TOTAL RECALL FROM AGE 4 TO AGE 76 1/2.

I woke up this morning long before the Sun came up and I had to start in stretching and twisting and pulling my spine into place, my neck out of locked spasm and my legs down into alignment.

WHEN I GOT THE SPASMS AND LOCKUPS SETTLED DOWN I WAS IN THAT OLD FAMILIAR POSITION WHICH I REMEMBER BEING IN AS A FOUR YEAR OLD, ON THE BED, STRUGGLING TO GET A BREATH AFTER I WAS THROWN DOWN AND JUMPED ON BY MOTHER.

I WOULD STRUGGLE FOR A RELEASE BREATH AND, (THE POLICE RAIDING CAN CAUSE THIS), THEN AS NOW I WOULD EVENTUALLY HAVE THE SHUDDERING GULPING OF AIR AS MY BREATH RESTARTED PROPERLY INSTEAD OF GASPINGLY AND POLICE COULD CAUSE THIS TO HAPPEN AND LAST FOR YEARS.

THE POSITION, WHETHER FALLING DOWN IN TONIC IMMOBILITY OR WEDGING INTO A SUPPORT POSTURE, OR LAYING ON THE BED, IS THE SAME.

I AM IN THE POSITION WHICH IS THE SAME AS THE THROW DOWN PROCEDURE CAUSED, IMPLEMENTED BY MY MOTHER.

I WAS YANKED BY THE HAIR TO THE RIGHT BUT THEN WRENCHED TO THE GROUND BY THE HAIR TO MY LEFT.

THAT POSITION, LEFT LEG BENT AND TWISTED OVER TO THE LEFT AND MY SPINE TWISTED TO THE LEFT BUT WITH MY HEAD TURNED THE OTHER WAY AND THE MID BACK FALLEN IN IN A REVERSE ARCH IS THE POSITION I HAVE TO ASSUME TO STOP SPASM.

I HAVE TO STRAIGHTEN UP TO STAND AND RIGHT NOW THAT IS LASTING AS LITTLE AS ONE MINUTE AND I HAVE TO BE BACK IN A RECLINED POSITION OR I MUST BE LAID OUT COMPLETELY FLAT OR EVEN IN THE AGE FOUR TO TWELVE THROW DOWN TWIST POSITION OR RECLINING AT 135* CLINGING TO THE FURNITURE.

I ALSO HAVE TONIC IMMOBILITY AND

SHELL SHOCK        <click

WHEN THESE ARE TRIGGERED, DOWN I GO, AS THROWN DOWN AND JUMPED ON.

I AM IN THE MIDST OF A PHYSICAL CHORE WHICH I CAN NOT COMPLETE BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN VIRTUALLY PARALYZED IN TONIC IMMOBILITY FOR MOST OF THE LAST SIX YEARS DURING MY LATEST BOUT OF COLLAPSED IMMOBILITY.

I REALLY WISH I WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN DISCOVERED TO HAVE A GOOD THING, THE PERMANENT RENTAL OF BURRVILLA. I HAD TO TAKE CARE OF IT MYSELF. I DID.

THE HOUSE WAS GOING TO BE MOVED UP INTO DEAS ISLAND PARK AND THAT WAS TOO GOOD OF A THING TO PASS UP GIVING IT TO A FRIEND OF ONE OF THE OFFICE GANG AT THE BCDC. THEY HAD TO GET RID OF ME AND MY DEAL SO THEY SOLD THE HOUSE TO THEIR BUDDY LANG FOR A DOLLAR WHICH WAS TOTAL BULLSHIT. That is how I ended up at Otter Point in 1979 after a year of attempts to evict me and the crooks were mad and said bad things about me as if I was being a nuisance. 

THEY GOT A JUDGE TO OVERRULE THE RENTALSMAN AND EVICT ME. I NOW KNOW THAT JUDGES RULE FOR THEIR CRONIES. I HAD TO BUY THE ONLY PLACE I WAS ABLE TO PURCHASE, AN UNFINISHED HOUSE, LOT A OTTER POINT BC.

FINISHING THAT HOUSE WAS THE LAST PHYSICAL WORK I WAS PLANNING TO DO BY WORKING A FEW HOURS SLEEPING AND WORKING MORE HOURS, SLEEPING, EATING AND WORKING AGAIN WITHOUT LEAVING THE HOUSE EXCEPT TO SLEEP IN MY BUS WHILE I WAS DOING GYPROC FINISHING AND PAINTING AND SANDING WOOD WALLS AND VARNISHING THEM. 

FOR EIGHT MONTHS MY JEWELRY SAT UNSOLD IN THE MIDST OF ALLTIME HIGH GOLD PRICES AND I WORKED AT MY SOLO FINISHING.

THE DAY I MOVED THE FAMILY IN THE PALFRY MADMAN BURNED THE HOUSE.

MY WORK RESUMED, SIFTING THE ASHES, LOOKING FOR JEWELRY AND GOLD AND SILVER AND GEM STONES.

ANOTHER UNFINISHED HOUSE WITH A SEPTIC FLOOD COMING THROUGH THE BASEMENT, MUD AND HARDPAN DUST, THE DITCH AND THE STRIPPED SOIL TO DEAL WITH. I HAD TO DO IT ALL. UGH!

THEN I WAS FORCED TO BE MY MOTHER'S AND MY WIFE'S SLAVE AND THE NEW HOUSE AT OTTER POINT NEVER GOT FINISHED, THE LAND REMAINS STRIPPED, UNREHABILITATED CLAY MUD AND I AM UNABLE TO DO ANOTHER THING BEYOND GROWING MY FOUR PLANTS I GET OFF EVERY MONTH OR SO.

I WAS LAYING ON THE MEDIA ROOM BED IN A POSITION WHERE I COULD STRETCH OUT MY BACK AND ROUND ITS CURVE THE RIGHT WAY SO AS TO LOOSEN AND EXPAND LOCKED JOINTS.

I HAD A BREATH RELEASE, I REALIZED:

I AM IN THE POSITION WHICH MY BODY WOULD BE IN WHEN I AS A CHILD HAD MY HAIR PULLED AND I WAS YANKED TO THE LEFT AND DOWN TO THE FLOOR. I AM ABLE TO LINE UP OR ALIGN BACK TO THE POSITION BEFORE I BEGAN TO BE HAIR PULLED AND THROWN DOWN IF I ASSUME THE POSITION I WOULD BE IN AS I WAS YANKED DOWN. *

*''STRAIN AND COUNTERSTRAIN".

THE INCREDIBLE DAMAGE WHICH IS DONE BY THE SUDDEN STOP

I HAD A  CALF SPASM THIS MORNING.

I BROKE THE SPASM WHICH BEGAN AS I TRIED TO GET THE SWAYBACK OUT OF MY BACK. 

THE SWAYBACK HAS BEEN IN MY BACK SINCE I CAME TO A "SUDDEN STOP" WHEN THERE WAS A POLICE TRUCK HERE, I WAS ACCUSED OF ANIMAL CRUELTY, THE DOM SAID SHE HAD A "RIGHT TO INVESTIGATE". 

NEXT, IN AN INCREDIBLE MULTIPLICITY OF FEMALE ROLE EXPANSION AND DIVERSITY, A BARE FEMALE ASS EMERGED CHEEKS FIRST RIGHT IN MY FACE. USUALLY IN THE PAST I WOULD START TO FONDLE THE BARE ASS BUT THIS IS A "SUDDEN STOP " DYKISH POLICE RAID.

I DO NOT KNOW, WAS IT JUST; CRAZY POLICE WERE GOING NUTS ON ME AS USUAL OR WAS IT THE "SUDDEN STOP" THAT THREW ME INTO CONVULSION.

WAS IT THE POSSIBILITY WHICH NO ONE WILL ENTERTAIN? 

WAS I BLOWN OUT BY THE MULTIPLICITY OF CONFLICTING AND REINFORCING STIMULI CAUSED BY THE MULTIPLICITY OF FEMALE ROLES, ALL OF WHICH REEKED OF POLICE OR JAIL OR OF SEX OR PROSTITUTION WHICH IF PATRONIZED COULD LEAD TO POLICE. THE WOMAN WAS ACCURATELY COSTUMED AS A 1980'sVICTORIA GOVERNMENT STREET SEX WORKER .  

THIS WAS TOO MUCH FOR MY BRAIN OR PSYCHE AND I HAD A MENTAL BLOWOUT WHICH CAUSED CHEST LOCK AND SWAYBACK. 

COULD THIS BE  A RECURRENCE OF :

SHELL SHOCK 

  

SOMETHING MADE ME GO INTO A RIGID  CONVULSION. I KNOCKED THREE TEETH LOOSE THAT FELL OUT OVER TIME AND I STARTED DROOLING OUT OF BOTH SIDES OF MY MOUTH AND HOLY FUCK, TALK ABOUT CRIPPLED AND JUST AS BAD NOW OR EVEN WORSE SOMETIMES, LIKE NOW.

THIS REMINDS ME OF A NUMBER OF DISABLING FACTORS ASSOCIATED WITH "SUDDEN STOP."

I HAVE CAUGHT MY FEET IN A STAIR TREAD OR HAD A SPRAY OF COLD WATER ON MY CALF(S) AND I HAD A COLLAPSE OR WENT INTO CONVULSION, OR BOTH.

THERE IS A CONNECTION BETWEEN HAVING MY CALF(S) PUSHED UP, OR HAVING MY FEET ROTATED BACK UP INTO MY CALF(S), AND GOING INTO SWAYBACK OR CHEST LOCK. I HAVE TO BE CAREFUL TO AVOID TRIGGERING THIS SYMPTOMATIC REACTION ALL THE TIME.

WHEN MOTHER COLLARD GRABBED ME FROM BEHIND BY THE HAIR AND YANKED ME DOWN TO THE GROUND I WAS SUBJECTED TO "SUDDEN STOP"+. 

THE PLUS (+) EFFECT FROM BEING FORCED DOWN ALSO CAN HAPPEN IN AN AUTOMOBILE ACCIDENT.

HITTING THE CEILING,DASH OR STEERING WHEEL CAN FORCE THE HEAD BACK AND MAY COMPRESS THE SPINE WITH A DOWNWARD FORCE COMPONENT ALSO.

 

WOMEN MASQUERADING AS COMPETENT PRACTITIONERS OF ADMINISTRATIVE SERVICES CAN CAUSE TERRIBLE LIFE ALTERING INJUSTICE AND LACK OF SUPPORT AND EVEN MEDICAL TREATMENT

THE ACT OF INCOMPETENCE WHICH A WOMAN MASQUERADING AS AN ICBC ADJUSTER COMMITTED IN 1998 WAS A PIVOTAL AND LIFE RUINING BLUNDER.

BINK LOFGREN BELIEVED THAT I, DEFAMED AS USUAL, WAS TRAVELLING AT 85 MPH AND THE GUY DRIVING UP THE WRONG SIDE OF THE ROAD WAS STOPPED AND WE COLLIDED AND STUCK IN PLACE. SOMEHOW SHE DID NOT SEE THAT THE DAMAGE WAS ON THE BACK DOOR AND THE REAR QUARTER PANEL OF MY CAR.

EVERYBODY LIED AND I WAS NOT COMPENSATED AND EVEN FORCED TO PAY THE CROOK LAWYER TURNHAM'S LEGAL FEES WHICH IS UNLAWFUL. 

THIS GOT STARTED BY A STUPID FAKING WOMAN'S INCOMPETENCE.

IT WAS NOT ONLY WOMEN WHO DID THIS BUT IT WAS A WOMAN'S TECHNIQUE AND INCOMPETENCE LIKE SO MANY WOMEN EXHIBITED AS THEY SCREWED ME UP WHICH MEN COERCED BY THEIR CRONY PEER GROUP INFLICTED UPON ME.

I HAD ONE SHELL SHOCK  

EVENT IN 2016 WHERE VICTORIA BYLAW MALES CAME HERE BUT THE DISPUTE WAS STARTED BY THE ALF TOONE CORP WOMEN.

THE LATEST COLLAPSES I HAVE EXPERIENCED WERE EPISODES OF TONIC IMMOBILITY OR  SHELL SHOCK.

WOMEN WERE THE ACTORS IN A NUMBER OF SHELL SHOCK OR TONIC IMMOBILITY  COLLAPSES WHICH I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO RECOVER FROM, CONSTANTLY, I REGRESS INTO A VIRTUALLY PARALYZED SWAY BACK.

AS I PASSED THE ROCKCLIFFE WHERE MY SUITE SITS EMPTY, I WAS DRIVEN OFF OF IT BY THE WOMEN OF THE ALF TOONE CORPORATION, I HAD DRIVEN FOR  ONE AND ONE HALF HOURS INSTEAD OF ORIGINATING THERE WHICH IS WHY I BOUGHT THE BUILDING, AS A HOME FOR MY CHILDREN,TO LIVE THERE,TO HAVE A VICTORIA ORIGINATION TO GO TO DATES AND APPOINTMENTS. I COLLAPSED IN MY CAR AS I PASSED THE ROCKCLIFFE.

NOTHING ANY GOOD EVER HAPPENED HERE AT OTTER POINT HOUSE. THE LAST COLLAPSE I HAD HERE AT OTTER POINT WAS THIS GEM OF AN EXPERIENCE: 

I heard a honk and I got to my feet and headed for the driveway. "Thanks for Honking" I said. THEN THE GODDAMN WOMAN'S LIES AND CONTROL BECAME EVIDENT AND I WAS APPALLED AND ANGUISHED AND BEING DOMINATED BY A WOMAN DRESSED  AS A POLICE OFFICER AND READY TO CALL SWAT. 

I WAS LOSING MY BREATH AND STARTING TO SWAYBACK WHEN ANOTHER WOMAN'S EXCESS WAS LITERALLY THRUST INTO MY FACE. SHE BACKED OUT OF THE POLICE SUV BARE ASS FIRST. I COULD REALLY USE A BARE ASSED CHICK AFTER FIFTEEN YEARS OF CUT OFF FROM MY FUCK PALACE IN VICTORIA BY ALF TOONE WOMEN AND HERE IT IS A BEAUTIFUL FUCK ME, FUCK ME BARE ASS. FUCK DID I EVER HAVE A SHOCKED CONVULSION, IT KNOCKED THREE TEETH OUT AND I STARTED DROOLING ON BOTH SIDES OF MY MOUTH AND NONE OF THIS HAS EVER STOPPED YET, SIX YEARS, I AM 76 NOW.

SHELL SHOCK  IS TOTALLY DISABLING ME AND IT HAS GONE ON FOR SIX YEARS.

THE ADJUSTERS AND THE LAWYERS, POLICE AND JUDGES PACK UP, PICK UP THEIR PAY AND GO ON WITH THEIR LIVES. THAT IS NOT WHAT HAPPENED TO ANY OF THE ACCIDENT INJURED PERSONS I HAVE EVER MET

"DISABLED NOT COMPENSATED" IS MORE THAN JUST A COUPLE OF WORDS. 

THAT MISUSE OF  ADJUDICATION HAS DIMINISHED MOST OF MY LIFE. 

THE SYSTEMATIC ABUSE OF PERSONS INJURED IN ACCIDENTS CREATES  AN ABSURD OUTCOME FOR THE VICTIMS. 

MY DIARY:

How I feel May 30 2022

I woke at 2am til 3am, I had to get up I checked my rooms, I was not sure how long I had been  constantly trying and failing to get up and do anything, actually except to sit supported by my elbows, which are feeling raw, and eat or write. 

I lay down at 9pm Sunday, to prepare to do music practice, but that did not get to happen.

I got up a second time at 4;10 am and I salved, made coffee, and fed the cats .

I have work clothes on but I am collapsing as I write at 6:49 Am.

I so not know how l will get things I need, my sons generally are too busy to be asked to get me supplies. Perhaps I can order from Walmart as it says on TV?

I have to lay down.

Postscript: I continually neglect to enter what is required when nausea and vertigo result from too long of an activity.I have to lay at 135* on the recliner and hold on to various solid supports with tension on my hand and arm, sometimes one way, sometimes another. I have to brace my legs and my knees from time to time, against furniture or under a table or by foot, under a counter. 

I might have to swallow, copious saliva can be generated, and swallowing has to be done, which has a beneficial effect.

How to deal with this when out and about is problematic.

How could I go to Costco? That is almost moot as I keep collapsing in the driveway, so I am not even getting in my car. The sight of the Ditch is really overwhelming and bad.

My low back begins to lose strength, then swayback sets in and I can't breathe. I am unable to walk or to do other functions. Last time I went to my car I had to lay on the covered car before I could try to make it back to the house.

THE FAILURE TO COMPENSATE AN ACCIDENT VICTIM ACTUALLY ENCOURAGED PEOPLE TO DISCRIMINATE AGAINST, DEFAME AND CRIMINALIZE A PERSON WHO WAS JOLTED OUT OF THEIR LIFE AND REALITY BY A HUGE CRASH!

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THE FAILURE TO TO COMPENSATE ME FOR THE LOSS OF MY JOB AND MY PHYSICAL MOBILITY COST ME MORE THAN JUST THE MONTHLY PAYMENTS FROM  "AFFLAC" AND THE AWARD FOR DAMAGES FROM THE BRITISH COLUMBIA COURTS. 

IT COST ME MY SOCIAL LIFE AND IT COST ME MY REPUTATION AND THE FALSEHOOD AND DEFAMATION OF MYSELF HAS MADE ME VULNERABLE TO A PLETHORA OF CIVIL AND CRIMINAL THEFT, ABUSE AND FALSE ACCUSATION FROM PEOPLE WHO I  HAD NOT MET, BUT WHO LOOKED ME UP. 

AND GLORY BE, LINDON COLLARD ACCUSED OF BEING A BANK ROBBER DESPITE ATTENDING AT SCHOOL OR WORK EVERY WORKING DAY FROM 17 TO 21 YEARS OLD WHEN THIS FIRST DEFAMATION WAS LAUNCHED. 

THEY WERE REALLY DUMB RUBES AND REALLY DRUNK IN THE LATE SIXTIES AND EARLY SEVENTIES, THE LAWYERS ESPECIALLY SO. IS THIS HAPPENING NOW OR  AGAIN OR IS IT STILL  HAPPENING?

I HAVE JUST BECOME AWARE THAT THE DISABILITY PAYMENTS FROM AFFLAC WHICH I PAID FOR WITH EVERY PAY CHECK  SHOULD HAVE GONE ON FROM AGE TWENTY FOUR TO AGE  SIXTY FIVE. THAT MUST BE ABLE TO BE SUED OVER BECAUSE THERE ARE NO TIME LIMITS PROTECTING FRAUD THROUGH THE PASSAGE OF TIME IN CANADA.

THERE IS A DISABILITY, SWAYBACK, WHICH IS ASSOCIATED WITH TONIC IMMOBILITY.

SHELLSHOCK MIGHT BE THE OLD VERY DRAMATIC NAME FOR THE SYNDROME.

I WAS BUYING A NEW MATTRESS AT A SEARS DISCOUNT WAREHOUSE IN SAANICH IN 1982 OR THEREABOUTS. 

THE SALESMAN SAID THAT HE HAD A VERY BADLY INJURED BACK AS I HAD SAID I DID. HE RECOUNTED HIS INEXPLICABLE DIFFICULTY WITH TYING UP HIS SHOES AND PUTTING TROUSERS OR SOCKS  ON AS WELL.

I EXPERIENCED THAT DIFFICULTY. I WAS SURPRISED, OTHER BACK SYMPTOMS WERE ACUTE AT TIMES, BUT THERE WAS OFTEN AN INABILITY TO BEND FORWARD WHILE I WAS INFLEXIBLE AND IN A  REVERSE ARCH SPINAL ARCHITECTURE. THAT CAUSED MY CHEST TO SEIZE AS I  TRIED TO PUT MY SOCKS AND SHOES ON.

DISABLED AS THE SALESMAN AND I BOTH WERE, WE NEITHER OF US, KNEW THAT WHAT WAS HAMPERING US WAS NOT ONLY BACK INJURY BUT IT WAS ALSO:

SHELL SHOCK 

THERE ARE PROBABLY A LOT OF SHELL SHOCK AFFECTED PEOPLE, SOME  SUBTLY, OTHERS REVERSED ARCHED INTO AN INSTITUTIONALIZED WRECK.

IF A DISABLED PERSON LIKE MYSELF RECEIVED WHAT THEY HAD CONTRACTED TO RECEIVE AND THEY HAD PAID FOR WHILE EMPLOYED WITH A CREDIBLE CORPORATION, THE DISABILITY I SUFFER FROM MIGHT NOT HAVE DEVELOPED OVER AND OVER AGAIN UNTIL I AM NOT FUNCTIONAL

I AM DEFINITELY EXPERIENCING THE SAME INABILITY TO HAVE A PROPER RELEASE BREATH WHICH I SUFFERED FROM WHEN I HAD THE BREATH CRUSHED OUT OF ME AS A CHILD; THAT WAS PERPETRATED BY MY MOTHER.

THIS INFERNAL SHORTNESS OF BREATH, AND DIAPHRAGM LOCKING UP, AND SPASM AND WEAKNESS IS CAUSED BY OR IT IS ASSOCIATED WITH A REVERSE ARCH IN THE ARCHITECTURE AND ALIGNMENT OF THE BACK. 

SHELL SHOCK AFTER WWI WAS CALLED "SWAYBACK", DESCRIBING THE SPINAL MISALIGNMENT AND/OR SPASM THAT BOWS THE BACK  CAUSING AN INABILITY FOR THE AFFLICTED PERSON TO GET TO THEIR FEET AND STAND UP STRAIGHT. 

I AM AFFLICTED BY A STATE OF FUGE AND HYPER ALERTNESS AS I TRY TO MAKE SURE SOME AUTHORITY WILL NOT SNEAK UP AND THREATEN ME AND THEN I  HAVE A TONIC IMMOBILITY COLLAPSE. 

THERE HAVE BEEN A HUNDRED THIRTY HOSTILE PEOPLE ON MY PROPERTY IN THE LAST THIRTY YEARS,  SEVENTEEN HERE AT ONCE FORTY TWO YEARS AGO.

AS I TRY TO RECOVER, FOR INSTANCE IN THIS TWENTY YEAR LONG STRUGGLE TO BE AT LEAST SOMEWHAT FUNCTIONAL, I WAS ROLLERBLADING UP TO FIFTEEN KILOMETRES PER SESSION BEFORE BEING SURROUNDED IN THE BCSC AND AT THE ROCKCLIFFE AND I CAN NOT  ROLLERBLADE AT ALL NOW.

 AS I TRY TO RECOVER, I  COLLAPSE EACH TIME I AM SUBJECTED TO ANOTHER POLICE THREAT, ACCOMPLISHED  BY SENDING THE POLICE OR THE QUASI POLICE HERE, OR BY SAYING THEY WILL BE USED AGAINST ME AGAIN AS SOMEONE TRIES TO GET THEIR WAY WHEN THAT IS NOT LAWFUL.

ALL OF THESE MALICIOUS PLOYS CAUSE ANGUISH AND SWAY BACK AND FUGE AND TONIC IMMOBILITY COLLAPSE. 

THE HOUSE IS DOWN IN A HOLE AND THE FRONT YARD WAS EXCAVATED WITH A SEVENTEEN FOOT DEEP SIXTY FOOT WIDE DITCH CREATING AN IMPASSIBLE BARRIER FOR ME TO CROSS.

IF I TRY TO DRIVE OFF, THE TRAILER LOOMING OVERHEAD, THE EXCAVATED BANK AND THE STRIPPED SOIL OVERWHELM ME SUBTLY, BUT WITH A CHEST SEIZING BACK DROPPING STAGGER CAUSING SHELL SHOCK LIFE. 

THIS HAS BEEN VERY BAD FOR A VERY LONG TIME. THE SHERIFFS AND HAROLD TURNHAM CAUGHT ME BY SURPRISE WHEN I WAS PLEADING BEFORE THE BRITISH COLUMBIA SUPREME COURT IN 2001. SIX PEOPLE SURROUNDED ME AND I COLLAPSED AND I HAVE NOT RECOVERED AS OF APRIL 25TH 2022.

IN 2001 ALSO COLLAPSED WHEN TWELVE PEOPLE WERE IN MY PARKING LOT WHEN I ARRIVED AT MY ROCKCLIFFE APARTMENT BUILDING IN VICTORIA BC.

THE TWO COLLAPSES THEN WORKED TOGETHER TO FLOOR ME JUST LIKE WHAT HAPPENED ON SEVERAL PREVIOUS OCCASIONS. I WAS NOT AWARE OF THE SHELL SHOCK OR TONIC IMMOBILITY OR FUGE UNTIL A FEW YEARS AGO. I HAD THOUGHT I HAD BACK AND/OR HEAD INJURY FROM ACCIDENTS THAT CAUSED "VIRTUAL PARALYSIS", ONE CAN BARELY MOVE AND CAN BE FORCED TO RECLINE UP TO 99% OF THE TIME. YES, 99%.

I HAVE WRITTEN UP THE TEN OR THEREABOUTS COLLAPSE CAUSING POLICE INVOKING THREATS AND INVASIONS OF MY PROPERTY I HAVE EXPERIENCED SINCE 2001 IN THE BLOG. 

CAPRICIOUS JUSTICE

I REMEMBER THINKING AS I LEFT FOR VANCOUVER: FOUR HOURS TO GO PLAY HARMONICA AFTER I HAVE A SLEEP IN THE CAR ON ARRIVAL IS BETTER THAN NOTHING.

THEN THERE WAS NOTHING. EVERYONE HAD SEEN ME LAY THERE FOR YEARS AND THEN I WORKED THE JEWELRY FACTORY FROM A ROLLING CHAIR. EVERYONE PRETENDED THEY DID NOT KNOW THAT HAD HAPPENED OR THEY DID NOT CARE.

DEATH OF THE CONVULSANT

STEVE FONYO DIED RECENTLY AT AGE 56. HE HAD BEEN SUBJECT TO SEIZURES FOR SOME TIME, IN THE AFTERMATH OF A HEAD INJURY.

I HAVE BEEN SUSPICIOUS THAT A COLLAPSE OR A CONVULSION COULD CAUSE ME TO DIE. SOME OF THE "RESET" CHANGES TO OUTLOOK OR DIRECTION OF ROTATION OR ANGLES OF CORNERS MAKE ME WONDER ABOUT HOW PLAUSIBLE IT IS THAT DEATH OCCURRED.

DEATH AND RESTART? IT SURE AS HELL WREAKS HAVOC ON THE PHYSICAL CONDITION OF THE BODY AND ON THE CONDITION OF THE MIND, MEMORY AND VISION.

IT COULD ALSO BE JUST A HEAD INJURY MISALIGNING THE EYES.

IS THE TONIC IMMOBILITY COLLAPSE AND VIRTUAL PARALYSIS A DIFFERENT CONDITION FROM THE APPARENT "RESET" CHANGES?

WHAT CREATES TONIC IMMOBILITY

IF THIS  RAID, JUST THE GOONS IN FRONT , CAME TO MY HOUSE, I WOULD COLLAPSE.

I HAVE COLLAPSED INVOLUNTARILY, MANY TIMES,
KNOCKING OUT TEETH AND FROM GOING INTO A CONVULSION,
SIX YEARS AGO I  AM  STILL ALWAYS  DROOLING. 

THERE IS A LOT OF NOT VERY DEFINITE INFORMATION ABOUT WHAT CAUSES TONIC IMMOBILITY BUT THE RESULT, IMMOBILITY, IS ALWAYS THE RESULT.

MY PERSONAL EXPERIENCE DOES ALIGN WITH THE MAIN COMMON SYMPTOM , A FUNCTIONAL PARALYSIS, AS IT IS REPORTED. THE IRREMEDIABLE SITUATION WHERE I AM POWERLESS AND THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO THAT WILL NOT MAKE IT MORE DANGEROUS IS A TYPICAL SCENARIO IN THE LITERATURE ABOUT TONIC IMMOBILITY.

THERE IS THE UNFORTUNATE SITUATION WHERE A WOMAN IS COMPLETELY IN THE WRONG, PRESSING HER UNLAWFUL WILL OVER ME IN MY DELICATE SITUATION AND I AM NOT PERMITTED TO UNDERTAKE ANY EFFECTIVE RESPONSE. POLICE WILL VIEW ANY CONFLICT AS MY AGRESSION WHEN IT WAS ALWAYS MY PLACE THAT WAS BEING INVADED OR MY ASSETS THAT WERE BEING STOLEN.

IT DOES NOT MATTER WHO OR WHAT THE OPPOSITION OR THE INVADERS ARE IT IS ALL ABOUT WHOSE PROPERTY IT IS.

STORIES ABOUT SOMEONE WHO HAS BEEN INJURED BY SOMEONE ELSE'S NEGLIGENCE OR WHOSE ASSETS OR INHERITANCES ARE STOLEN, OR WHOSE PROPERTY IS INVADED OR RAIDED OR STOLEN MEAN NOTHING AS TO WHOM IS LEGALLY CULPABLE AND WHO IS DAMAGED BY THE BAD BEHAVIOR. 

THE POLICE WILL DO ANYTHING TO DISQUALIFY SOMEONE THEY HEARD BAD THINGS ABOUT WITHOUT ASSESSING ANY GOVERNMENT OR BUSINESS RECORDS OR ASSESING A MAN'S PERFORMASNCE OR EVEN APPLYING BASIC COMMON SENSE. 

EVERYTIME I RECALL THE PARALYZING EVENTS THAT CREATED COLLAPSE IMMOBILITY OR TONIC IMMOBILITY I RELIVE THE PARALYSIS AND ANGUISH.

I THINK THAT DAMNED BULLSHIT AUTHOTITARIANISM CAUSES AN INSTANT FALL INTO COLLAPSED AND VIRTUALLY PARALYZED TONIC IMMOBILITY.

THE EFFECTS OF A COLLAPSE OR A SEIZURE CAN BE SUBTLE AND UNDERSTOOD ONLY IN RETROSPECT

WHEN I EXPERIENCE A FULL OR ONE SIDE BODY COLLAPSE, THE RESULT IS UNEQUIVOCAL. I WILL BE DOWN TO THE GROUND IN A SQUAT OR WITH ONE LEG AND KNEE FOLDED DOWN FLAT AND I WILL BE DISABLED BY SPINAL DISTRESS.

WHEN I CONVULSE AND REMAIN ON MY FEET, I MAY NOT BE AWARE OF HOW SEVERE THE EFFECT IS ON SOME LESS OBVIOUS ASPECTS OF MY DISABILITY SUCH AS AN INABILITY TO KNOW WHERE I AM WITHOUT MOVING AND I HAVE AN UNFAMILIAR AND INCORRECT PERCEPTION OF ANGLES.  BUILDINGS AND STREET CORNERS APPEAR TO NOT HAVE RIGHT ANGLES BUT HAVE ACUTE ANGLES INSTEAD. I HAVE BEEN UNABLE TO READ WHILE I WAS AFFECTED BY THIS PERCEPTUAL MALFUNCTION. 

NOVEMBER FIFTH 2020 I DROVE FOR ONE AND ONE HALF HOURS AND AS I PASSED THE ROCKLIFFE APARTMENTS WHERE I HAVE A SUITE I HAD A SEIZURE OR A COLLAPSE WHICH IS STILL AFFECTING ME. 

I DID NOT REALIZE UNTIL NOW THAT I WAS AFFECTED SO SEVERELY BY BEING DENIED THE USE OF MY SECONDARY HOME WHICH FORCED ME TO DRIVE TO A MEDICAL APPOINTMENT NEAR MY APARTMENT FROM OTTER POINT. 

I KEEP SEEING THE VERY END OF MY BUILDING AND I REALIZE NOW WHY I WAS THE LAST FIFTEEN MINUTES LATE. I COULD NOT RECOGNIZE THE HEALTH POINT DRIVEWAY TO PARK THERE.

I WAS EXPERIENCING THE SAME TYPE OF SYMPTOMS AS I WAS EXPERIENCING IN 2001 WHICH I DOCUMENTED, INFORMED AUTHORITIES ABOUT AND I REPORTED THIS TO MY MEDICAL  PRACTITIONERS.