I, LIKE SOME OTHER PEOPLE, TEND TO BECOME MORE AND MORE DISABLED IN THE AFTERMATH OF INJURY, COLLAPSE OR CONVULSION. WHEN ONE IS INJURED THERE IS NOT AN IMMEDIATE UNDERSTANDING OF HOW LONG THE DISABILITY CAUSED BY ANY INJURY WILL LAST AND WHAT IT WILL DEVELOP INTO.
FOR SEVERAL DAYS NOW I HAVE BEEN FORCED TO LAY FLAT AND IN THE "THROWN DOWN" POSITION, THE POSITION WHICH I WOULD END UP IN AS A CHILD WHEN I WAS WRENCHED BY MY HAIR TO THE RIGHT THEN TO THE LEFT AND DOWN TO THE FLOOR ON MY LEFT SIDE.
RECENTLY, MORNING AFTER MORNING I WOKE IN A SEVERE REVERSE ARCH SPASM AND I HAD TO STRETCH MY SPINE OUT FOR HOURS TO BE ABLE TO GET UP.
I HAVE BEEN UNABLE TO STAND AND I HAD TO DO ANY WORK I DID SEATED AND ONLY EARLY IN THE MORNING. I HAVE TO REPEATEDLY RETURN TO THE LAY FLAT OR THE 135* RECLINING POSITION AND I HAVE TO FALL ASLEEP, PREFERABLY IN BED NUDE, SEVERAL TIMES PER DAY.
HOW DID I GET INTO THIS VIRTUAL PARALYSIS CONDITION AGAIN?
I THINK THAT THIS IS THE CUMULATIVE RESULT OF SEVERAL COLLAPSES AND CONVULSIONS, MANY OF THEM ARE FROM ABOUT SEVEN YEARS AGO.
NOVEMBER 2015: I WAS AT THE ROCKCLIFFE. THE HALL VENTILATOR WAS RATTLING. I WAS IN THE HALL OUTSIDE THE ELECTRICAL ROOM. I BECAME ALARMED AND I HAD AN INTERIOR COLLAPSE BUT I DID NOT GO DOWN MUCH. I HEADED FOR MY CAR AND IN A REPRISE OF MY 2001 COLLAPSE, I WENT RIGHT TO THE GROUND WITH MY LEFT KNEE FOLDED FLAT.
AROUND THE SAME TIME I HAD A CONVULSION WHEN I WAS TOLD I WOULD NOT GET PAID FOR AN INCORRECTLY CALCULATED BILL. I ALSO HAD A CONVULSION OR COLLAPSE SEATED IN MY CAR ON OTTER POINT ROAD WHERE I WAS NEARLY SWARMED BY ANGRY ROAD WORKERS BUT I FLED IN MY CAR.
ON FEBRUARY 24 2016 I WAS IN THE SHOWER WHEN A LOUD POUNDING CAUSED ME TO COLLAPSE. THEN UNFORTUNATELY I WAS NOT IN CONTROL OF THE COLLAPSE SYNDROME AND A FEW ENSUING MONTHS I HAD THREE COLLAPSES RIGHT DOWN TO THE GROUND ON THE LEFT SIDE, WRECKING MY KNEE AND MY DAMAGING MY SPINE.
ON JUNE 8 2016 I WAS TRESPASSED UPON AND ACCUSED OF TORTURING A DOG. THERE WAS A WOMAN WHO LOOKED LIKE POLICE. THEN A BARE ASSED WOMAN EMERGED ASS FIRST FROM THE POLICE STYLE SUV.
ABOUT CONVULSION: I HAVE HAD CONVULSIONS ON A NUMBER OF OCCASIONS. THE CONVULSION I HAD JUNE 8 2016 WAS A NECK AND JAW CONVULSION. MY JAW CLENCHED SO HARD I LOOSENED THREE TEETH WHICH EVENTUALLY FELL OUT AND I CRACKED SEVERAL TEETH,. I HEARD THEM CRACK. I HAVE DROOLED OUT OF BOTH SIDES OF MY MOUTH SINCE THEN.
I ONCE HAD A CHEST CONVULSION JUST FROM HAVING COLD WATER SPRAY ON MY LEGS AT THE SAFE AND UNRAIDED HOUSE I OWNED AT 134 HOWE ST. IN VICTORIA. I I I COULD NOT BREATHE UNTIL I GOT INTO A HOT SHOWER AND I STOPPED CONVULSING. FORTUNATELY, THE SHOWER WAS ONLY FORTY FEET AWAY.
CONVULSION CAN BE WORSE THAN COLLAPSE. I HAVE WOKE IN BED IN A TERRIBLE CHEST SEIZURE WHERE I ACTUALLY THOUGHT I MIGHT DIE FROM NOT BEING ABLE TO BREATHE. SOME CONVULSIONS ARE PRIMARILY IN THE BACK, CAUSING A REVERSE ARCH SPASM WHICH CAN PERSIST FOR YEARS.
I DO NOT KNOW WHY I CONVULSED AS I DID. I HAD NO SEX FOR FIFTEEN YEARS, CAUSED BY WOMEN DRIVING ME OFF OF MY VICTORIA RESIDENCE, AND THEN HERE IT IS A BARE ASS+ AND A POLICE TRUCK WITH A PERSON WHO LOOKED LIKE POLICE AND HAD THREATENED ME WITH TERRIBLE DERANGED CHARGES.
I HAD TO GET TO A DOCTOR'S APPOINTMENT IN 2021. AS I DROVE PAST THE ROCKCLIFFE I HAD A COLLAPSE AND CONVULSION, I MISSED MY APPOINTMENT. I ALSO BECAME MORE PARALYZED THAN BEFORE THIS AND I MY ABILITY TO STAND A WITHOUT COLLAPSING IN A COUPLE OF MINUTES WAS LESSENED AND SHORTENED.
AROUND ONE YEAR AGO I HAD A C-CAN STUCK IN THE DRIVE WAY. I WAS TRYING TO SAFEGUARD POSSESSIONS FROM A POSSIBLE DAM COLLAPSE, THE DAM JUST ABOVE MY PROPERTY WAS DECLARED "UNSAFE" AFTER AN INSPECTION. AS I WALKED ON THE LOG BESIDE THE C-CAN BY THE DITCH, I HAD A LEFT LEG COLLAPSE AND I FELL INTO THE DITCH, ONLY TEN FEET DEEP AT THAT POINT FORTUNATELY, BUT UNFORTUNATELY, I BECAME MORE INJURED, AND MORE DISABLED AND PARALYZED.
