It is a shame that lies told about me and the self aggrandizing attitudes of practitioners, adjudicators, and judges have caused my accurate and illuminating observations and experience documentation to be ignored.

DESPITE THE DELIBERATE, ACCURATE AND METHODICAL RESEARCH I DID, BY CONTACTING AND INFORMING MEDICAL PROFESSIONALS AND BY ASKING FOR DIAGNOSTIC PROCEDURES, AND THEN BY RIGOROUS ONLINE INVESTIGATION I FIND OUT ABOUT MANY OF THE SYMPTOMS AND CAUSES OF MY DISABILITY AND VIRTUAL PARALYSIS AND LACK OF ENDURANCE THROUGH THE VIEWING AND LISTENING TO THE OBSERVATIONS AND THEOREMS ADVANCED IN TELEVISED INTERVIEWS AND DOCUMENTARIES. 

DOCTOR SANJA GUPTA WAS DISCUSSING A BRAIN INJURY AND HE STATED WHAT JUST THE LOSS OF NORMAL BALANCE REGULATION COULD DO, IN THE STATED CASE, THE SMALL ORGANS IN THE EAR WERE BEING DISCUSSED; HE SAID THAT WHEN THIS INJURY HAS OCCURRED IT COULD REQUIRE 50% TO 70% OF A PERSON'S AVAILABLE ENERGY OR POWER OR STRENGTH JUST TO STAY UPRIGHT.

REPEATEDLY I HAD BROUGHT THE INFORMATION ABOUT WHAT HAD HAPPENED TO ME TO THE ATTENTION OF DOCTORS, LAWYERS, AND POLITICAL LEADERS AND THE MINISTRIES OF THE CROWN AND THE MEDIA. DOCTOR GUNDERSON DID SEND ME FOR AN MRI AND HEART MONITORING WAS DONE BUT I THINK THAT AFTER THIS WAS FRUITLESS THE CONTINUING INVESTIGATION INTO THE CAUSE AND RESULTANT DAMAGE OF SHELL SHOCK OR VIRTUAL PARALYSIS AND COLLAPSE IMMOBILITY OR TONIC IMMOBILITY JUST PLAIN DID NOT HAPPEN. 

I THINK I WAS A VICTIM OF BEING OVERBALANCED AND THROWN DOWN A THOUSAND TIMES AS A CHILD AND THIS WRECKED MY BALANCE SYSTEM. 

I THINK A PAVLOVIAN RESPONSE WAS ALSO GENERATED BY THIS ABUSE. WHEN SOMEONE STARTS THE SAME TYPE OF PSYCHOTIC IRRATIONAL  ATTACK AS MY MOTHER DID, I LOSE MY BALANCE, PROFOUNDLY. AT THE SAME LOCATION OR IF THE SAME TYPE OF BEHAVIOR WAS EXHIBITED COLLAPSE COULD OCCUR AT ANY TIME. SOME PARTS OR ALL PARTS OF MY BODY LET GO AND I FALL DOWN.

Saturday, July 23, 2022

SHELL SHOCK CREATES A BEWILDERING VIRTUAL PARALYSIS WHICH CAN HAPPEN MANY TIMES WITHOUT ONE'S BEING ABLE TO KNOW EXACTLY WHAT HAPPENED. FUGUE CAUSES ONE TO BE AWARE OF ONLY THE RESULT.

OBVIOUSLY DISABLED AND CHALLENGED AS TO "WHAT IS THE MECHANISM THAT BRINGS THE DISABILITY ABOUT ?"

WHY TONIC IMMOBILITY, VIRTUAL PARALYSIS, COLLAPSE IMMOBILITY AND SHELL SHOCK COME ABOUT AND BECOME A DAY AFTER DAY IMPEDIMENT TO DOING VIRTUALLY ANYTHING IS AN INTERESTING STUDY FOR MEDICAL RESEARCHERS.

LAW SHOULD BE LESS INQUISITIVE. WHAT MATTERS IS THAT COLLAPSE DID HAPPEN AND TO WHOM IT HAPPENED AND WHO COMMITTED AN UNLAWFUL ACT WHICH CAUSED MY SHELLSHOCK, VIRTUAL PARALYSIS AND TONIC IMMOBILITY. 

WHEN I AM PARALYZED LIKE I AM TODAY, I AM VULNERABLE TO COLLAPSES CAUSED BY POLICE OR BY BEING THREATENED WITH POLICE.

I HAVE TO GET TO MY FEET TO ANSWER THE POLICE KNOCKING, JUST LIKE THE GESTAPO WOULD NOT GO AWAY THEY WILL NOT GO AWAY WITH THEIR SOCIOPATHIC TERRORIZATION.

MY METHODS FOR COPING WITH MY DISABILITY SHOULD NOT HAVE BEEN INTERFERED WITH

EVERY PITFALL I EXPERIENCED SHOULD HAVE BEEN ABLE TO HAVE BEEN AVOIDED.

I HAD DISABILITY INSURANCE WITH AFLAC. I WAS CHEATED AND SUFFERED FOR A LIFETIME WITHOUT ASSISTANCE.

I STARTED MY OWN BUSINESS AND MY BUSINESS WAS ROBBED AND ARSONED.

I BOUGHT MY OWN PROPERTY TO HAVE SOMEWHERE THAT WAS PEACEFUL AND UNINTERRUPTED SO I COULD HEAL, AND REST AND DO MY ART, WRITING AND MUSIC AND THERE HAVE BEEN MANY MORE POLICE AND BY-LAW AND SHERIFFS THAN GIRLFRIENDS AND JEWELERS AND MUSICIANS HERE.

I AM DISABLED SO THAT I REQUIRE A SLEEP EVERY FEW HOURS. MY EX-WIFE INTERFERED WITH MY ABILITY TO GO TO VANCOUVER, PLEADING WITH AN ASSOCIATE TO HELP HER SAVE HER MARRIAGE BY NOT LETTING ME SLEEP AT HIS OFTEN VACANT HOME.

THERE IS THE WOMEN'S LIE SPREADING COLLUSION SPREADING STORIES TO LAWYERS, POLICE, ICBC, AND MALIGNANT NARCISSISTS AT THE ALF TOONE COOP WHO DROVE ME OFF MY LAST SLEEPING PLACE IN ANY CITY AT THE ROCKLIFFE IN VICTORIA.

I HAVE TO DRIVE ONE HOUR AND SLEEP AND GET UP AND DO AN HOUR OR SO IN THE WORST CONDITION AND THREE OR FOUR IN THE BEST CONDITION AND EVERY TIME I HAVE GONE TO MY ROCKCLIFFE I HAVE COLLAPSED. THIS TIME I SUFFERED MORE COLLAPSES AND IT HAS BEEN SIX YEARS NOW PARALYZED MOSTLY AND NO PLACE TO SLEEP IN ANY CITY. NO WOMEN, NO MUSICIANS, NO CONVERSATIONS, NO NOTHING TO HELP ME TO NORMALIZE AND RECOVER.

THE EXTRAORDINARY HEAVINESS OF VIRTUAL PARALYSIS

I am so Paralyzed that I can't lift my arms, I am supporting them on the arms of the typist chair.

When I do lift myself and cling to things to do a task, like making a sandwich, I end up sitting on the kitchen rolling stool, immobile. Gargoyling.

No one comes to see me. Last Thursday, went to the Bank Machine and the Grocery Store and the Hardware Store and the Health Food Store.

That was my greatest mobility in two weeks, it lasted two hours, mostly I reclined at 135* in my car or I would not have lasted. There was only a couple of minutes of standing at each shop. The exception was the Grocery Store where I had to support myself on the Grocery Cart. My hands and thumbs in particular, still ache and my back as well. I think that is why I am so wrecked as to be useless today.

I had tried to go for a week without being mobile enough to go shopping. I left Sooke and I had to come right home. I could not get eggs or the mail.

The car sits where I drove it in to and unloaded it. Each morning, now Saturday I tried to go to get eggs, it has to be early to get the Egg Lady eggs. I am not able to even drive a few blocks to get eggs and the mail. Really, I am not mobile.

I will lay flat now, I have held myself up on my arms for too long, I am having some tremors and my ribs where I was injured 20 years ago with a 10 finger Tai Chi blow spasm in and out.

A regression from "Start of Throw Down" procedure to the second stage with a "Right Side Lock Up".

I woke up this morning August 22, 2022, at 4;30 am with a spasm in my neck and my right leg twisted. I tried to pull it out but I could not. Legs are "tensed" back out of a proper alignment with the heels ready to collapse the calves upwards. I had a severe reverse arch of the back. There are tensed ligament connections transferring tension, nerve irritation and spasm between the legs and my neck.

I HAVE SWAYBACK LIKE THAT IN THE 

SHELL SHOCK LIFE  blog

I COULD NOT GET THE SPASMS AND LOCKUPS SETTLED DOWN. I COULD NOT GET INTO IN THAT OLD FAMILIAR POSITION WHICH I REMEMBER BEING IN AS A FOUR YEAR OLD, ON THE BED, STRUGGLING TO GET A BREATH AFTER I WAS THROWN DOWN AND JUMPED ON BY MOTHER. I WAS STUCK IN THE CRUMPLED TO THE RIGHT, AFTER THE PULL TO THE LEFT, UNBALANCED AND DISORIENTATED, COMPRESSED INTO A HEAP, AS I WAS JUST BEFORE MY MOTHER WOULD, NOT ALWAYS, BUT OFTEN JUMP ON ME. 

I WOULD STRUGGLE FOR A RELEASE BREATH AND, (THE POLICE RAIDING CAN CAUSE THIS), THEN AS NOW I WOULD EVENTUALLY HAVE THE SHUDDERING GULPING OF AIR AS MY BREATH RESTARTED PROPERLY INSTEAD OF GASPINGLY AND POLICE COULD CAUSE THIS TO HAPPEN AND LAST FOR YEARS.

I WAS YANKED BY THE HAIR TO THE RIGHT BUT THEN WRENCHED TO THE GROUND BY THE HAIR TO MY LEFT.

THAT POSITION, LEFT LEG BENT AND TWISTED OVER TO THE LEFT AND MY SPINE TWISTED TO THE LEFT BUT WITH MY HEAD TURNED THE OTHER WAY AND THE MID BACK FALLEN IN IN A REVERSE ARCH IS THE POSITION.

I HAVE TO STRAIGHTEN UP TO STAND AND RIGHT NOW THAT IS LASTING AS LITTLE AS ONE MINUTE AND I HAVE TO BE BACK IN A RECLINED POSITION OR I MUST BE LAID OUT COMPLETELY FLAT OR EVEN IN THE AGE FOUR TO TWELVE THROW DOWN TWIST POSITION OR RECLINING AT 135* CLINGING TO THE FURNITURE.

I ALSO AM AFFLICTED BY TONIC IMMOBILITY AND

SHELL SHOCK        <click

WHEN THESE ARE TRIGGERED, DOWN I GO, JUST LIKE WHEN I WAS THROWN DOWN JUST BEFORE I WAS, NOT ALWAYS, BUT OFTEN, JUMPED ON.

PEOPLE MISREAD BOTH MY HAPPINESS AT BEING MOBILE AND MY CHAGRIN AS I COLLAPSE

WHEN I AM MOBILE, SINCE THE 1980's, I SMILE AND I AM HAPPY AND PEOPLE MISREAD THIS AND CONDEMN ME AS IF I AM IRRATIONALLY HAPPY OR  THEY PURPORT THAT I AM NOT TAKING THEM SERIOUSLY AND REACT AGAINST ME.

WHEN I AM IMMOBILE, NO ONE SEES ME.

WHEN I COLLAPSE INTO SHELL SHOCK THERE IS A VERY GRIM LOOK ON MY FACE WHICH PEOPLE OBJECT TO AND EVEN THINK THAT THAT JUSTIFIES THEIR  CALLING POLICE TO HELP THEM.

I CAN NOT EVER HARASS OR THREATEN OR EVEN ARGUE WITH PEOPLE BECAUSE I WILL GO INTO   (Click on the banner.)

 SHELL SHOCK

I HAD AND HAVE TO OBJECT THROUGH TAPED MESSAGES AND IN LETTERS AND EMAIL AND THROUGH PUBLICATION.

HAD I NOT BEEN INJURED IN 1968 AND 1970 AND HAD I NOT HAD TO STOP WORKING I WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN IN A SUCH A FINANCIALLY WEAK CONDITION AS WELL AS BEING PHYSICALLY SO WEAK THAT YOU CANNOT IMAGINE SUCH WEAKNESS I WOULD CONJECTURE.

I WOULD NOT EVER HAVE LEFT MY JOB AT THE CNR. THAT JOB MIGHT WELL HAVE LED ME TO THE SENIOR MANAGEMENT POSITIONS I HAD HIRED ON TO THE CNR TO WORK AT AND I WOULD LIKELY HAVE GOTTEN TO WORK AT. IF THAT HAS NOT HAPPENED I WAS ALWAYS WORKING AT ART, MY WRITING AND/OR MY MUSIC. I HAVE NEVER QUIT.

I THINK I WOULD HAVE BEEN REQUIRED TO ORGANIZE AND TRAIN WORKERS. 

THERE WAS DOCUMENTED PROOF OF MY ABILITY TO ORGANIZE, TRAIN AND RETAIN THE LOYALTY AND COOPERATION OF EMPLOYEES.

THERE NIGHT BE MORE FRAGMENTS AND REMAINDERS OF MY ABILITY AND PERFORMANCE RECORDS THAN ONE MIGHT IMAGINE THERE COULD BE.

FIND ANYTHING I DID. I ALWAYS TRIED MY BEST AND THAT WAS ALWAYS GOOD.

IF YOU SET OUT TO ALWAYS LEAVE A RECORD OF INTEGRITY AND DILIGENCE YOU WILL LOOK GOOD AND BE ABLE TO TELL STORIES WHERE YOU LOOK GOOD.

THIS IS NOT AN EGOTISTICAL FLAW! 

DO NOT BE MAD AT ME ABOUT THIS TOO!

AT THE DROP OF A BAT, WHAP!

ALL ROADS LEAD TO 

SHELL SHOCK !  Click on SHELL SHOCK to enter the blog.

THIS COULD BE A HARD TO GRASP CONCEPT. THIS CAN HAPPEN WITHOUT WARNING AND THROUGH MANY  AN AGENCY. THAT IS THE WAY THE CREATOR OF THE SYNDROME, IN MY CASE, PLANNED IT AND WANTED IT.

THE ONSET CAN BE INSTANT, OR IT MAY BE DELAYED. IT IS  SURPRISING AND SUBTLE AND COMPLETELY OVERWHELMING WITHOUT BEING OVERTLY KNOWN.

THIS IS ANOTHER DIFFICULT TO GRASP BUT EASY TO HAVE EXPERIENCED ASPECT OF SHELL SHOCK OR TONIC IMMOBILITY OR COLLAPSE IMMOBILITY:

THERE IS A BLANK SPOT IN MEMORY AS COLLAPSE ENSUES. AT THE DROP OF A BAT, FUGUE SETS IN.

What is dissociative fugue? A dissociative fugue is a Zombie like state for me. I even Zombie Work, going through the motions of work but not really remembering how much or how many times, just the whole of the continuation of the work. People with this symptom can't remember who they are or details about their past. Other names for this include a "fugue” or a “fugue state.”  

MINE WAS A LITTLE DIFFERENT IN THE PAST. I DID NOT KNOW HOW I ENDED UP CRIPPLED.

I WOULD ASSUME THAT I HAD SLIPPED OR STEPPED IN A HOLE OR IT WAS THE LAST ACCIDENT.

IT WAS CAUSED BY THE FEAR AND THE ABJECT HOPELESSNESS OF BEING ABANDONED BY EVERYONE.

CLEVERLY REJECTING AN INJURED PERSON'S NEED FOR SUPPORT CAUSED SEVERE SHELL SHOCK.

I WOULD REMEMBER DISCONNECTED EVENTS, I DID NOT KNOW WHO OR WHAT WAS RELATED,

IN THE PAST WHEN I ENDED UP INJURED AND THEN I WAS VIRTUALLY PARALYZED,

SHELL SHOCK RELATED COLLAPSE OR CONVULSION HAD OCCURRED. 

I THINK I DID NOT REMEMBER THAT, I WOULD BE AWARE OF ONLY THE RESULT OF THE COLLAPSE OR CONVULSION.

I HAVE HAD A NUMBER OF CHEST CONSTRICTING CONVULSIONS FROM A CHILL OR EVEN A COLD WATER SPRAY.

WHAT IS WORRYING IS THAT THE ONSET OF THE

SHELL SHOCK 

COULD BE A MISFIRE OF A FEELING OF ENDANGERMENT SUCH AS A MOTORCYCLE TIRE SKIDDING AND I COULD LOSE MY ABILITY TO HOLD THE BIKE UP OR EVEN A BOX FALLING FROM A SHELF ONTO ME OR AN UNEXPECTED SLIP. THIS IS A DAMNED DANGEROUS SITUATION TO BE IN, IT IS VERY LIMITING.

THE PEOPLE WHO CAUSED THE COLLAPSE WERE SO NARCISSISTIC THAT THEY TOOK NO RESPONSIBILITY AND HAVE EVEN COMPLAINED ABOUT THE LOOK ON MY FACE AS I COLLAPSED. 

THEIR FEAR AT THE SIGHT OF MY GRIM VISAGE IS THE ONLY THING RECORDED.

ALL OF THIS MADNESS HAPPENED ONLY ON MY PROPERTY OR INVOLVING MY PROPERTY OR
OTHER ASSETS. THAT IS REALLY CRAZY AND DANGEROUS AND IT CAUSES MORE SHELL SHOCK .

IN THIS STATE OF DISABILITY, CREATED THROUGH A THOUSAND ATTACKS ON MYSELF AS A CHILD BY MY MOTHER, IMAGINE THE EFFECT THAT AN

UNPROVOKED, UNEXPECTED, FABRICATED FAKE 911 CALL RAID HAS.

Postscript on my Facebook Page:

I am reasonably certain now. in 2022 that my main disabling defecit is SHELL SHOCK.

It might be hard to accept that this is why my back is reverse arched this morning.

I went from body surfing on 15 foot waves in Gaspe' and PEI to never entering the water again, it does not seem that you can trust that nothing dangerous will happen.

I used to rollerblade for up to fifteen kilometers but after I was surrounded in the BC Supreme Court by Sherriffs as I spoke my properly filed writ, I never felt safe to be vulnerable on the Streets to Rollerblade again.

What a desperate expensive and long researched plaintiff suit I had Documented in 2000. Due to my Defamation and the Prevarication I faced I could not obtain Legal Representation. Police and Lawyers believed my ex-wife when she knew what I was thinking and though I had never harmed anyone I was aggressive and violent in thought.

I had to represent myself, only to be forced into Collapse and Chest Seizure and to not be able to approach the BC Supreme Coutr building without having SHELL SHOCK render me breathless. The Sherriffs had me terrified. Would they run me down as I rollerbladed? They did not hesitate to break the Law. I could never Rollerblade again, Swayback or SHELL SHOCK would grip me, right out in front of my then at 134 Howe St. suite. I tried again and again but I could not Rollerblade I would go into SHELL SHOCK.

I FELT SECURE TO WANDER THROUGH DANGEROUS PARTS OF LONDON ENGLAND.

Now somehow or other I collapse when I try to get in my car to leave or just to go up the driveway. I think I collapse when I approach the seventeen foot deep ditch, the insane but supported by all Law Enforcement and Ministries neighbors dug to ruin my land.Such a clever use of excavator and deisel to ruin instead of to build and then getting the By-Law and Police onto me, what a magnificant Canard!

I WOULD SELF REPRESENT IN ANY COURT OR BEFORE APPEAL BOARDS.

Ever so clever, it is all diverted or I am defamed and none of the legal work works!

Hopeless to be able to do anything and resentfully brought groceries every two weeks, I feel weak, powerless and vulnerable. The reluctanceof all and sundry to help me in any way makes me go weak. It seems so unreasonable. If I had not been attacked so many times I would have something together to supply myself with my needs. If I had been properly compensated I would not need anyone's help.

Pathetically I will have to beg one of my sons to get me groceries and they are so busy.

 

Why would the government of Canada turn over my future and my earning ability and my reputation to a crony gang whose business organization, the Law $ociety of British Columbia, controlled the Courts?

DISABLED NOT COMPENSATED: AN ABSURD OUTCOME FOR VICTIMS

Thursday, June 16, 2022

DODGELAW IS A LINDON COLLARD blog@blogspot

 

DODGELAW AND DUMBLAW

June 15, 2022

DODGELAW AND DUMBLAW ,

ROMPED HAND IN HAND,

NOT ONE OF THEM SAW,

THEY DO NOT UNDERSTAND.

BESIDES, THEY DO NOT CARE,

THEY'VE HEARD ABOUT YOU,

THEY ARE ENTIRELY AWARE,

OF WHAT YOU MIGHT DO.

SCOFFLAW AND FRAUD,

USE DOGELAW AND DUMBLAW,

THEY WILL NOT BE CAUGHT,

THEY CAN ALL SAY NO ONE SAW.

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I DRAW THE COMPARISON: WHEN YOU BUILD A BRIDGE IT HAD BETTER BE REAL.

NARCISSISTIC ALIOPHOBIC SOCIOPATHS FORCE THEIR BLACK FANTASY WORLD UPON US, PRETENDING THAT IT IS SOMETHING WHICH IS SACRED AND SOMETHING WHICH IS REAL. IT IS NOT.

TOTAL RECALL FROM AGE 4 TO AGE 76 1/2.

I woke up this morning long before the Sun came up and I had to start in stretching and twisting and pulling my spine into place, my neck out of locked spasm and my legs down into alignment.

WHEN I GOT THE SPASMS AND LOCKUPS SETTLED DOWN I WAS IN THAT OLD FAMILIAR POSITION WHICH I REMEMBER BEING IN AS A FOUR YEAR OLD, ON THE BED, STRUGGLING TO GET A BREATH AFTER I WAS THROWN DOWN AND JUMPED ON BY MOTHER.

I WOULD STRUGGLE FOR A RELEASE BREATH AND, (THE POLICE RAIDING CAN CAUSE THIS), THEN AS NOW I WOULD EVENTUALLY HAVE THE SHUDDERING GULPING OF AIR AS MY BREATH RESTARTED PROPERLY INSTEAD OF GASPINGLY AND POLICE COULD CAUSE THIS TO HAPPEN AND LAST FOR YEARS.

THE POSITION, WHETHER FALLING DOWN IN TONIC IMMOBILITY OR WEDGING INTO A SUPPORT POSTURE, OR LAYING ON THE BED, IS THE SAME.

I AM IN THE POSITION WHICH IS THE SAME AS THE THROW DOWN PROCEDURE CAUSED, IMPLEMENTED BY MY MOTHER.

I WAS YANKED BY THE HAIR TO THE RIGHT BUT THEN WRENCHED TO THE GROUND BY THE HAIR TO MY LEFT.

THAT POSITION, LEFT LEG BENT AND TWISTED OVER TO THE LEFT AND MY SPINE TWISTED TO THE LEFT BUT WITH MY HEAD TURNED THE OTHER WAY AND THE MID BACK FALLEN IN IN A REVERSE ARCH IS THE POSITION I HAVE TO ASSUME TO STOP SPASM.

I HAVE TO STRAIGHTEN UP TO STAND AND RIGHT NOW THAT IS LASTING AS LITTLE AS ONE MINUTE AND I HAVE TO BE BACK IN A RECLINED POSITION OR I MUST BE LAID OUT COMPLETELY FLAT OR EVEN IN THE AGE FOUR TO TWELVE THROW DOWN TWIST POSITION OR RECLINING AT 135* CLINGING TO THE FURNITURE.

I ALSO HAVE TONIC IMMOBILITY AND

SHELL SHOCK        <click

WHEN THESE ARE TRIGGERED, DOWN I GO, AS THROWN DOWN AND JUMPED ON.

I AM IN THE MIDST OF A PHYSICAL CHORE WHICH I CAN NOT COMPLETE BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN VIRTUALLY PARALYZED IN TONIC IMMOBILITY FOR MOST OF THE LAST SIX YEARS DURING MY LATEST BOUT OF COLLAPSED IMMOBILITY.

I REALLY WISH I WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN DISCOVERED TO HAVE A GOOD THING, THE PERMANENT RENTAL OF BURRVILLA. I HAD TO TAKE CARE OF IT MYSELF. I DID.

THE HOUSE WAS GOING TO BE MOVED UP INTO DEAS ISLAND PARK AND THAT WAS TOO GOOD OF A THING TO PASS UP GIVING IT TO A FRIEND OF ONE OF THE OFFICE GANG AT THE BCDC. THEY HAD TO GET RID OF ME AND MY DEAL SO THEY SOLD THE HOUSE TO THEIR BUDDY LANG FOR A DOLLAR WHICH WAS TOTAL BULLSHIT. That is how I ended up at Otter Point in 1979 after a year of attempts to evict me and the crooks were mad and said bad things about me as if I was being a nuisance. 

THEY GOT A JUDGE TO OVERRULE THE RENTALSMAN AND EVICT ME. I NOW KNOW THAT JUDGES RULE FOR THEIR CRONIES. I HAD TO BUY THE ONLY PLACE I WAS ABLE TO PURCHASE, AN UNFINISHED HOUSE, LOT A OTTER POINT BC.

FINISHING THAT HOUSE WAS THE LAST PHYSICAL WORK I WAS PLANNING TO DO BY WORKING A FEW HOURS SLEEPING AND WORKING MORE HOURS, SLEEPING, EATING AND WORKING AGAIN WITHOUT LEAVING THE HOUSE EXCEPT TO SLEEP IN MY BUS WHILE I WAS DOING GYPROC FINISHING AND PAINTING AND SANDING WOOD WALLS AND VARNISHING THEM. 

FOR EIGHT MONTHS MY JEWELRY SAT UNSOLD IN THE MIDST OF ALLTIME HIGH GOLD PRICES AND I WORKED AT MY SOLO FINISHING.

THE DAY I MOVED THE FAMILY IN THE PALFRY MADMAN BURNED THE HOUSE.

MY WORK RESUMED, SIFTING THE ASHES, LOOKING FOR JEWELRY AND GOLD AND SILVER AND GEM STONES.

ANOTHER UNFINISHED HOUSE WITH A SEPTIC FLOOD COMING THROUGH THE BASEMENT, MUD AND HARDPAN DUST, THE DITCH AND THE STRIPPED SOIL TO DEAL WITH. I HAD TO DO IT ALL. UGH!

THEN I WAS FORCED TO BE MY MOTHER'S AND MY WIFE'S SLAVE AND THE NEW HOUSE AT OTTER POINT NEVER GOT FINISHED, THE LAND REMAINS STRIPPED, UNREHABILITATED CLAY MUD AND I AM UNABLE TO DO ANOTHER THING BEYOND GROWING MY FOUR PLANTS I GET OFF EVERY MONTH OR SO.

I WAS LAYING ON THE MEDIA ROOM BED IN A POSITION WHERE I COULD STRETCH OUT MY BACK AND ROUND ITS CURVE THE RIGHT WAY SO AS TO LOOSEN AND EXPAND LOCKED JOINTS.

I HAD A BREATH RELEASE, I REALIZED:

I AM IN THE POSITION WHICH MY BODY WOULD BE IN WHEN I AS A CHILD HAD MY HAIR PULLED AND I WAS YANKED TO THE LEFT AND DOWN TO THE FLOOR. I AM ABLE TO LINE UP OR ALIGN BACK TO THE POSITION BEFORE I BEGAN TO BE HAIR PULLED AND THROWN DOWN IF I ASSUME THE POSITION I WOULD BE IN AS I WAS YANKED DOWN. *

*''STRAIN AND COUNTERSTRAIN".

THE INCREDIBLE DAMAGE WHICH IS DONE BY THE SUDDEN STOP

I HAD A  CALF SPASM THIS MORNING.

I BROKE THE SPASM WHICH BEGAN AS I TRIED TO GET THE SWAYBACK OUT OF MY BACK. 

THE SWAYBACK HAS BEEN IN MY BACK SINCE I CAME TO A "SUDDEN STOP" WHEN THERE WAS A POLICE TRUCK HERE, I WAS ACCUSED OF ANIMAL CRUELTY, THE DOM SAID SHE HAD A "RIGHT TO INVESTIGATE". 

NEXT, IN AN INCREDIBLE MULTIPLICITY OF FEMALE ROLE EXPANSION AND DIVERSITY, A BARE FEMALE ASS EMERGED CHEEKS FIRST RIGHT IN MY FACE. USUALLY IN THE PAST I WOULD START TO FONDLE THE BARE ASS BUT THIS IS A "SUDDEN STOP " DYKISH POLICE RAID.

I DO NOT KNOW, WAS IT JUST; CRAZY POLICE WERE GOING NUTS ON ME AS USUAL OR WAS IT THE "SUDDEN STOP" THAT THREW ME INTO CONVULSION.

WAS IT THE POSSIBILITY WHICH NO ONE WILL ENTERTAIN? 

WAS I BLOWN OUT BY THE MULTIPLICITY OF CONFLICTING AND REINFORCING STIMULI CAUSED BY THE MULTIPLICITY OF FEMALE ROLES, ALL OF WHICH REEKED OF POLICE OR JAIL OR OF SEX OR PROSTITUTION WHICH IF PATRONIZED COULD LEAD TO POLICE. THE WOMAN WAS ACCURATELY COSTUMED AS A 1980'sVICTORIA GOVERNMENT STREET SEX WORKER .  

THIS WAS TOO MUCH FOR MY BRAIN OR PSYCHE AND I HAD A MENTAL BLOWOUT WHICH CAUSED CHEST LOCK AND SWAYBACK. 

COULD THIS BE  A RECURRENCE OF :

SHELL SHOCK 

  

SOMETHING MADE ME GO INTO A RIGID  CONVULSION. I KNOCKED THREE TEETH LOOSE THAT FELL OUT OVER TIME AND I STARTED DROOLING OUT OF BOTH SIDES OF MY MOUTH AND HOLY FUCK, TALK ABOUT CRIPPLED AND JUST AS BAD NOW OR EVEN WORSE SOMETIMES, LIKE NOW.

THIS REMINDS ME OF A NUMBER OF DISABLING FACTORS ASSOCIATED WITH "SUDDEN STOP."

I HAVE CAUGHT MY FEET IN A STAIR TREAD OR HAD A SPRAY OF COLD WATER ON MY CALF(S) AND I HAD A COLLAPSE OR WENT INTO CONVULSION, OR BOTH.

THERE IS A CONNECTION BETWEEN HAVING MY CALF(S) PUSHED UP, OR HAVING MY FEET ROTATED BACK UP INTO MY CALF(S), AND GOING INTO SWAYBACK OR CHEST LOCK. I HAVE TO BE CAREFUL TO AVOID TRIGGERING THIS SYMPTOMATIC REACTION ALL THE TIME.

WHEN MOTHER COLLARD GRABBED ME FROM BEHIND BY THE HAIR AND YANKED ME DOWN TO THE GROUND I WAS SUBJECTED TO "SUDDEN STOP"+. 

THE PLUS (+) EFFECT FROM BEING FORCED DOWN ALSO CAN HAPPEN IN AN AUTOMOBILE ACCIDENT.

HITTING THE CEILING,DASH OR STEERING WHEEL CAN FORCE THE HEAD BACK AND MAY COMPRESS THE SPINE WITH A DOWNWARD FORCE COMPONENT ALSO.

 

WOMEN MASQUERADING AS COMPETENT PRACTITIONERS OF ADMINISTRATIVE SERVICES CAN CAUSE TERRIBLE LIFE ALTERING INJUSTICE AND LACK OF SUPPORT AND EVEN MEDICAL TREATMENT

THE ACT OF INCOMPETENCE WHICH A WOMAN MASQUERADING AS AN ICBC ADJUSTER COMMITTED IN 1998 WAS A PIVOTAL AND LIFE RUINING BLUNDER.

BINK LOFGREN BELIEVED THAT I, DEFAMED AS USUAL, WAS TRAVELLING AT 85 MPH AND THE GUY DRIVING UP THE WRONG SIDE OF THE ROAD WAS STOPPED AND WE COLLIDED AND STUCK IN PLACE. SOMEHOW SHE DID NOT SEE THAT THE DAMAGE WAS ON THE BACK DOOR AND THE REAR QUARTER PANEL OF MY CAR.

EVERYBODY LIED AND I WAS NOT COMPENSATED AND EVEN FORCED TO PAY THE CROOK LAWYER TURNHAM'S LEGAL FEES WHICH IS UNLAWFUL. 

THIS GOT STARTED BY A STUPID FAKING WOMAN'S INCOMPETENCE.

IT WAS NOT ONLY WOMEN WHO DID THIS BUT IT WAS A WOMAN'S TECHNIQUE AND INCOMPETENCE LIKE SO MANY WOMEN EXHIBITED AS THEY SCREWED ME UP WHICH MEN COERCED BY THEIR CRONY PEER GROUP INFLICTED UPON ME.

I HAD ONE SHELL SHOCK  

EVENT IN 2016 WHERE VICTORIA BYLAW MALES CAME HERE BUT THE DISPUTE WAS STARTED BY THE ALF TOONE CORP WOMEN.

THE LATEST COLLAPSES I HAVE EXPERIENCED WERE EPISODES OF TONIC IMMOBILITY OR  SHELL SHOCK.

WOMEN WERE THE ACTORS IN A NUMBER OF SHELL SHOCK OR TONIC IMMOBILITY  COLLAPSES WHICH I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO RECOVER FROM, CONSTANTLY, I REGRESS INTO A VIRTUALLY PARALYZED SWAY BACK.

AS I PASSED THE ROCKCLIFFE WHERE MY SUITE SITS EMPTY, I WAS DRIVEN OFF OF IT BY THE WOMEN OF THE ALF TOONE CORPORATION, I HAD DRIVEN FOR  ONE AND ONE HALF HOURS INSTEAD OF ORIGINATING THERE WHICH IS WHY I BOUGHT THE BUILDING, AS A HOME FOR MY CHILDREN,TO LIVE THERE,TO HAVE A VICTORIA ORIGINATION TO GO TO DATES AND APPOINTMENTS. I COLLAPSED IN MY CAR AS I PASSED THE ROCKCLIFFE.

NOTHING ANY GOOD EVER HAPPENED HERE AT OTTER POINT HOUSE. THE LAST COLLAPSE I HAD HERE AT OTTER POINT WAS THIS GEM OF AN EXPERIENCE: 

I heard a honk and I got to my feet and headed for the driveway. "Thanks for Honking" I said. THEN THE GODDAMN WOMAN'S LIES AND CONTROL BECAME EVIDENT AND I WAS APPALLED AND ANGUISHED AND BEING DOMINATED BY A WOMAN DRESSED  AS A POLICE OFFICER AND READY TO CALL SWAT. 

I WAS LOSING MY BREATH AND STARTING TO SWAYBACK WHEN ANOTHER WOMAN'S EXCESS WAS LITERALLY THRUST INTO MY FACE. SHE BACKED OUT OF THE POLICE SUV BARE ASS FIRST. I COULD REALLY USE A BARE ASSED CHICK AFTER FIFTEEN YEARS OF CUT OFF FROM MY FUCK PALACE IN VICTORIA BY ALF TOONE WOMEN AND HERE IT IS A BEAUTIFUL FUCK ME, FUCK ME BARE ASS. FUCK DID I EVER HAVE A SHOCKED CONVULSION, IT KNOCKED THREE TEETH OUT AND I STARTED DROOLING ON BOTH SIDES OF MY MOUTH AND NONE OF THIS HAS EVER STOPPED YET, SIX YEARS, I AM 76 NOW.

SHELL SHOCK  IS TOTALLY DISABLING ME AND IT HAS GONE ON FOR SIX YEARS.