN MY CAR AS I PASSED THE ROCKCLIFFE.

NOTHING ANY GOOD EVER HAPPENED HERE AT OTTER POINT HOUSE. THE LAST COLLAPSE I HAD HERE AT OTTER POINT WAS THIS GEM OF AN EXPERIENCE: 

I heard a honk and I got to my feet and headed for the driveway. "Thanks for Honking" I said. THEN THE GODDAMN WOMAN'S LIES AND CONTROL BECAME EVIDENT AND I WAS APPALLED AND ANGUISHED AND BEING DOMINATED BY A WOMAN DRESSED  AS A POLICE OFFICER AND READY TO CALL SWAT. 

I WAS LOSING MY BREATH AND STARTING TO SWAYBACK WHEN ANOTHER WOMAN'S EXCESS WAS LITERALLY THRUST INTO MY FACE. SHE BACKED OUT OF THE POLICE SUV BARE ASS FIRST. I COULD REALLY USE A BARE ASSED CHICK AFTER FIFTEEN YEARS OF CUT OFF FROM MY FUCK PALACE IN VICTORIA BY ALF TOONE WOMEN AND HERE IT IS A BEAUTIFUL FUCK ME, FUCK ME BARE ASS. FUCK DID I EVER HAVE A SHOCKED CONVULSION, IT KNOCKED THREE TEETH OUT AND I STARTED DROOLING ON BOTH SIDES OF MY MOUTH AND NONE OF THIS HAS EVER STOPPED YET, SIX YEARS, I AM 76 NOW.

SHELL SHOCK  IS TOTALLY DISABLING ME AND IT HAS GONE ON FOR SIX YEARS.