A regression from "Start of Throw Down" procedure to the second stage with a "Right Side Lock Up".

I woke up this morning August 22, 2022, at 4;30 am with a spasm in my neck and my right leg twisted. I tried to pull it out but I could not. Legs are "tensed" back out of a proper alignment with the heels ready to collapse the calves upwards. I had a severe reverse arch of the back. There are tensed ligament connections transferring tension, nerve irritation and spasm between the legs and my neck.

I HAVE SWAYBACK LIKE THAT IN THE 

SHELL SHOCK LIFE  blog

I COULD NOT GET THE SPASMS AND LOCKUPS SETTLED DOWN. I COULD NOT GET INTO IN THAT OLD FAMILIAR POSITION WHICH I REMEMBER BEING IN AS A FOUR YEAR OLD, ON THE BED, STRUGGLING TO GET A BREATH AFTER I WAS THROWN DOWN AND JUMPED ON BY MOTHER. I WAS STUCK IN THE CRUMPLED TO THE RIGHT, AFTER THE PULL TO THE LEFT, UNBALANCED AND DISORIENTATED, COMPRESSED INTO A HEAP, AS I WAS JUST BEFORE MY MOTHER WOULD, NOT ALWAYS, BUT OFTEN JUMP ON ME. 

I WOULD STRUGGLE FOR A RELEASE BREATH AND, (THE POLICE RAIDING CAN CAUSE THIS), THEN AS NOW I WOULD EVENTUALLY HAVE THE SHUDDERING GULPING OF AIR AS MY BREATH RESTARTED PROPERLY INSTEAD OF GASPINGLY AND POLICE COULD CAUSE THIS TO HAPPEN AND LAST FOR YEARS.

I WAS YANKED BY THE HAIR TO THE RIGHT BUT THEN WRENCHED TO THE GROUND BY THE HAIR TO MY LEFT.

THAT POSITION, LEFT LEG BENT AND TWISTED OVER TO THE LEFT AND MY SPINE TWISTED TO THE LEFT BUT WITH MY HEAD TURNED THE OTHER WAY AND THE MID BACK FALLEN IN IN A REVERSE ARCH IS THE POSITION.

I HAVE TO STRAIGHTEN UP TO STAND AND RIGHT NOW THAT IS LASTING AS LITTLE AS ONE MINUTE AND I HAVE TO BE BACK IN A RECLINED POSITION OR I MUST BE LAID OUT COMPLETELY FLAT OR EVEN IN THE AGE FOUR TO TWELVE THROW DOWN TWIST POSITION OR RECLINING AT 135* CLINGING TO THE FURNITURE.

I ALSO AM AFFLICTED BY TONIC IMMOBILITY AND

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WHEN THESE ARE TRIGGERED, DOWN I GO, JUST LIKE WHEN I WAS THROWN DOWN JUST BEFORE I WAS, NOT ALWAYS, BUT OFTEN, JUMPED ON.