Wednesday, February 7, 2024

THE INCREDIBLE WASTE OF TIME WHICH RESULTS FROM MY DISABILITY


I CONTINUALLY EXPERIENCE BOUTS OF VIRTUAL PARALYSIS. SOME DAYS IT LASTS PART OF A DAY AND SOME DAYS IT LASTS ALL DAY LONG. I AM TRYING TO GET MY NECESSARY ROUTINE WORK DONE SO I CAN PUT UP SOME HANDRAILS. I HAVE THE REPLACEMENT BRACKETS FOR TWO SHORT HANDRAILS ON THE STAIRS TO THE LOWER FLOOR BASEMENT AREA.


I DID GET DONE WITH HARVEST AND REPLACEMENT AND CLONING AND TRANSPLANTING BUT I EXPERIENCED SHORT WINDOWS OF MOBILITY FOLLOWED BY HAVING TO LAY FLAT IN BED FOR THE REST OF THE DAY.


I HAVE FALLEN BEHIND ON DISH WASHING AND TODAY I HAVE BEEN LAID OUT FLAT ALMOST ALL DAY AND AS I WRITE THIS MY ARMS CAN'T TAKE IT.


I HAVE NOT GOT TO ANY OF THE REPAIR WORK I HAVE TO DO FOR ONE AND A HALF YEARS NOR HAVE I BEEN ABLE TO DO MY MUSIC PRACTICE SINCE I FELL INTO THE DITCH OUT FRONT WHICH WAS BUILT TO BE AN OBSTSCLE AND A HAZARD. 


I HAD A KNEE COLLAPSE WHICH IS A PRODUCT OF COMPRESSING MY KNEE AS I COLLAPSED DURING ONE OF THE MANY INVASIONS OF MY PROPERTY. I FELL FLAT ON MY FACE AND I HAVE BEEN ADDITIONALLY DISABLED SINCE THEN WITH MY LEFT ARM LIMP AND UNABLE TO BE RAISES OR USED. NOW MY RIGHT ARM IS FAILING FROM OVERUSE AS MY ONLY FUNCTIONAL ARM.

This is an excerpt from my continuing document on my condition.

Apage on how I feel February 8 2024:

It is almost 1 PM and I am still not able to move for more than a minute or two. I am collapsed even as I sit to type. I could not get dressed until now. I did it in bed, stopping, laying there repeatecly, and with great difficulty.

I have pulled out some spasm kinks but the result is more virtual paralysis.


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