DISABLED NOT COMPENSATED

Disabled not compensated means that the minute I am smashed in an accident I stop all productive activity. There has to be an alternative pay day when all of yours are terminated by injury. I WORKED AT THE CNR BUT I ALSO DID ART AND WRITING AND I PLAYED HARMONICA AND GUITAR. I NEEDED MY AFFLAC OUT OF WORK INSURANCE TO CONTINUE TO SUPPORT MUSIC AND ART. WITHOUT IT LIFE WAS EXTREMELY TAXING PHYSICALLY. IT WAS HARD TO DO A LOT OF WORK THAT WAS NOT ACCOMPLISHED SEATED. I NEEDED MY INSURANCE PAY

Tuesday, May 27, 2025

I AM ALWAYS ON THE VERGE OF COLLAPSE. I HAVE TO SUPPORT MYSELF ON SOMETHING ALMOST ANY TIME I AM ON MY FEET. EVEN THE TWO MINUTES WHICH ARE ALL I CAN DO OFTEN ARE SUPPORTED.

I HAVE TO SUPPORT MYSELF ON SOMETHING EVEN WHEN I AM STANDING IN MY HOME. I CAN MAKE SHORT RUNS FOR A FEW SECONDS TO FEED BIRDS OR THE CATS BUT I HAVE TO LEAN ON SOMETHING TO COOK OR WASH DISHES.

From my Microsoft documents file:

Apage on how I feel May 27 2025:

I have been keeping a paper diary with many entries daily.

I will note here what I will write in DISABLED NOT COMPENSATED.

WHY WOULD I COLLAPSE WHEN CONFRONTED OR IN THE SAME SITUATION WHERE I COLLAPSED PREVIOUSLY OR IN THE PRESECNCE OF THOSE PERSONS?

I AM ALMOST ALWAYS ON THE VERGE OF COLLAPSING, BARELY ABLE TO STAND. AROUND THE HOUSE I AM ALWAYS SUPPORTING MYSELF ON SOMETHING.

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