DISABLED NOT COMPENSATED: AN ABSURD OUTCOME FOR VICTIMS AND AN UNFORTUNATELY VULNERABLE POSITION TO FALL IN TO AND OCCUPY

I could arrive at any CNR Switchyard, get the contract switching list and run that crew and the engineman up to 4 times as fast as a back East crew. Get all the work done perfectly, I was 3rd Highball Foreman, of 55, at 23 years old.

I previously have published what happened and how  I was "virtually paralyzed" several times.

The disability which is also called Tonic Immobility and Collapse Immobility causes the afflicted person to be totally or sometimes or fully or partially unable to move. Or movement is possible with great difficulty or for a limited period of time. Or some support is always or nearly always  necessary to walk, stand or even sit sometimes. Or four hours drive and shop and two days of just about absolute immobility are required to recover to be able to walk about or even flit from support to support, or hold yourself up on a Grocery Cart or on a hand truck unloading at home.

NONE OF THE ABOVE IS ANY MORE THAN BACKGROUND TO THIS DISABLED NOT COMPENSATED POST

I lay paralyzed ( I played Harmonica laying flat) for years from 1970 to 1974. I remember laying in my office at Advanced Method Jewellery Manufacturing between casting cylinders centrifuging in the molten Gold and Silver from 1974 to 1978 and in 1979 I bought the house and acreage at Otter Point BC.

                                                   

I sold the Factory and my gold bars and I bought an unfinished and copper and appliance stripped home on 12 1/2 Acres of hillside and peat bog. I finished it mostly alone, sleeping in my bus during gyproc finishing and in the house except when paint or varnish was drying back in the bus. I finished and installed appliances, had counters built, a Moffat Gourmet Stove, Boeing Bathtub and Pedestal Sinks and finished wood and 15 to 21 foot high ceilings.

There was robbery and arson and I was motorcycleless and my inventory had been stolen, everything for myself and the family burnt up and I had to build another house ordered to do everything as I would not have and at great cost.

I was personally penniless and virtually possessionless and again and again people would pretend that I had not had a one time success and wish to diminish me of owning an unmortgaged home. There was no other way, I had owed half the value of the first house but I had that in jewellery inventory.

I could not owe money on the second home, I was not credit worthy as soon as I had to work on the house and grounds full time. In addition interest rates were 23% per annum.

I had to finish the second home and grounds both left as bloody messes requiring years of work and I worked and put up with the constant demands from my wife and my mother and my brother hid and diverted My Uncles Bequest to me and I did collapse and got sent to the Hospital and operated on for my back but it was the harassment that had Virtually Paralyzed me again.

This is before they were officially taking me down My Mother "If only you were on payments it would be so good for you". The women in my sibling and in-law family and the men they control are batshit crazy. So are the Rednecks on Coke then, Meth now I guess. They were so deep in hatred and had to burn the house of the man (Previous Owner) who got them busted. (Weapons)

I really want to go play Harmonica for a living and write novels or screenplays about it. I seek interesting experience, the over and over again of finishing two houses and the grounds restoral here at Otter Point are hard for a crippled man to do and boring compared to what I had worked to do. Twice now the 1760 then 2100 sq ft homes built for the family  and for me to return to regularly.

There is a Photoop before the meeting video. My wife, "Your whole family is in agreement you have to start a major business with me as the operator" was the opening statement and 4 years later she said "What will we do now?" as she in charge had lost every last cent and gold bar and 3 years of my forced unpaid labor. I was made to pay her debts and inheritances were additionally stolen.

For God's sake or that of Reason, I had a one time success.

 

 

CONSEQUENCES AND EFFECTS OF DISABILITY PERSIST

THE HIGH COST OF PERSISTENT DISABILITY

I have had a stretch of severely disruptive periods of virtual paralysis. Yesterday for instance I woke up and went pretty well right to the grow room and started to transplant five, yes, just five plants into large containers to grow. I broke down one might say, I became unable to sit  to keep working and certainly not to stand. I got to the living room and I reclined and went to bed and got up did some laundry work and back to bed or recliner all day like a fog of up and down. 

I went to bed, work clothes still at the ready, usually a nap lasts an hour or less, but the time I slept til was 1:26 am. I got up. I saw the news on CBC and went to finish TP and re-siting in room.

At 3:20 am or so I was done and I showered and went back to bed. I got up again before 4:00 am.

I missed all of my property tax deadlines last week, similar to yesterday. I was up and down in bed, on the recliner on the up couch in traction and I was trying to make meals and do the dishes and to do the laundry which now could be done and line dried. I did not even realize that it mattered that I wrote July 2 or 5 in my diary, I did not put it together with the DEADLINE. 

WHY WOULD I DO THIS: MY TAX BILL DID NOT COME IN THE MAIL!

Bills arrive and I read the amount I owe, I did not do that, the bill did not arrive. I put the bills with my drivers license and keys to remind me to deal with them the next time I go out. When I am in a disrupted state of fuge in particular, the only thing that works and saves me being late with payment is that method.

I BELIEVE THE TAX AUTHORITY WANTS TO FINE ME OVER ONE THOUSAND TWO HUNDRED DOLLARS FOR BEING FIVE DAYS LATE PAYING PROPERTY TAXES!!!

https://policepowersociopaths.blogspot.com/  This is a link to a blog for some reason? unaccessible?

September 15 2019-POSTSCRIPT:I am floating in a state of fuge. I have to spend so much time reclining that all track of life is gone. A seamless sameness from day to day.Wake up and do some chores while and if I can. Go back to bed, wake up and have oatmeal or eggs and toast. Try to clean counters, (not floors or walls) or do laundry or dishes.  Traction on recliner, trying to get aligned with the reverse arch out of my back so I could drive my Norton for instance. I have it licensed for another 10 days or so. I really should start moving all small objects out of the Living Room and I have to get the floor put in.

For years, I have Salmon and Rice or Potatoes with peas or sometimes brocolli and I have Vegi Burgers with bread or tortilla and Spinach and Mayonaise.  Every 10 days or 2 weeks I go shopping at a few Grocery Stores. I support myself on the Grocery Carts but still I wreck myself so badly that I can barely get through Hand Carting in the Groceries and Bird Seed and Cat Food.

I WILL REQUIRE TWO OR THREE DAYS TO RECOVER FROM SHOPPING. FORTY MINUTE DRIVE, SHOP FOR AN HOUR OR TWO, FORTY MINUTE DRIVE AND A FORTY MINUTE UNLOADING AND THEN RIGHT TO BED ALMOST DROPPING DEAD FROM THE EFFORT.

My back and neck have been locked and collapsed and have collapsed repeatedly sinceNovember 2015 or thereabouts. Every Collapse and every Threatening  With Police causes pulled out joints to collapse and lock again, causes new collapsed locked joints, the Threatening and my Isolation combine to create a feeling of being alone and having thousands of dangerous Police adversaries FOR NO REAL REASON, THE WHOLE OF THE HOSTILITY AND PROVOCATION AND DEFAMATION CAUSED BY FABRICATION.

EMBARRASSING FELLOW TRAVELLERS

Embarrassing as it is I have recently seen some documentary footage of men with "shellshock" as it was called after World War I and WW II as well. Swayback is a symptom in common with whatever is still afflicting me badly again for years at a time. Men, as only men were documented, who were similarly afflicted had a number of visible facial effects when they were experiencing acute symptoms including my oft mentioned falling in of back, unable to breathe and locked between the shoulders. I have noticed a negative reaction to myself when I had even a momentary Tonic Immobility or Collapse Immobility or the almost having a collapse or concern for an instant.

I do pretty well to not have to be helped to do ordinary chores, but most physical activity is not possible. If I were to have to get to my feet without using my arms, I could not do it. I pull myself around and shove off of walls and rest on counters. I HAVE TO THROW MYSELF AND LEVER MY LOWER LEGS TO GET OUT OF BED. My legs alone would not do the job. The other afflicted men have visible leg deficiencies and have distorted leg muscles or tendons.

THE MEN IN THE DOCUMENTARIES I HAVE SEEN HAD TO BE PULLED TO THEIR FEET BY TWO ATTENDANTS. 

There have been many comments spoken and written by ignorant persons who think they have withstood worse or could easily ignore the ONE HUNDRED FORTY trespassers who have come to my property with malice in mind. It is unbearable and the passage of time offers no healing when the trespasses and fake 911 calls with four to seventeen persons at once have gone on for nearly forty years and occurred twice in the last two and one half years. The recovery of even temporary and partial mobility requires a safe relaxing space to be able to be accomplished.

I wrote in other Posts about the common history of Tonic Immobility victims and it is posted by doctors that childhood trauma and abandonment by society's support structure can cause Virtual Paralysis or Collapse Immobility or Tonic Immobility. The military attacks are more grievous but similar to the Police and By-Law raiding and the fake 911 calls, you do not ever know when the attack might occur again. Police have said they were coming anytime 24/7 and there was never any reason but malice and hatred for all the raids as there was

NEVER A CONVICTION BUT EVEN NOW IN THE WEE HOURS OF THE MORNING I CAN NOT EVER FULLY RELAX, JUST LIKE THE MEN WITH THE ARTILLERY SHELLS FALLING. THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE PEACETIME ALL OF YOU MENTAL CASES.