IT IS ABOUT MY COLLAPSE SYNDROME.
I AM NOT HATING ANYONE I CANNOT TOLERATE. I COLLAPSE. I CAN HAVE A CONVULSION. I GET INJURED.
I HAVE SPOKEN AND WRITTEN ABOUT HAVING MY HEAD PULLED BACK AND MY NECK WRENCHED TO THE RIGHT AND THEN BEING THROWN DOWN TO THE LEFT AND SOMETIMES I WAS JUMPED ON AND CRUSHED BREATHLESS BY MY MOTHER.
THERE WAS AND IS NO WAY TO RESIST AND I AM SUSCEPTIBLE TO COLLAPSE DOWN TO THE GROUND.
DURING THE PULL BACK PART OF MY MOTHER'S ATTACKS, THE SUPPORT OF MY HEELS WOULD BE OVERWHELMED AND TO THIS DAY IF I HAVE A FORCE EXERTED ON EITHER HEEL, IT WILL LET LOOSE UPWARDS PITCHING ME OFF BALANCE AND FORWARDS.
EITHER KNEE CAN FOLD AND DROP ME TO THE SIDE.
WHEN I COLLAPSE IT IS INVOLUNTARY AND IRRESISTIBLE. NO ONE WILL BLAME THE PERPETRATORS. THEY BLAME ME.
JUST BEING IN CONTACT WITH ANYONE WHO HAD ADVERSELY AFFECTED ME COULD CAUSE TONIC IMMOBILITY, OR STIFF PERSON SYNDROME OR SHELL SHOCK TO SET IN FOR WEEKS, MONTHS OR YEARS. VIRTUAL PARALYSIS RESULTS.
When you collapse, you may become unconscious for a short while, such as when you faint. You might fall to the ground and not respond to sounds or being shaken. You collapse when your brain isn't getting enough oxygen. When you're on the ground, it's easier for your heart to pump oxygen to your brain. From "Health Direct". The lack of oxygen to the brain could be Tonic Hypo Tension, where blood pressure goes down when it should go up due to blood vessel constriction which is supposed to happen when a person is standing.
I HAVE EXPERIENCED THE REVERSE ARCH SPASM, I HAVE WOKE UP WITH IT HAPPENING THERE CAN ALSO BE A TIGHT CHEST SPASM. YOU THINK YOU WILL DIE.
