Wednesday, December 15, 2021

HEAD INJURY IS DEEMED A FACTOR IN THE HERNANDEZ MURDER SPREE



AN NFL PLAYER HAD GONE ON A VIOLENT AND DEADLY MURDER SPREE. I NOTICED THAT IT WAS REFERRED TO AS A RESULT OF MENTAL DEFECT DUE TO HEAD INJURY.











I THINK IT WAS INCREDIBLY OBNOXIOUS AND CRIMINAL HOW I WAS PROVOKED AND PRESSURED IN THE AFTERMATH OF SERIOUS HEAD INJURY IN MOTOR VEHICLE ACCIDENTS. I WAS SUBJECTED TO ADDITIONAL ANGUISH CAUSED BY LOSSES BEING MADE  PERMANENT AND IRREVERSIBLE BY THE CORRUPT ADJUDICATIONS FORCED ONTO ME BY POLICE, LAWYERS, PROVINCIAL AUTHORITIES AND THE COURTS. 


EVERY LOSS OR INJURY REGARDLESS OF WHO DID IT, WAS CONSIDERED TO BE A RESULT OF SOME PERSONAL FLAW OF MINE OR "IT WOULD HAVE HAPPENED ANYWAY" OR EVEN " ICBC CONSIDERS YOU TO BE WORTHLESS AND YOU SHOULD TAKE A ZERO DOLLAR SETTLEMENT AND LET US PAY YOUR LAWYER $3000". 


WHAT EFFECT DO YOU THINK THIS HAS ON THE IMPOVERISHED AND UNEMPLOYED ACCIDENT VICTIM. I WONDER WHAT PROVOKED THE NFL PLAYER, EMPLOYED, NOT DISABLED AND IMPOVERISHED TO LASH OUT LIKE HE DID? I HAD TO JUST SUCK IT UP.


     IT WAS REALLY REALLY HORRIBLE!

Monday, November 8, 2021

CHEST COMPRESSION

PEOPLE AT THE TRAVIS CURTIS CRUSH EXPERIENCED AN INABILITY TO BREATHE.




That is what happens during the Seizures I experience when I am subjected to the various stimuli that cause either Collapse or Convulsion. I experience their description of how they are not able to get a breath, coupled with severe rigidization of the chest, and sometimes other muscle systems.


I know that the Tonic Immobility Collapses can cause a Virtual Paralysis that lasts for months or years. I am not sure whether the effects of Convulsion or Spasm or the Seizures aforementioned are long lasting. It is likely that a thorough research of my Daily Diary of Condition and Activity would reveal what happened after some of the Convulsion episodes. 


Wednesday, September 15, 2021

PRECIPITATION INTO THE UNDERCLASS IS DEVASTATING


May 4th 1970, a 1956 Ford pulled in front of the Mini Cooper I was a passenger within and stopped immediately.











This was the beginning of my third precipitation into the Underclass. 

 








Each time I was thus precipitated, it was not only the event which began the precipitation but also the Despair which is created when your support structure is deliberately destroyed though the lawful outcome which was prearranged by myself or my Paternal Grandfather would make that impossible.


 


















I had a large inheritance at eighteen, in January 1964, while attending University full time, and I was dispossessed of that by my Mother. I ended up in a freezing tenement eating lunch meat sandwiches within a few weeks of  my Farmer's and Merchant's Trust account having been seized by my Mother. ( Her 2nd account seizure.)





















I was injured in a Motor Vehicle Collision I did not cause in February of 1967 and I was denied my prearranged, paid for on each pay check, Affleck or similar `` Out of Work Insurance``. 

















Once again I lived in a room in an indigent tenement and this time I ate a diet of  oatmeal, eggs, potatoes, carrots and onions only. I do not remember eating anything else.

.erclass

 













The precipitation into the Underclass is devastating and the anguish and denial of ones worth creates the Virtual paralysis of Tonic Immobility. No one helped each time I was injured in accidents I did not cause but I was vilified instead.

















In the Spring of 1969 I recovered to the point where I returned to the Canadian National Railroad though I had to take every fourth week off of work to lay there for most of ten days in a 135* Reclining position. The booking off as unfit was not paid for by the CNR, it was at my cost, a loss. 
















I  starved and laid paralyzed until April or May 1974. 




















When I was injured in an accident I did not cause again in May 1970 the clerk, Turner, at CNR Employee Relations said he had ``thrown all of my paperwork into the garbage`` and when I said I would go and report this to Senior Management he said he would call the Police. ``The CN Police will not listen to you, I am a Yard Foreman`` I said. Turner said `` I will have the Commissionaires call City Police``. I do not remember anything as I fled but the park out front and the Ivanhoe Hotel.














Thursday, July 22, 2021

THE LYING AND TRYING TO DESTROY THE OWNERS OF LOT A STARTED BEFORE I BOUGHT IT BUT BOORS 002 CONTINUED FOREVER.

TIGHT SPACES





SEE ALL THE AMPLIFIERS

LOOK AT HOW THEY FILL

THE MEZZANINE WITH GEAR

MY PARALYSIS REQUIRES

ME TO CLING TO AN AMP UNTIL 

THERE IS ANOTHER AMP NEAR.


WHAT CAN BE DONE BY LIARS:

NONE OF IT WAS TRUE, BUT IT STILL,    

CAUSES ME TO COLLAPSE IN FEAR. 


 

Thursday, May 6, 2021

TALES OF OLD VANCOUVER


SOMEHOW I KNEW WHAT I WAS DOING:

I HAPPILY DID ALL OF WHAT I COULD.


I was thinking of what Vancouver was like when I lived there and when I returned to pursue Art, Music and Writing. There were a lot of really cool things going on.


I was there for the Seventies; I had the Advanced Method jewelry Manufacturing  downtown and the Burr House in Delta  the last half of the Decade. I returned when I could until the later nineties when it was no longer possible at all.


THE ASSIDUOUS PURSUIT OF ART, MUSIC AND WRITING EMPLOYMENT WAS CHARACTERIZED AS INSANE AND THUS COULD POSE A RISK AND BE DANGEROUS: "PLEASE MR POLICEMAN CRUSH MY HUSBAND'S PRETENSIONS TO BEING AN ARTISAN,ARTIST, WRITER AND MUSICIAN, HE'S CRAZY".


ONE MIGHT TAKE A LOOK AT THE ART, MUSIC AND WRITING AT LINDONCOLLARD.com, blogspot or on You Tube.


It is well known that recovery from injury and brain injury and childhood abuse trauma is facilitated by Art and Music. Being in the familiar happy places helps to heal and reactivate the mind.


HOW COULD PEOPLE WITH NOTHING TO LOSE BY MY DOING MY THING FEEL THEY HAD TO INTERVENE AND BRING MY HAPPY RESTORATIVE TIME TO AN END.


"I AM GOING TO WIPE THE SMILE OFF YOUR FACE" SAID MY EX WIFE AND SHE REACHED OUT TO THE POLICE TO SAY I WAS DISCONTENTED AND DANGEROUS.


WRITING, MUSIC COMPOSITION AND PERFORMANCE WERE CHARACTERIZED AS "HUBRIS" OR EGOMANIA WHEN WHAT IT WAS IS CARPING CRITICS FELT SMALL AND UN-CREATIVE SO THEY WERE ANGRY AT ME.


ALL I HAVE HAD TO WRITE ABOUT IS THE EXCEEDINGLY DIMINISHED EXPERIENCE THAT THE WOMEN WANTED AGAINST ME.





Thursday, April 22, 2021

Alternate Personalities Created by Childhood Trauma.

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Monday, April 19, 2021

This is an Excerpt from my Apage on how I feel in Documents

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