BACK INTO FUGUE

I WAS IN A DISASSOCIATED STATE OF MIND IN THE AFTERMATH OF MY 1986 CAR CRASH WHICH I BRIEFLY EMERGED FROM IN 1990. I RELAPSED QUICKLY. I WAS FEARFUL AND OVERWHELMED AS SOON AS MY EX-WIFE BEGAN TO DIVORCE ME.

I WAS RECOVERED AND CONFIDENT AND COMPETENT IN 1992. I HAD MET MY EX-WIFE'S DEMANDS, WHICH HAD TOTALLY IMPOVERISHED ME AND I THOUGHT THAT THE CONTINUING, SIX YEARS BY THEN, EXTORTION I WAS PAYING WOULD SATISFY HER AS LONG AS I COULD PAY.

TRIXIE DASHEVSKY, AKA BETTY COLLARD WAS NOT SATISFIED. WHEN I WAS IN ENGLAND SEEKING MUSICAL EMPLOYMENT SHE GOT RCMP, CRD, AND BAILIFFS OR SHERIFFS TO TRY TO SEIZE MY HOME, SAYING IT WAS ABANDONED, BUT MY GIRLFRIEND ANN AND A FRIEND OF HERS WERE AT OTTER POINT HOUSE AND THE AUTHORITIES LEFT.

THIS EVENT MADE IT IMPOSSIBLE TO HAVE ANYONE HOUSE SIT SO I COULD NOT LEAVE. HAVING ALL THOSE ENFORCEMENT OFFICERS WORKING TO SEIZE MY HOME FOR MY EX-WIFE CAUSED ME TO BE TERRORIZED AND I LOST THE CONFIDENCE NECESSARY TO PERFORM LIVE MUSIC.

IN 1993 I WAS AWAITING MY YOUNGEST CHILD'S ARRIVAL FOR A VISIT. THERE WAS A KNOCK, I OPENED THE DOOR AND BENT OVER TO GREET MY CHILD AND INSTEAD MY EX-WIFE JUMPED AT ME, SCRATCHING AT MY EYES. SHE SAID "YOUR GIRLFRIEND IS A COKER AND YOU WERE SEEN RUNNING WITH HUGE BAGS OF COCAINE AFTER YOU WERE IN A CAR ACCIDENT." 

I WAS HORRIFIED AND TERRORIZED. IS THIS WHAT SHE IS SAYING ABOUT ME? I FELT DISMAYED AND I HAD A TONIC IMMOBILITY OR STIFF PERSON COLLAPSE WHICH I THOUGHT WAS SLIPPING ON PLASTIC BOTTLES FOR RECYCLING AT THE TIME BUT I REALIZE IT WAS LIKE A NUMBER OF COLLAPSES I HAVE EXPERIENCED SINCE THEN. 

I DID PARTIALLY RECOVER BY LATE 1995 OR EARLY 1996 BUT IN OCTOBER 1996 THE POLICE WERE BACK TO LOCK ME UP FOR TWO MONTHS OR MORE AND THEN THEY WOULD SEIZE MY HOUSE AND LAWS ARE ON THE BOOKS WHICH WOULD ALLOW MY EX-WIFE TO SEIZE AND SELL MY HOUSE AND MY POSSESSIONS TO PROVIDE "..HER FUTURE INCOME."

SOOKE RCMP CORPORAL HAL ZEIKE FORGED DOCUMENTS WHICH WOULD ALLOW A TWO MONTH PSYCHIATRIC INCARCERATION OF MYSELF BUT PRISON AUTHORITIES SAW THE FRAUD HE WAS COMMITTING. I WAS RELEASED AFTER FIVE DAYS IN THREE  JAILS BUT I STILL HAD TO FIGHT AND PERSONALLY DEFEAT BOGUS CHARGED LODGED BY LAWYER FRITZ VERHOOVEN.

I WAS TERRIBLY PARALYZED AFTER THIS AND BEING CHAINED, HOG TIED, IN A FREEZING NOT VENTILATED SHERIFF'S VAN FOR SIX HOURS ON OCTOBER 5 1996.

MY DISABILITY HAS BEEN DIS-ACKNOWLEDGED BY THE PREVARICATION AND COLLUSION OF THE LAW SOCIETY AND INSURANCE COMPANY AGENTS AND INSURANCE COMPANY LAWYERS.

A HARD HARD LIFE HAS BEEN THE RESULT FOR MYSELF, DISABLED, UNASSISTED AND DEFAMED. I HAVE HAD TO STRUGGLE TO DEAL WITH FRAGILITY,  WITH A LACK OF DISPOSABLE INCOME AND TO DO WITHOUT MOST OF THE PLEASURES OF LIFE.

I WAS AN EMPLOYEE OF THE CANADIAN NATIONAL RAILROAD, WHICH WAS A CROWN CORPORATION BACK IN 1970, FOR SEVEN YEARS WITH EXCELLENT REVIEWS, AND I NEVER HAD A PROPER JOB AGAIN AFTER I BECAME DISABLED, INJURED IN A CAR CRASH  AS A PASSENGER. THEN I WAS DRIVEN FURTHER INTO PARALYSIS AND DESPAIR BY THE ACTIONS OF A CNR CLERK  WHO DEFRAUDED ME OF MY PAID FOR FROM MY CHECK DISABILITY INSURANCE AND THE INSURANCE COMPANY LAWYER WHO LIED ABOUT ME AND MADE A DEAL WITH THE JUDGE AND MY LAWYER WITHOUT MY PARTICIPATION. AS A RESULT OF THEIR DEAL I WAS AWARDED A TOKEN PAYMENT OF $10, 000. MY LAWYER ADMITTED HE HAD BEEN FOOLED BUT HE SAID THE DEAL WAS NOT REVOCABLE. I GOT SCREWED.

I DISCOVERED AND REPORTED THE BAD ACTS TO POLITICIANS, TO AUTHORITIES, TO LAWYERS AND TO THE  COURTS TO NO AVAIL. IN ADDITION NO ONE WOULD LOOK INTO THE LOSS OF MY DISABILITY PENSION AND I DID NOT KNOW AFFLIC WAS THE INSURER UNTIL THREE YEARS AGO.

THE DEAL BETWEEN LAW SOCIETY MEMBERS TO COLLUDE WITH RESPONDENTS AND POLICE AND ADMINISTRATIVE AND INSURANCE COMPANY FRAUD AS IF I WAS WITHOUT CREDIBILITY MUST BE PROSECUTED.

{ A  DECLARATION, IN TOTAL TRANSPARENCY: I WAS INJURED AGAIN IN 1986,1993, 1996,1997, 1998, 2001, 2015, 2016 AND 2022 WHICH ALWAYS CAUSED ME TO LOSE SOME  MOBILITY FOR A PERIOD OF TIME, AND TO EXPERIENCE AN INCREASED  VIRTUAL PARALYSIS.}

There were probably more injury causing events than those listed above, 

LINDON COLLARD TOTAL RECALL   click in

I discovered what had happened with my inheritance from my Uncle Albert and I  recalled that my trust fund from my paternal grandfather had provided the money my Mother lent to my ex-wife for her  " Major Business" ( My, from 1964, Trust  Fund would have grown by 2001 to over three hundred thousand dollars). Instead, I had to pay back with the interest several times the amount my ex-wife got for her business. I phoned  My Brother Andrew who did not answer so I left two messages. He drove in, tore up my lawn with his truck, kicked Henry Dog and charged into my house and he hit me in the chest with a ten finger Tai Chi blow. I did not ever perform live harmonica on stage again. My right rib just now shook and spasmed which has happened periodically and constantly for twenty two years.